Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by xx mimi xx » Mon Aug 27, 2007 11:50 pm

I want someone to tell me I cant do something, just so I can prove them wrong.

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Post by Callisto » Tue Aug 28, 2007 11:14 am

PMs ok

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i get jealous of anorexics because you can see their hip bones jutting out and i've never been able to see mine. sometimes i wish i was just like them.
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Post by _____iamacliche » Wed Aug 29, 2007 12:45 pm

it seems like i just make things worse because i care too much. go me.

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Post by black water lily » Wed Aug 29, 2007 1:02 pm

I'm a psychology student who's scared of my teachers and classmates.

I'm so afraid of myself, and people do better when i try to keep away from everyone :roll:

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Post by wilson » Wed Aug 29, 2007 3:48 pm

i had a gut feeling it was all to good to be true. but i ignored it and now im the one who is hurt.

its only my fault im in this situation.
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

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im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by wilson » Wed Aug 29, 2007 7:27 pm

i would give anything right now for you to hate me. both of you. so i would be able to feel guilt free.

but i know neither of you will give up or let me give up
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

counting stars

im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by Callisto » Thu Aug 30, 2007 2:55 pm

i think im breaking again.

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Post by vampirelover » Thu Aug 30, 2007 3:45 pm

I want to die but i dont want to kill myself

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Post by sleepflower » Thu Aug 30, 2007 6:18 pm

I feel like I'm just one lump of ugliness. Looking at myself repulses me.
"Our greatest pretenses are built up not to hide the evil and the ugly in us, but our emptiness. The hardest thing to hide is something that is not there." -Eric Hoffer.

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Post by Scatterbrain » Thu Aug 30, 2007 11:56 pm

I hate myself so much it scares me.. I am scaring myself with my actions right now
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )

"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead

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Post by fadingbutterfly » Fri Aug 31, 2007 10:27 pm

I'm standing at the edge and i'm ready to let go

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Post by _____iamacliche » Sat Sep 01, 2007 12:19 pm

i'm just going to let people watch me bend and break.

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Post by Binayshee » Sat Sep 01, 2007 3:38 pm

i hate doctors. i hate going. i am quite possibly
seriously sick and i still won't go. the other day
i was talking to my mother, and she told me
about a physical symptom she had that worried
me, and i suggested she go see a doctor (she
hasn't been for 20 years) and she retorted "i'd
rather die!" just like my gramma. i see where
i get this from. the thing is, the doctors have
let me down time and again in the past, all the
time this thing was coming on. i could see it
coming on, but they didn't hear/believe me. they
didn't do anything to help me. now they'll want
to cut me and give me drugs that will will hurt
me as much as they "help" me. i hate the
whole effing thing.

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Post by marshmallowfluff » Sun Sep 02, 2007 12:00 pm

i dont want to anymore
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Sing like there's nobody listening.
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Post by Binayshee » Sun Sep 02, 2007 11:15 pm

i think talking about s.a. online today triggered me.
at first i felt healthy and good, feeling like i was
"facing it." later when i felt in a fog, i felt out of
control. could this be a coincidence? i think about
the dream i had about my grandfather, share some
of my art therapy pics, and later in the day my be-
havior is unusually out of control.

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Post by Callisto » Mon Sep 03, 2007 3:51 pm

i took your ring to use it to size a promise ring for you.

but then we broke up and i forgot to give it back.

but i'll never tell you that i took it, i'd rather let you believe that you lost it.

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Post by Li'lRuby » Tue Sep 04, 2007 3:17 am

i wanna cut. badly.
The old grey donkey, Eeyore stood by himself in a thistly corner of the Forest, his front feet well apart, his head on one side, and thought about things. Sometimes he thought sadly to himself, "Why?" and sometimes he thought, "Wherefore?" and sometimes he thought, "Inasmuch as which?" and sometimes he didn't quite know what he was thinking about.
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Post by xx mimi xx » Tue Sep 04, 2007 3:31 pm

I feel horrible. Im so sorry.

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Post by HakunaMatata » Tue Sep 04, 2007 10:45 pm

*No Irl* Pm's ok*

I'm pretty sure I would class myself as bisexual- or at least, bi-curious. And I don't have an issue with that. But I think the people around me would. And I'm a wee bit confused, and just don't really understand.


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Post by _____iamacliche » Tue Sep 04, 2007 10:59 pm

it hurts when people lie to me, even when i know they are, still i give them the benefit of the doubt. because i'm nice like that. possibly too nice.

i mean, why fuck with my emotions like that? really, why? do you think it's gonna make me like you any more? would you rather i just fucking left you to get on with it? cos i will. it'll be really easy. just say those two words and i will leave.

*sigh*

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