Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by caged bird » Tue Oct 23, 2007 10:00 am

frightened, anxious and stressed
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Being almost devastated is horrible because it lingers. But total devastation brings a kind of peace. It lets you give up.
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Post by HakunaMatata » Tue Oct 23, 2007 10:06 am

*language*

Happy because I can finally start to live for myself.
But so totally shit scared. Cause when I fuck up it's going to haunt me and have so many more consequences.

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Post by Roxi » Tue Oct 23, 2007 11:37 am

headache-y, sad and scared....
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We are the girls with anxiety disorders, filled appointment books, five-year plans. We take ourselves very, very seriously. We are the peacemakers, the do-gooders, the givers, the savers. We are on time, overly prepared, well read, and witty, intellectually curious, always moving… We drink coffee, a lot of it. We are on birth control, Prozac, and multivitamins… We are relentless, judgmental with ourselves, and forgiving to others. We are the daughters of the feminists who said, “You can be anything,” and we heard, “You have to be everything." - Courtney Martin.
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Post by thisshallbeformusic » Tue Oct 23, 2007 8:06 pm

good, and i don't understand it.
Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail. -Emerson
The worst to bear are self-inflicted wounds. Oedipus Rex
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Post by wilson » Thu Oct 25, 2007 1:25 pm

i feel like i've let people down.
i feel sick.
i feel tired.
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im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by Roxi » Thu Oct 25, 2007 4:02 pm

confused and lacking control.
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We are the girls with anxiety disorders, filled appointment books, five-year plans. We take ourselves very, very seriously. We are the peacemakers, the do-gooders, the givers, the savers. We are on time, overly prepared, well read, and witty, intellectually curious, always moving… We drink coffee, a lot of it. We are on birth control, Prozac, and multivitamins… We are relentless, judgmental with ourselves, and forgiving to others. We are the daughters of the feminists who said, “You can be anything,” and we heard, “You have to be everything." - Courtney Martin.
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Post by _MessedUp_ » Thu Oct 25, 2007 4:49 pm

panicky

and faint :(
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Post by Roxi » Thu Oct 25, 2007 5:01 pm

freaked out, generally upset
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We are the girls with anxiety disorders, filled appointment books, five-year plans. We take ourselves very, very seriously. We are the peacemakers, the do-gooders, the givers, the savers. We are on time, overly prepared, well read, and witty, intellectually curious, always moving… We drink coffee, a lot of it. We are on birth control, Prozac, and multivitamins… We are relentless, judgmental with ourselves, and forgiving to others. We are the daughters of the feminists who said, “You can be anything,” and we heard, “You have to be everything." - Courtney Martin.
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Post by twinkletears » Thu Oct 25, 2007 6:01 pm

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Post by troubles undone » Fri Oct 26, 2007 7:36 pm

empty.
actually physically empty.
like someone has come along with a big hoover and sucked everything out of me.
i have nothing left anymore.
nothing.
and i cant do this.
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It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
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Love is just a hoax
so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"

"VITA YOY EST VIVERE SED VALERE VITA EST."
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Post by thisshallbeformusic » Fri Oct 26, 2007 9:20 pm

ANGRY
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The worst to bear are self-inflicted wounds. Oedipus Rex
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Post by Beasty » Fri Oct 26, 2007 11:42 pm

Alone. So alone.
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Post by poisontongue » Fri Oct 26, 2007 11:48 pm

SilverCandlesticks wrote:Alone. So alone.
Ditto x 100
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Post by Li'lRuby » Sat Oct 27, 2007 12:07 am

Angry. Alone. Broken. Cold. Depressed. Enough is enough. Fed up.
So angry at myself. So sad.
The old grey donkey, Eeyore stood by himself in a thistly corner of the Forest, his front feet well apart, his head on one side, and thought about things. Sometimes he thought sadly to himself, "Why?" and sometimes he thought, "Wherefore?" and sometimes he thought, "Inasmuch as which?" and sometimes he didn't quite know what he was thinking about.
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Post by fadingbutterfly » Sat Oct 27, 2007 1:15 pm

increasingly frustrated
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Post by shannon88 » Sat Oct 27, 2007 2:08 pm

alone
and who draws a perfect circle anymore
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Post by MusicalMorphine » Sat Oct 27, 2007 4:36 pm

I will never be anything to anyone.
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Post by Beasty » Sat Oct 27, 2007 7:36 pm

Anxious in the worst way
"No boom today. Boom tomorrow. There’s always a boom tomorrow. What? Look, somebody’s got to have some damn perspective around here. Boom, sooner or later. BOOM!" - Susan Ivanova

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Post by Glockenspiel » Sat Oct 27, 2007 10:17 pm

Strong
I always enjoy myself, even when I'm crying -- Jen Johnson

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Post by Kaelyn » Sat Oct 27, 2007 10:22 pm

anxious
my place (visitors welcome)
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