last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......

labbaw · Post by **labbaw** » Sat Nov 10, 2007 7:14 am

The last time I wanted to self-injure I didn't because of the consequences. My therapist says I will have to go back and live in residential treatment if I do cut again. I don't want that because currently I'm living happily with my boyfriend. I also know that if I do start, it will be hard to stop again. How I did SI was I use "distraction" techniques. I posted on here. I talked to my boyfriend. I took a Klonopin. I watched some TV. I read a book. I got some fresh air. I wrote an email to my therapist. Finally I went to sleep. Yayyyyyy!

kittyfever · Post by **kittyfever** » Sat Nov 10, 2007 11:06 am

because when I'm hot I want to just push up my sleeves
because I don't want to let my boy or my mom down

Arcana · Post by **Arcana** » Sun Nov 11, 2007 12:58 am

because C. told me to get better, even though he doesn't know what's wrong with me. he looked like a kicked puppy when he said it, and every time I have the urge I see his face...I can't let him, anyone else I care about, or myself down...

PassingCloud · Post by **PassingCloud** » Sun Nov 11, 2007 4:24 pm

because i want to get better.
because i want a life without SI
because some day i want to have kids and i don'T want to have to explain to them, why mommy has another "owie".
becasue i can beat this. i can get better. i can do this.

amyfairy · Post by **amyfairy** » Wed Nov 14, 2007 4:07 pm

i want too right now but really, what's it going to achieve? FUCK ALL.

Post by **treasure** » Wed Nov 14, 2007 7:36 pm

i didn't because i told my t i was ok after my appt and i didn't want that to be a lie.

Glockenspiel · Post by **Glockenspiel** » Wed Nov 14, 2007 7:47 pm

I told myself there were other ways to deal with the problem.

pelagic · Post by **pelagic** » Thu Nov 15, 2007 2:05 am

I wrote a Before in the B&A and I reminded myself that three slips is NOT something I want in my siggy

Beasty · Post by **Beasty** » Thu Nov 15, 2007 3:56 am

I don't have any tools.

pelagic · Post by **pelagic** » Thu Nov 15, 2007 7:48 am

I took a glance at my tools and realized I should probably be getting new ones. I didn't want to use them.

Seeshellz · Post by **Seeshellz** » Mon Nov 19, 2007 3:21 pm

I played the 15 min more game until it was time for bed and took my sleep meds and went to sleep.

Chaocontrol6 · Post by **Chaocontrol6** » Mon Nov 19, 2007 6:35 pm

I had friends who cheered me up on a bad day

Kept the urges right off my mind

kittyfever · Post by **kittyfever** » Tue Nov 20, 2007 7:03 pm

I rested and watched some television

Rae Rae Badfingers · Post by **Rae Rae Badfingers** » Fri Nov 23, 2007 6:01 pm

I realized that I deserved better than that, and it calmed me down greatly.

Roxi · Post by **Roxi** » Sat Nov 24, 2007 11:20 pm

because I am learing to tolerate the distress

idork · Post by **idork** » Sun Nov 25, 2007 12:03 am

I didn't want to get caught

max · Post by **max** » Sun Nov 25, 2007 1:33 am

because im better than this. although its getting harder to believe.

Glockenspiel · Post by **Glockenspiel** » Sun Nov 25, 2007 4:21 am

My medication kept me calm.

5th section · Post by **5th section** » Sun Nov 25, 2007 10:15 pm

1. I was too tired. couldn't be bothered
2. I knew i wouldn't feel like it in an hour or 2 & it wasn't worth it.

steady hands · Post by **steady hands** » Mon Nov 26, 2007 3:56 am

because I'd feel bad si'ing while wearing my twloha shirt.

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