Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

xx mimi xx · Post by **xx mimi xx** » Mon Aug 27, 2007 11:50 pm

I want someone to tell me I cant do something, just so I can prove them wrong.

x3 mimi

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Tue Aug 28, 2007 11:14 am

PMs ok

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i get jealous of anorexics because you can see their hip bones jutting out and i've never been able to see mine. sometimes i wish i was just like them.
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_____iamacliche · Post by **_____iamacliche** » Wed Aug 29, 2007 12:45 pm

it seems like i just make things worse because i care too much. go me.

black water lily · Post by **black water lily** » Wed Aug 29, 2007 1:02 pm

I'm a psychology student who's scared of my teachers and classmates.

I'm so afraid of myself, and people do better when i try to keep away from everyone

wilson · Post by **wilson** » Wed Aug 29, 2007 3:48 pm

i had a gut feeling it was all to good to be true. but i ignored it and now im the one who is hurt.

its only my fault im in this situation.

wilson · Post by **wilson** » Wed Aug 29, 2007 7:27 pm

i would give anything right now for you to hate me. both of you. so i would be able to feel guilt free.

but i know neither of you will give up or let me give up

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Thu Aug 30, 2007 2:55 pm

i think im breaking again.

vampirelover · Post by **vampirelover** » Thu Aug 30, 2007 3:45 pm

I want to die but i dont want to kill myself

sleepflower · Post by **sleepflower** » Thu Aug 30, 2007 6:18 pm

I feel like I'm just one lump of ugliness. Looking at myself repulses me.

Scatterbrain · Post by **Scatterbrain** » Thu Aug 30, 2007 11:56 pm

I hate myself so much it scares me.. I am scaring myself with my actions right now

fadingbutterfly · Post by **fadingbutterfly** » Fri Aug 31, 2007 10:27 pm

I'm standing at the edge and i'm ready to let go

_____iamacliche · Post by **_____iamacliche** » Sat Sep 01, 2007 12:19 pm

i'm just going to let people watch me bend and break.

Binayshee · Post by **Binayshee** » Sat Sep 01, 2007 3:38 pm

i hate doctors. i hate going. i am quite possibly
seriously sick and i still won't go. the other day
i was talking to my mother, and she told me
about a physical symptom she had that worried
me, and i suggested she go see a doctor (she
hasn't been for 20 years) and she retorted "i'd
rather die!" just like my gramma. i see where
i get this from. the thing is, the doctors have
let me down time and again in the past, all the
time this thing was coming on. i could see it
coming on, but they didn't hear/believe me. they
didn't do anything to help me. now they'll want
to cut me and give me drugs that will will hurt
me as much as they "help" me. i hate the
whole effing thing.

marshmallowfluff · Post by **marshmallowfluff** » Sun Sep 02, 2007 12:00 pm

i dont want to anymore

Binayshee · Post by **Binayshee** » Sun Sep 02, 2007 11:15 pm

i think talking about s.a. online today triggered me.
at first i felt healthy and good, feeling like i was
"facing it." later when i felt in a fog, i felt out of
control. could this be a coincidence? i think about
the dream i had about my grandfather, share some
of my art therapy pics, and later in the day my be-
havior is unusually out of control.

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Mon Sep 03, 2007 3:51 pm

i took your ring to use it to size a promise ring for you.

but then we broke up and i forgot to give it back.

but i'll never tell you that i took it, i'd rather let you believe that you lost it.

Li'lRuby · Post by **Li'lRuby** » Tue Sep 04, 2007 3:17 am

i wanna cut. badly.

xx mimi xx · Post by **xx mimi xx** » Tue Sep 04, 2007 3:31 pm

I feel horrible. Im so sorry.

x3 mimi

HakunaMatata · Post by **HakunaMatata** » Tue Sep 04, 2007 10:45 pm

*No Irl* Pm's ok*

I'm pretty sure I would class myself as bisexual- or at least, bi-curious. And I don't have an issue with that. But I think the people around me would. And I'm a wee bit confused, and just don't really understand.

_____iamacliche · Post by **_____iamacliche** » Tue Sep 04, 2007 10:59 pm

it hurts when people lie to me, even when i know they are, still i give them the benefit of the doubt. because i'm nice like that. possibly too nice.

i mean, why fuck with my emotions like that? really, why? do you think it's gonna make me like you any more? would you rather i just fucking left you to get on with it? cos i will. it'll be really easy. just say those two words and i will leave.

*sigh*

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