Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by _____iamacliche » Wed Sep 12, 2007 4:28 pm

i told you so. i told you could do this.

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Post by Beasty » Wed Sep 12, 2007 4:58 pm

I'm not as emotionless as I lead people to believe. I'm not as strong as I show. I don't really think that everyone in the world is self-serving and will hurt me. I have my exception. I just won't let you know.
"No boom today. Boom tomorrow. There’s always a boom tomorrow. What? Look, somebody’s got to have some damn perspective around here. Boom, sooner or later. BOOM!" - Susan Ivanova

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Post by _____iamacliche » Wed Sep 12, 2007 7:29 pm

thank you. for never giving up on me. i love you so much.

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Post by calypso » Thu Sep 13, 2007 3:17 pm

Everytime I kiss someone I think of you. And I do NOT mean that in a good way. I hate you for what you did.

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Post by Cryptoquing » Thu Sep 13, 2007 5:06 pm

I am afraid of graduating with my Masters in December as more will be expected of me. I am also afraid I will be stuck in this dead end job that I despise even with my new degree. Sometimes I am afraid of everything.
Nothing is clear!


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Post by wilson » Fri Sep 14, 2007 3:36 am

i live everyday a lie. its come to the point where im lying more to myself then other people around me. and im scared. i know what i am capable of.
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im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by ComfortablyNumb » Fri Sep 14, 2007 6:58 am

For the first time in awhile, I'm happy, and as much as I like it, it scares the shit outta me, I'm completly out of my comfort zone right now.

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Post by fadingbutterfly » Fri Sep 14, 2007 1:15 pm

I don't think I want to get over this problem I have with food.

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Post by Stripe » Fri Sep 14, 2007 8:17 pm

I know that I can do this. But I wish I really was. I am breaking apart and I hate it. I keep masking the cracks, I'm gonna snap.
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Post by marshmallowfluff » Fri Sep 14, 2007 11:14 pm

cant do it anymore. too hard. too scary.
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Sing like there's nobody listening.
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Post by Callisto » Sat Sep 15, 2007 10:01 am

i feel like im falling apart

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Post by PassingCloud » Sat Sep 15, 2007 10:47 am

i'm still scared of getting better and having to face all the grown-up stuff. :(
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
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Post by Wall » Sun Sep 16, 2007 5:39 am

I think I've figured out the source of "what's wrong" but I'm afraid to speak/type of it.
Fearless warriors in a picket fence
Reckless abandon wrapped in common sense
Deep water faith in the shallow end
And we are caught in the middle


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Post by Scatterbrain » Mon Sep 17, 2007 6:27 pm

I love you. I want to be with you. But I dont deserve you.
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I'm not here/This isn't happening"
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Post by red umbrellas » Tue Sep 18, 2007 11:45 am

sometimes i'm really not sure i want to be 'ok'
because really, nothing seems worth the effort and the emptiness and dissatisfaction seems interminable
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses

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Post by Cellardoor » Tue Sep 18, 2007 1:20 pm

im doing crappy again.
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It's time to live again,
And pull my dreams out of the sand.


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Post by Beasty » Tue Sep 18, 2007 1:51 pm

After all of your help yesterday, I realized that I missed you. But I'll never tell you that.
"No boom today. Boom tomorrow. There’s always a boom tomorrow. What? Look, somebody’s got to have some damn perspective around here. Boom, sooner or later. BOOM!" - Susan Ivanova

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Post by troubles undone » Tue Sep 18, 2007 2:43 pm

today made me realise what im missing out on.
i think you're hot anyway, but you have a gf.
im just in awe of how open you are; in a girls school as well.
i admire you.

i dont even know your names
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"Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word

Love is just a hoax
so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"


"VITA YOY EST VIVERE SED VALERE VITA EST."
-There is more to life than just being alive.

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Post by ChaosCat » Tue Sep 18, 2007 9:57 pm

Sometimes I'm scared what I am feeling isn't real. But sometimes I am scared that I have never felt anything real. I just pretended to feel to fit in. I just need people to think I am like them so I don't feel empty.

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Post by fadingbutterfly » Wed Sep 19, 2007 12:26 pm

I'm breaking and I don't think anyone notices how much. I'm being plagued by constant thoughts of su. And I'm worried I will act on them in this state.

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