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Post by kissthesky___x » Tue Oct 02, 2007 11:45 am

i didn't realise how much of a bad person i am. last night just proves it. it proves that i cause alot of damage by just being around. you even said so. yet, why aren't i doing what everyone wants, especially you, and giving up & doing myself in? hm? what's keeping me here? you tell me cos i have no idea.

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Post by kissthesky___x » Tue Oct 02, 2007 1:25 pm

it's suddenly occurred to me last night that i don't remember my mum.

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Post by DecemberLivy » Tue Oct 02, 2007 4:14 pm

I know me and S broke up months ago, but I still don't want to hear about his new girlfriend. You are MY friend, you are supposed to be slagging her off with me not saying how nice you think she is. I don't want to hear the gory details of them making out at whatshisfaces party, or that she has cool hair. I want you to talk about her like she is a disgusting slut, even if she isn't. Can't you understand that? S was a big thing to me, and yes I'm mostly over him but I still want you to do the friend-thing of sticking up for me. Either that or just don't talk about it.

I know I probably sound like a five year old but it's just how I feel. If B went out with someone else I'd support you and slag her off in an instant, because I know it would make you feel better even if you denied it. Us girls can be quite simple creatures and sometimes petty things like that help and you know it. So why are you not doing it for me?

This is just one thing on a long list of tiny reasons why I think this is a totally one-way relationship, and it will never change.
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Post by fadingbutterfly » Tue Oct 02, 2007 6:15 pm

why can't you see this is the girl i love? I'm not leaving her so stop fucking asking me too. Stop manipulating me, I've had enough. You know I feel like going away this weekend and never coming back again. Then see what you would think of that.
I am not prepared to give her up, I've made my choice. You have failed as a mother.
Leave me alone tonight before I lose it with you again.
And don't you fucking dare send asshole in after you.
Just fuck off.

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Post by Scatterbrain » Tue Oct 02, 2007 7:10 pm

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Post by southsider » Tue Oct 02, 2007 8:08 pm

you're wrong.
not that you'd even listen to me if i told you, but you're wrong.
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Post by Neviah » Tue Oct 02, 2007 8:53 pm

why the fuck did you take me out on friday if you dont want me.
why did you let me stay over and sleep next to you if you don't want me?

look me in the eye and tell me you don't love me anymore..

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Post by Beasty » Wed Oct 03, 2007 2:30 am

te amo. eres un ángel. Mi ángel.
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Post by LBC » Wed Oct 03, 2007 2:35 am

Sometimes it just seems like you've totally lost the will to even try anymore.

If you're going to put me on speakerphone, speak the fuck up. Get a clue and don't make me say that to you.

They're making you into everything the rest of us were afraid you would become. It pisses me off.
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Post by troubles undone » Wed Oct 03, 2007 7:24 pm

fucking hell.
what the fuck are you playing at? you are 47, grow up for fucks sake.

this is why i dont to fucking become an angry person, because i dont want to turn out like you.
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Post by Neviah » Wed Oct 03, 2007 7:36 pm

so you crushed me... i just want you to love me again... im sick of crying over you

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Post by Skyeler » Thu Oct 04, 2007 4:07 am

Sometimes I really wish you'd just apologize.
It wouldn't make it better, but at least I'd know it wasn't my fault.

I'm afraid of becoming like you, I never want my son to hate my as much as I dislike you.

I'm twenty-two and I'm sitll too afraid of you to say that I hate you.

fucking pathetic.


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Post by southsider » Thu Oct 04, 2007 4:22 am

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Post by Neviah » Thu Oct 04, 2007 7:41 am

i dont care if you want to be with me i just want you to hold me and tell me that it's going to be ok. I love you so much and i just want you near me.

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Post by fadingbutterfly » Thu Oct 04, 2007 3:26 pm

I'm sorry but will you stop assuming things about her? You don't know the situation so don't pretend that you do. I do not want you to hurt her. And I swear to god if you do, then there will be trouble.

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Post by Beasty » Thu Oct 04, 2007 9:19 pm

I'm sick and tired of this shit!!
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Post by southsider » Fri Oct 05, 2007 6:13 am

Way to let me down AGAIN. I don't know whether to be more angry or more sad, but I don't really see the point in either.
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Post by Neviah » Fri Oct 05, 2007 8:34 am

I'm so sorry, I could've been better.

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Post by 5th section » Fri Oct 05, 2007 6:46 pm

why the fuck am I still doing this? IT IS NOT MY PROBLEM
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Fri Oct 05, 2007 6:56 pm

i didnt talk much with you but i miss you. :star:

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