Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
- southsider
- building community
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I miss you. I love you.
☼ there is hope ☼
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"If you really want to stay clean, you will find a way. If not, you will find an excuse."
oh for fucks sake. do not start with me again. just because i half told you how to do something does not mean you can say "oh sod it" to me. i was only trying to help, yet i'm not fucking carrying you on this course. if you can't do the stuff, why apply? seriously. i *was* trying to help, but if you're going to be like that everytime i do something, fuck you.
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it hurt today some of the things you said. i do not expect you to call me a twat, okay? it was uncalled for. if you're that bothered by someone calling you gay then you need to seriously stop fucking acting like you are.
i hurt more than anyone realises, yet i say i'm not doing so bad so i can protect myself. sorry.
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it hurt today some of the things you said. i do not expect you to call me a twat, okay? it was uncalled for. if you're that bothered by someone calling you gay then you need to seriously stop fucking acting like you are.
i hurt more than anyone realises, yet i say i'm not doing so bad so i can protect myself. sorry.
- southsider
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I miss you so much, but I don't want to call you and tell you so because that's really all I *have* to say. I miss you. This sucks all over again.
I feel like a sappy idiot, but it's the truth.
I feel like a sappy idiot, but it's the truth.
☼ there is hope ☼
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"If you really want to stay clean, you will find a way. If not, you will find an excuse."
Don't do this to me. You know how terrible I am at this sort of stuff....I'm so scared. I'm terrified. Please. Please.
Eisa = Beasty's Twin
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- fadingbutterfly
- bus mechanic
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- PassingCloud
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your reaction makes me so sad and angry.
i wish you'd be stronger. i'm sorry. but i really wish that. though i can see things through your eyes, which makes me ashamed for that wish. but it's there anyway.
maybe you really are strong. maybe i'm just too scared to REALLY see through your eyes. it just doesn't make that wish go away somehow.
but i do love you.
i wish you'd be stronger. i'm sorry. but i really wish that. though i can see things through your eyes, which makes me ashamed for that wish. but it's there anyway.
maybe you really are strong. maybe i'm just too scared to REALLY see through your eyes. it just doesn't make that wish go away somehow.
but i do love you.
[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)
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- fadingbutterfly
- bus mechanic
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I want you to see this. You didn't get to see 2003 and you won't get to see now.
You were a bigger Cubs fan than I could ever imagine to be. You inducted me to being "an official Cubs fan" so many years ago - before 2003 - when they got to the playoffs just before you died - and I'd love you to watch this with me. It'd be even more awesome now. We could enjoy this together and both celebrate in the victories and the awesome (and maybe the lamenting).
I hope that from the afterlife you're watching this. Because...I hope that you are. Because I want to celebrate with you. Even if it is in spirit.
You were a bigger Cubs fan than I could ever imagine to be. You inducted me to being "an official Cubs fan" so many years ago - before 2003 - when they got to the playoffs just before you died - and I'd love you to watch this with me. It'd be even more awesome now. We could enjoy this together and both celebrate in the victories and the awesome (and maybe the lamenting).
I hope that from the afterlife you're watching this. Because...I hope that you are. Because I want to celebrate with you. Even if it is in spirit.
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- ShellyT
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i can't fucking do it anymore!!!! I love you, I love you with all my heart, but I can't take it! There's nothing I can do to help you! If you're just going to wallow in your misery and do nothing about. You don't listen to me. I try my hardest to help you and you don't listen to a fucking word I say. Then what am I supposed to do? I don't want to leave you behind. It's killing me. It's killing me that there's nothing I can do. But you know what? That's the truth. There's nothing I can do. So, until you make some effort to help yourself, I can't talk to you about this anymore. I can't listen to you talk about how much your life sucks. Because you know what, mine does too! You're not the only one living 300 miles away from the one you love! It'd just be a lot easier to deal with if you didn't do this. I've cut myself more times in the past 3 weeks than I have in the past year. I just can't do it! So, you have to either find some help, or just fucking deal with it. Because I can't.
Essentially SI free for a 10 years now. Go me!
After all that bus has done for me in the past, I'm giving back.
After all that bus has done for me in the past, I'm giving back.
- fadingbutterfly
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- mephistopheles
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If you're fucking some chick behind my back I will get seriously annoyed. Not because I'm jealous, but because I've been busting my ass trying to do what you wanted and not sleep around. Hypocrite.
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