Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Callisto » Fri Aug 24, 2007 12:04 pm

i miss you. even if that is a really dumb thing to say.

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Post by Kaelyn » Fri Aug 24, 2007 12:17 pm

R, please call me. or mail. or whatever. please show that I do matter to you, that you do care about me :(
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Post by wilson » Fri Aug 24, 2007 12:50 pm

im sorry for wasting yor time.
im sorry yoy had to listen to me.
im sorry i just walked away
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Post by pinky » Fri Aug 24, 2007 2:50 pm

i hate it when you lie and cover up for them...why can't you be honest with me...i know that they don't want me around, so why not just tell me so...
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Post by Binayshee » Sat Aug 25, 2007 7:13 am

i feel bad that you are so sad. i hope that you
can find a way to be happy. sometimes i think
that you expected me to somehow make all that
better but i can't do that. it's a two way street...
i expected that of you too. that you would rescue
me, take me away, make everything better. i was
hoping you would solve my problem of loneliness.
but i don't think i'd be so lonely if i opened my heart
to people more. but that's so hard. i'm so angry. i'm
so tired. :x :cry:

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Post by Binayshee » Sat Aug 25, 2007 6:26 pm

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Post by troubles undone » Sat Aug 25, 2007 8:20 pm

i hate being drunk and thinking.
the two dont go well together.
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Post by Callisto » Sat Aug 25, 2007 8:50 pm

i mish you my razzle dazzle hardcore daz'ness

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Post by DecemberLivy » Sat Aug 25, 2007 10:59 pm

you turn 18 today, and i shouldn't remember.
yet i've been counting down the days, because it would give me an excuse to email you, and then maybe you'd decide to talk to me again.

i dont know what i did, infact i doubt i did anything. i think your new brilliant life developed and you saw me as a tie to the past, and unnecessary one.

i'm not angry, hurt, yes, but not angry. i just miss you, and i still love you. i dont say it anymore because i know the feeling isn't mutual.

i only wish, you would say you loved me too, just one more time. because i miss you with all my heart, and each day that passes with you still ignoring me, it breaks a little more. i hate you for doing this to me. you promised me once you would never hurt me like my father did, never leave me.

now you've left me, and i dont know what to do.
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Post by Scatterbrain » Sun Aug 26, 2007 3:41 am

I saw your wife and son at teriyaki today. It made me sad. I wish you would talk to me again. Your email set the precedent for us from now on. Strictly business.. That means we may only talk a couple more times... ever. you didnt even ask how I was doing... and to think I was stupid enough to think you would be there for me and that you actually cared.. *headdesk*

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Post by Beasty » Sun Aug 26, 2007 4:25 am

After numerous posts on this thread, I realize how much I haven't said. Today is no exception.

Robin: I can't tell you how much you have meant to me. I don't say that flippantly. You have been there when I needed you, however scared I was to admit it. I wish I could ask you for help more than I do because you could use some practice talking to psychos like me since you're becoming a counselor. I love you. You are like the cool aunt, advice like a mother, keeping secrets like a sister, I mean seriously.
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Post by Callisto » Sun Aug 26, 2007 10:06 am

you mean nothing to me.

you're just a way to fill the time.

nothing more.

you can never compete so stop trying

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Post by southsider » Sun Aug 26, 2007 10:46 am

This isn't healthy. I need to stop doing this. I need to stop being up in the pre-dawn hours reading your writings.

And why did you never answer me? I would rather you just fucking got angry at me, if that's where you stand, rather than having no reaction at all.

More than that, though, I hate that I have any emotions at all towards you. I hate that I hate my former self for how she treated you, and I hate that I feel like you're holding that against me. I came across as an asshole, no doubt, but I didn't mean to do any harm. I apologized, and that's really all I can do, right?

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Post by Typoqueen » Sun Aug 26, 2007 11:02 am

After all you have done.

I will never ever forgive you.
Only ever look back to see how far you've come.

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Post by wilson » Sun Aug 26, 2007 5:08 pm

i wish you would take the inititive and make me go. i cant do this by myself. so i dont want to attempt. maybe if you came with me it would make it a little easier
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Post by _____iamacliche » Mon Aug 27, 2007 11:49 am

stop treating me like a fool.

do you really think i dont know what you're doing?

grow up.

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Post by _____iamacliche » Mon Aug 27, 2007 1:14 pm

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stop fucking calling me.

i don't want to talk to you.

i'm not your fucking agony aunt.

go talk to your fucking mother, at least you actually have one. and stop rubbing it in my face, okay? i'm not fucking stupid. nearly 10 years i've had to live without her, and i've coped just fine. i don't need a mother. because i'm fine. i'm stronger than all you bitches think. i'm stronger than all you pussies IRL make me out to be. i'd love to see how all you fuckers cope when one of your parents dies, then you won't fucking take the one person that's always there for you for granted because, believe me, it will fucking kill you inside. and don't come fucking running to me when you fuck yourselves up so badly because i won't give a fuck. you all doubted me when you said i wouldn't cope, but just fucking look at me now. i'm going to have the last fucking laugh. i'm not someone you can walk over, i'm not someone you can treat as one quick fuck because you can't keep it up or because you can't find a girlfriend. to me you're just some dick to fuck. nothing more. nothing less. you'll never mean anything to me. oh, and, honestly. stop telling me you love me. honestly. i do not love you.

oh, and fyi, think with your head before your dick you arse. people don't always want you to fuck them after two days/weeks. i bloody didn't. but you forced yourself upon me. wanker.

*ahem*

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Post by M-go0 » Mon Aug 27, 2007 3:29 pm

(Nothing personal, hate trigger??)

I

HATE

YOU

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Post by troubles undone » Mon Aug 27, 2007 8:07 pm

i am not your agony aunt.
i am not a helpline.
you can rely on me all the time, cos its not fair.
and tbh i dont want to.

just leave me alone.
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Love is just a hoax
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And live for the moment now"


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Post by Callisto » Mon Aug 27, 2007 9:45 pm

i hate you.

i hate that i can't even go to my own fucking bf's gig because of you.

i fucking hate you.

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