what makes me really angry is that you didn't have the
decency to say goodbye to my face. all that bullshit about
caring so much, what did you think that would do to me?
leaving me sitting there not knowing like that.
if you had said "i'm sorry but this isn't working for me."
or even "im sorry but i don't want to do this anymore"
i would have still been hurt and angry but i would have
known exactly where i stood and it would have helped
me move on with my life more easily. instead i sat there
waiting for you thinking you were coming back. that was
so painful for me.
i know we had a bad relationship in a lot of ways, but there
were ways it felt really great. and it got my hopes up
that things were going to be really different in my
life. that was a lot to lose. that "dream" that "picture."
the least you could have done is say goodbye.