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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Thu Oct 25, 2007 3:43 pm

I am just unsure
I cant let you find my weakness
I cant let you manipulate me.

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Post by _MessedUp_ » Thu Oct 25, 2007 4:56 pm

why? you owe me that at least but you won'e even tell me. and that, that is what is killing me right now
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Post by twinkletears » Thu Oct 25, 2007 6:05 pm

ha all that time you thought you was perfect look at you now exactly what you didnt like glad your far away you can stay their too im glad your not with him anymore they didnt lke you anyway, you tried to ruin and my relationship now look at you what goes around comes around
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Post by ChaosCat » Thu Oct 25, 2007 8:43 pm

I'm sorry that I yelled. I'm sorry if I upset you. You really upset me too. I care about you more than I can tell you. I'm not the person you think I am. I am not so cold and callous and heartless. I have a heart. I have feelings, and you've seen them get hurt. I can't be totally open with you because I don't know how to trust right now. I want to curl up in your arms and for you to tell me in your quiet way that it will all be ok now, but that can never happen. You and I can be nothing more than what we are. I care deeply about you, but I think I need to move on.
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Post by Beasty » Thu Oct 25, 2007 8:54 pm

L, I've been looking back upon our relationship over the past few months and I've noticed a disturbing trend. You use me.

I'm not sure if you're aware of this or not, but you do.
---This summer, you whinged to me and asked for my help in breaking up with M and dating DJ. In case you didn't know, I liked you at the time. But I set aside whatever I was doing to help you, listen to you, and drive you to see DJ. Once school started up again, once you were dating DJ, and once you were on good terms with M, you ignore me completely.
---You call me about three weeks ago, sobbing into the phone, asking for me to help you out. Give advice, be comforting, and all that jazz. I didn't mind cause I cared about you. Then, once more, you were done with me.
---My last interaction with you was at lunch earlier this week. You come up to me, act all sweet, and ask for my cornbread. I tell you that I'm not getting cornbread. That was the last time you spoke to me.


Okay, I'm a pretty giving person when it comes to people that I care about and I'm happy to do it. But I do NOT like people taking advantage of me. I do not like being used. I put my own feelings aside to help you date this guy, I listen to you crying when you let him screw you before you were ready, and I always give you my food when you ask. No more.

FUCK YOU, L, fuck you.
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Post by DecemberLivy » Fri Oct 26, 2007 12:12 am

M. do you know that it hurts me everyday you are in such a bad position? it hurts me that i was one of the things that got you there. but how can i help? i'm just the daughter, i'm pretty much useless.
sometimes when you talk to me, i can tell you think i'm made of stone. i'm not, i'm not strong and it really hurts. i'm really sorry. i'm trying, but you dont see. i just want some small sign that you recognise. i'm really trying.

P. again, you are in my head. i know now i'll never love someone as deeply as i loved you. i have to let go now.
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Post by Binayshee » Fri Oct 26, 2007 2:40 am

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Post by Arcana » Fri Oct 26, 2007 2:55 am

i think i could very easily fall in love with you, and that's a bit scary...
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Fri Oct 26, 2007 1:42 pm

Dont try to convince me im not happy cause it wont work. I have never been happier with my life and if you try to make me unhappy then I will ask you to get out of my life once again.

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Post by Binayshee » Fri Oct 26, 2007 4:26 pm

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Post by Binayshee » Fri Oct 26, 2007 4:36 pm

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Post by twinkletears » Fri Oct 26, 2007 5:23 pm

leave me alone

and you stop hurting me when you say you love me
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Post by troubles undone » Fri Oct 26, 2007 5:56 pm

i really wish you would fuck off out of my life.
really.
i dont care.
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Post by caged bird » Fri Oct 26, 2007 6:10 pm

i HATE formal wear, why are you doing this it's your project now you don't have to ruin the social aspect too
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Chey Kizoxie

Post by Chey Kizoxie » Fri Oct 26, 2007 7:14 pm

i dont trust you. I never will.

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Post by troubles undone » Fri Oct 26, 2007 8:35 pm

i dont fucking want to spend time with you. fuck off.
stop fucking going on at me.
what fucking difference does it make if im on the computer or sitting downstairs with you wtahcing something on tv i'd rather not watch? i mean, really? its pointless.
and why should i come off the computer and T gets to stay on his x box? because surely thats not fair.

and if id fucking gone out i wouldnt be here to spend time with you anyway.
you fuckwit.
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Post by Beasty » Fri Oct 26, 2007 11:42 pm

I'm going ccrraazzzzyyyyyy

I hope this football game is worth it. It fucking better be worth it.

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Post by kissthesky___x » Sat Oct 27, 2007 11:15 am

two words: i'm sorry.

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Post by kissthesky___x » Sat Oct 27, 2007 12:45 pm

i'm not a fucking loser. there was no fucking need to shout at me.

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Post by mephistopheles » Sat Oct 27, 2007 1:11 pm

yes, you'd better fucking look for it otherwise i'm going to fucking kill you. it cost me £50!! and you thought it might have fallen on the floor, so what you just LEFT IT THERE?!

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