Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

amyfairy · Post by **amyfairy** » Tue Oct 09, 2007 12:15 am

so many talented ppl
i feel useless in comparison.

rawhead · Post by **rawhead** » Tue Oct 09, 2007 3:48 am

the only reason i post on this website, s because i think maybe there will be just one person, that can save me.

so far, noone even replies.
i would just rather die anymore.

Li'lRuby · Post by **Li'lRuby** » Tue Oct 09, 2007 4:14 am

So many secrets. Where to start?

wilson · Post by **wilson** » Wed Oct 10, 2007 4:33 pm

i know what i need to do to get out of this loop. but im too afraid to do it.

powdahchica · Post by **powdahchica** » Wed Oct 10, 2007 7:13 pm

I really care about you. I do. But I worry that if she really wanted to try and make something work, I'd have to go back to her. She was my first, and I don't know how to have her hold less power in my imagination.

fadingbutterfly · Post by **fadingbutterfly** » Wed Oct 10, 2007 8:56 pm

I'm heading for a complete breakdown

mephistopheles · Post by **mephistopheles** » Thu Oct 11, 2007 2:14 am

sometimes i wish i was straight

_____________

please call me.
please. otherwise idk how i;ll get through tonight

Scatterbrain · Post by **Scatterbrain** » Thu Oct 11, 2007 2:26 am

I dont know, dammit. I'm sorry. But I have no fucking clue whats going on with me right now.

~Megan

Arcana · Post by **Arcana** » Thu Oct 11, 2007 2:48 am

I still like you way too much for my own good, you know.

Beasty · Post by **Beasty** » Fri Oct 12, 2007 2:02 am

As much as I say that I don't like her anymore, it's probably not true. When she bit me today, I remember how much I wanted to kiss her.

Li'lRuby · Post by **Li'lRuby** » Fri Oct 12, 2007 2:31 am

I cut again. Second slip.
So sorry.
So angry.
So depressed.
So ashamed.
It's not worth it. Why do I keep going back, though?

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Fri Oct 12, 2007 9:15 pm

i deserved to be raped. it was pay back for being the child my mother never wanted.

amyfairy · Post by **amyfairy** » Fri Oct 12, 2007 11:07 pm

i really want to stop eating
but i won't
i did years ago and i am unable to do so again
i eat loads
serously

and i get angry with people with ed's
cause they can't see what they're doing
so self-focused (i know, i'm a bitch)
look around at the world!!
they have everything, and so much more.

but i think i maybe get annoyed cause i'm jealous??
and i want it to be me
so i find a way of breaking it down
(cognitive dissonance, whoop go psych student

)

i'm not that nice a person really, am i.

wilson · Post by **wilson** » Sat Oct 13, 2007 10:06 am

i dont know how to stop living this way

vampirelover · Post by **vampirelover** » Sat Oct 13, 2007 11:24 am

I think I deserved everything thats happend to me.

Post by **Spidey** » Sat Oct 13, 2007 7:14 pm

i've been reading back through the last couple pages of this thread.

i want to remind people that you are wanted, loved, and cared for, at least by ONE person in this world.

so before you write secrets about how you wish ill about yourself, bear that in mind. the world sucks, but not everything about it has to.

Beasty · Post by **Beasty** » Sat Oct 13, 2007 8:35 pm

The only way I've made it through today is by being stoned off my ass. How wonderful.

fadingbutterfly · Post by **fadingbutterfly** » Sat Oct 13, 2007 9:14 pm

It's been 5 years since you left and I do still think of you. I really hope you are at peace now.

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Sun Oct 14, 2007 12:43 am

i think that i am most probably not ok right now.

me12323 · Post by **me12323** » Sun Oct 14, 2007 12:35 pm

I am angry because he told me in front of the t that he doesn't love me anymore. Not when I am this way. It was 4 years ago and I still cannot get over it.

I am so pathetic

bus

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