Candys Coping Thread
Candy's Coping Thread
I am doing alright. My boy-friend and I are watching t.v.,and taking it easy. He is sleeping over tonight,cause we are going away tomorrow for the day,and we are leaving in the morning around 9:30 am,we are going to a Flea Market in Clarence,so I do not know what time I will be home,mainly in the evening. I am feeling pretty good tonight,and no SI either. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. My mother was nasty to me earlier,but I handle it great,by not listening to her nasty words she said to me,I love her,but not how she treats me.I will be just fine,and I am going to enjoy the rest of the night,and tomorrow as well.I am hanging in there and taking care of myself. I will be back on sometime tomorrow in the evening
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great night,we watched t.v.,and relax. I did not do any SI either,that is great. We are going to be leaving soon to go down to the Flea Market in Clarence. I am going to enjoy myself and have a great time. Then afterwards we are going out for dinner. I am doing pretty good and feeling alright. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I am going to be just fine. I hope everyone has a nice day. I will be back on the bus sometime later on
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great time with my boy-friend and we walked around alot;plus we enjoy ourselves. Then we came back and had dinner at Sunny's. I took a long nap,cause I was tired and so was he. We are watching t.v.,and taking it easy now. When we left Sunny's I saw one of my friends that does not like me anymore,due to the fact that I would not give her two cartoons of my cigs,she gave me a nasty look,and I did not let it bother me either,it was not worth getting upset for. I am proud of myself for handling it so well. I am feeling alright,and I am doing just fine.I have day treatment program tomorrow and I am looking forward to going. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I did not do any SI either,that was good. I am taking care of myself. I will be back on the bus later on before I go to bed.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great night with my boy-friend. I had a wonderful day today. He left to go home and get some sleep. I will be going to be bed soon,cause I have to get up early to go to day treatment program,and I am looking forward to it. I did not do any SI today,and that is great,it is not easy though but I keep fighting the urges. I am doing alright,and feeling pretty good so far. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I will be just fine. I am taking care of myself. I will be back on the bus tomorrow evening.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great night sleep. Then I went to day treatment program today and had a great time,then I met with my therapist she helped me alot. I am just relaxing and taking it easy. I am writing in my journal,it is helping me alot. I did not do any SI last night,that is great. After I get done writing I am going to lay down for awhile,till my boy-friend gets here,not sure what we are going to do later,I will find out when he gets here. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I am doing alright and I am hanging in there. taking care of myself. Be back on later
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I took a nap for awhile,and then my boy-friend came over,we are not sure what we are going to do yet. I am doing alright and feeling pretty good so far. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I going to take it easy and enjoy the rest of the night,no matter what we do. I am hanging in there and taking care of myself. I will be back on later
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great time with my boy-friend,we went out for awhile. We are sitting here watching t.v.,and relaxing. After he leaves I will be going to bed,cause I am getting tired. My nurse is on vacation,so I will be doing my medication tomorrow on my own,and then I have cleaning to do as well and the rest of the day is mine. I am hanging in there and feeling alright. I have not done any SI tonight,and that is great. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing.I will be just fine. I will be back on the bus sometime tomorrow. taking care of myself
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I am doing alright so far,I just found out that my friend died yesterday,I am not sure what happen. I am feeling depressed and shock about it all. I am just keeping myself busy by cleaning and staying safe. I will be alright. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I have not done any SI so far,and I know that I am going to need to use my coping skills more now,just taking it slowly. I will be ok. I will be back on later
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I am doing alright. I finish cleaning and took a nap,cause I was so tired out. I am feelig alright,just in shock about my friend and very upset. I did not write in my journal today,cause I did not feel like it and I was so tired out, I will write in it tomorrow. I had a pizza for dinner and my boy-friend will be over later,not sure what we are going to do. No SI so far,that is a good thing. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I will be just fine.taking care of myself. Be back on later
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
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Candy's Coping Thread
Thanks for the nice messages. I am doing alright. I just keep sleeping today,just worn out or in shock,do not know why I keep sleeping. I did write in my journal earlier and it helped me alot. I did not do any SI so far,that is great. I am taking care of myself and looking after myself. My boy-friend is here and we are going out for awhile. I know that nights are hard for me and weekends can be hard for me with SI. I am doing alright. I will be just fine. I have day treatment program tomorrow,looking forward to going in. Again thanks for the messages. Hanging in there. Be back on before I go to bed.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great time with my boy-friend,we went out for awhile and then we came back to my apartment to watch a movie. He just left to go home and get some sleep,and I will be going to bed real soon. I have day treatment program in the morning,and I am looking forward to it. I did not do any SI today,that is great. It was not easy for me either. I miss my friend,and it does hurt alot. I will be alright,just tired. I am hanging in there and taking care of myself. I will be back on the bus sometime tomorrow evening.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a rough night sleep,but I did not do any SI either. It was hard though,but I am made it. I am getting ready for program and I am looking forward to going in. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I will be just fine. I will be back on the bus later on
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great day at program and it helped alot. I am going to take it easy till boy-friend gets here. I will write in my journal tomorrow,cause I am tired out and want to take it easy. I did not do any SI so far,and that is great. I am feeling alright and my moods are stable. I am going to enjoy the rest of the evening. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing.I miss my friend very much and she is always in my heart. I am taking care of myself. I will be alright. I will be back on the bus later on.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I took a nap cause I was so tired out. I am watching t.v.,with my boy-friend. I am not sure if we are going out or not. I have not done any SI so far that is great. I am doing alright and feeling pretty good. I did not write in my journal tonight,but I will write in it tomorrow. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I have day treatment program tomorrow and I am looking forward to going in. I will be back on the bus later on before I go to bed
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great night with my boy-friend,we went out for awhile and had a great time. He went home to get some sleep and I will be going to bed real soon. I did not do any SI tonight and that is great,it has not been easy for me. I have day treatment program tomorrow and I am looking forward to it. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I am feeling depressed over the lost of my friend,and she will always be with me. I am doing alright and I will be just fine. I will be back on the bus sometime tomorrow evening. I will take care of myself
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I want to say that I had a good night after my boy-friend left,but I did not cause I slip with SI,cause I had trouble dealing with my emotions over my friend deaths ,and it has been hard on me. I already talked to my therapist about it,she thought writing a letter to my friend will help me,for some reason I do not want to feel pain over this,so I hurt myself instead. I have been doing SI so long,it has been so hard to stop,and there are times that I think there is something wrong with me,it is how I feel. I had a good day at program,and my therapist helped me alot. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I am writing in my journal and my boy-friend will be over later on. I will lay down after I finish and take a nap. I am hanging in there and taking care of myself I will be just fine.
I will be back on later
I will be back on later
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I am doing alright so far. I wrote in my journal and then I took a nap,cause I was so tired out. Then my boy-friend showed up and we watched a good movie,now we are watching t.v. I still feel bad about slipping with SI last night,but I am not trying to think about it and focus on just the moment and it is not easy,but I am trying. I have to get blood work done in the morning and my case-manager will be over in the afternoon,and the day is mine to do positive things. I am going to take care of myself.I will be back on later
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great night with my boy-friend. He just left to go home and get some sleep,and I will be doing the samething real soon. I have not done any SI tonight and that is great,it has not been easy for me though,but I got through the night alright. I have things to do tomorrow to keep me busy and positive things as well. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I will be just fine. I will be back on the bus tomorrow sometime. taking care of myself.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
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