Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

Post by **Spidey** » Wed Oct 17, 2007 1:17 pm

i'm scared.

help me.

kissthesky___x · Post by **kissthesky___x** » Wed Oct 17, 2007 1:21 pm

i am here. i am living. i am a good person. no matter what you say. i am in recovery. i do not need to hurt myself by either OD'ing or anything else. because i'm better than letter my emotions/people get to me. i have people that care. that will always be there for me. i can't lose them. i can't lose myself in my emotions. things will get better. they have to.

daisy_chain · Post by **daisy_chain** » Wed Oct 17, 2007 5:27 pm

I wish you cared.

kissthesky___x · Post by **kissthesky___x** » Wed Oct 17, 2007 6:38 pm

explain to me why you can bloody forgive everybody else for something as pathetic as not being there for you when you need them to be, yet, you accuse me of something i haven't even done and claim you hate me? yet i'm the one that's been there for you when i hardly knew you. and i'm getting shunned for just being me. how do you think that makes me feel? i love the way you're so two faced and probably bitch me out every second of the day. shows how much i meant to you.

(not directed at anyone here.)

Chey Kizoxie · Post by **Chey Kizoxie** » Wed Oct 17, 2007 6:56 pm

I am not listening to you any more
I am not going to let you make me feel like crap
You dont even exist
You are just nothing more then a bad memory that haunts me
You just keep your nasties to yourself
You arnt even realistic
You dont control me any more!

balletomane · Post by **balletomane** » Thu Oct 18, 2007 2:59 am

You fucking bitch. I am not stupid. I know you were in your room. I could hear you singing. Going silent when I knocked wasn't going to make me think that you weren't there. The appropriate response would have been to open the door and say "Sorry, b, I'm busy right now." And about that. I know you are always procrastinating anyway, so why is there never time for me when I do the hard work of asking for help. I always make time to listen to your rants. Which frankly don't interest me. Because when some boy's mom calls you fat and he tells you this (really, we both know, he was calling you fat, otherwise he wouldn't have repeated it), and you decide to date this kid who has no tact...I just don't have sympathy. Oh, but actually I do. And your rants do interest me, even if I try to claim otherwise. Because you are my friend and I care about you. I just wish you would care in return.

southsider · Post by **southsider** » Thu Oct 18, 2007 7:06 am

i miss you so much.

thank you for listening to me and reading my super long emails lately. i love that you are so much more patient and nurturing than i am. i am grateful for who you are, what you have done for me, and what you do for the world. you amaze me.

i do hope i get to see you in five weeks- that'd be pretty awesome. otherwise- christmas, for sure.

i love you!

troubles undone · Post by **troubles undone** » Thu Oct 18, 2007 8:29 am

i want you.
i want you here now.
i miss you laready and you've been gone a day.
i can't believe im saying this, but i dont think i can do this

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Thu Oct 18, 2007 11:45 am

you have no idea how much this hurts me.

kissthesky___x · Post by **kissthesky___x** » Fri Oct 19, 2007 3:58 pm

i'm scared i'm going to lose you.
i'm scared that today i fucked you off by being honest with you.
i'm scared that i'm never going to find someone that makes me feel like you do each and every day.
i'm scared i can't fix myself let alone anyone else.
i'm scared i'm going to make things worse.

Chey Kizoxie · Post by **Chey Kizoxie** » Fri Oct 19, 2007 4:01 pm

Im scared to make progress cause then people think i dont need help any more
Im scared to start conversations cause I want to be honest and friendly but I dont have a lot of practice and im not confident
I want to show my interest, but I dont know how
I want to feel stronger but I dont know who to ask or how to ask

mephistopheles · Post by **mephistopheles** » Fri Oct 19, 2007 4:05 pm

I...don't know.

Maybe.

I said I quite like you...I meant I really like you. I like this.
________________________________

And hah. I made the right choice, so suck on that!

Chey Kizoxie · Post by **Chey Kizoxie** » Fri Oct 19, 2007 4:09 pm

Im getting better but im afraid of the supports being stopped before I am truely better

5th section · Post by **5th section** » Fri Oct 19, 2007 6:42 pm

SORT IT OUT YOURSELF FOR ONCE!!!

Chey Kizoxie · Post by **Chey Kizoxie** » Fri Oct 19, 2007 7:39 pm

[size=0]I am kinda feeling like i wont get a birthday post in main. Chey is thinking she knows why but kinda feels maby she is just being stupid and parinoid.[/size]

Arcana · Post by **Arcana** » Sat Oct 20, 2007 2:49 am

Ladies and gents....What the fuck? No, seriously, what the fuck?! I'm really tired of feeling like an outsider. I'm really tired, and really stressed, and really, really, really fucking scared. Everything's just getting worse, and I'm falling apart inside, and I'm tired of holding it together but I know that NONE of you asswipes care so I can't stop pretending. Just, pretend to see me for once when we pass each other, huh? I'm tired of being ignored and pushed aside and treated like a nuisance.

I doubt you'd fucking miss me if I went away...

twinkletears · Post by **twinkletears** » Sat Oct 20, 2007 2:17 pm

WHY DO YOU HURT ME

travelgirl · Post by **travelgirl** » Sat Oct 20, 2007 3:42 pm

I miss you everyday, and feel like it's all my fault, if Only I had taken 2 minutes to say I love you, mabey you wouldnt have left me. So I love you.

Beasty · Post by **Beasty** » Sat Oct 20, 2007 9:57 pm

I saw you today and my heart leapt. Only, now I'm not sure how I can keep going seeing you but never interacting with you. I miss your hugs

mephistopheles · Post by **mephistopheles** » Sat Oct 20, 2007 9:59 pm

shut up shut up shut up shut up!!

stop drunkenly blethering at him, he'll HATE you. and with good reason

bus

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