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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by southsider » Tue Aug 21, 2007 4:56 am

I can't stop thinking of you tonight.

I keep reading back on your blog and I know it's not good for me, but I can't motivate myself to do anything more productive.


:(
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Post by ComfortablyNumb » Tue Aug 21, 2007 5:57 am

Baby I miss you like hell tonight.

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Post by southsider » Tue Aug 21, 2007 6:38 am

well, that was an unwelcome blast from the past.
please unexist. please?
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Post by steady hands » Tue Aug 21, 2007 6:39 am

I'm honestly sorry I've never told you this before. But I haven't stopped. I don't know what you think i've been doing, but it wasn't stopping. I'm sorry I never told you that.


and I'm sorry you never asked.


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Post by wilson » Tue Aug 21, 2007 9:20 am

i hate you for doing this to me.
yes i blame you.
it shouldnt of been like this.
i never go a day without wishing you were here.
but your not. and i hate you for it.

you were so fucking selfish. i hate you. so so so much.

but i want you to come back
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Post by troubles undone » Tue Aug 21, 2007 12:26 pm

do you do this on purpose?
be deliberately melicious? vindictive?

you can't just let it rest can you, you still ahve to make people hurt.
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It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word

Love is just a hoax
so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"


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Post by _____iamacliche » Tue Aug 21, 2007 1:49 pm

god. i fucking give up. what the fuck do i have to do to prove myself to you?

for fucks sake.

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Post by _____iamacliche » Tue Aug 21, 2007 2:43 pm

i feel like i've lost all my individuality.

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Post by troubles undone » Tue Aug 21, 2007 3:53 pm

i wonder...is it at all possible for you to not lie?
i mean, really possible.
im not talking about for a few hours, but for a reasonable period of time...

and more to the point, do you think people still fall for your lies?
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So live for the moment
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Love is just a hoax
so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"


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Post by DecemberLivy » Wed Aug 22, 2007 5:23 am

i dont know where you are, or what you're doing and that hurts me. i feel as though i give you all of me, i tell you everything, but you dont trust me. you know where i am, and if you wanted to know what i was doing you could find out quite easily. its not the same for me.

you ignore me, and i pretend to understand but i dont. i've already told you how good it feels to talk to you, and yet you are silent for days, weeks, months...

somehow it doesn't seem quite fair.
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Post by Callisto » Wed Aug 22, 2007 7:51 am

D:

what's the point in me being enthusiastic about you saying you're gonna come see me when odds are that you'll either cancel on me/tell me you can only come for an hour because you have more important things to do or just be that hungover that you'll barely speak to me or even look at me. to be honest if im going to use the kind of energy it takes to be enthusiastic i'd rather channel it into something useful rather than something that leads to my hopes having the shit kicked out of them 80% of the time.

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Post by pinky » Wed Aug 22, 2007 3:27 pm

why do i have to do this...why can't you just accept responsibility and do what is right...
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Post by Binayshee » Wed Aug 22, 2007 4:15 pm

what makes me really angry is that you didn't have the
decency to say goodbye to my face. all that bullshit about
caring so much, what did you think that would do to me?
leaving me sitting there not knowing like that.

if you had said "i'm sorry but this isn't working for me."
or even "im sorry but i don't want to do this anymore"
i would have still been hurt and angry but i would have
known exactly where i stood and it would have helped
me move on with my life more easily. instead i sat there
waiting for you thinking you were coming back. that was
so painful for me. :bawl:

i know we had a bad relationship in a lot of ways, but there
were ways it felt really great. and it got my hopes up
that things were going to be really different in my
life. that was a lot to lose. that "dream" that "picture."
the least you could have done is say goodbye.

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Post by HakunaMatata » Wed Aug 22, 2007 6:46 pm

I'm sorry I'm not there. I'm sorry I'm not the person I was, the person you can turn to anymore. I don't deserve your love, what little of it I've earnt before is worthless now.
But most of all I'm sorry for the times when I've not listened, for the wasted chances.

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Post by Scatterbrain » Wed Aug 22, 2007 11:47 pm

The ball is in your court. I fucked up. Therefore, I dont get to call you... please call me, I know you are back in town. I miss talking to you, but its my fault you are mad at me... Please call me soon.
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Post by Callisto » Thu Aug 23, 2007 12:45 pm

i don't care what you say or what you think cause quite frankly you can all get fucked. its my life and mine alone. and yeah it might be 'wrong' because she's my ex and because i'm technically seeing him again but guess what i don't care.......because im happy and having fun and the past few days have been the most amazing i've had in ages. so yeah fuck off and stop lecturing me about my love life when you have none! :evil:
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don't be such a fucking whinger. big fucking deal so i said girls are better at sex than boys. maybe i said that because neither you or any of the other guys ive dated have ever got me anywhere near as turned on as she has....maybe i said because none of you have even gotten close to making me orgasm because all you fucking care about is getting your end off and not what i might enjoy. so stop fucking whinging already. if id been truely honest i'd have told you that i can count the number of times that sex has actually felt good on one hand. just fuck off and grow up!

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Post by Binayshee » Thu Aug 23, 2007 3:24 pm

you think it was just my insecurity why i didn't
trust you, but you know, i've witnessed you do
things like connect with a total stranger and
have an "instant relationship" so why would
i believe that what we had was any different?
and that you weren't going to keep doing that?
i'm not comfortable with that at all. i like to be
around people who have better boundaries
than that. i would never feel safe having a
partner who did that. :shakehead:

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Post by zombiepeople » Fri Aug 24, 2007 1:24 am

You're one of my best friends, and you're being such a bitch to me! What the hell is your problem anyway? I told you what the matter with me that day was, and yet you continue to make fun of me and say the stupidist shit is my fault! :evil:
You think you're the greatest shit in the world, but guess what? You're not!! Go fuck yourself you cunt. :agrue:
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Post by kittyfever » Fri Aug 24, 2007 2:15 am

You never truly listen to my wants and desires. You don't care about what I want. I'm not happy and I don't know why. I don't feel loved, I don't feel much of anything. I'm angry all the time and I don't see the point of being with you, or alive. It hurts me that I'm often not happy with you. I just want to give up and let things slip back into that familiar place. Healing feels like misery, but you don't care because I'm "better". :x

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Post by troubles undone » Fri Aug 24, 2007 10:39 am

your inability to see whats going on around you used to annoy the shit out of me, now its just plain funny.
im not the fool any more...guess who is?
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"Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word

Love is just a hoax
so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"


"VITA YOY EST VIVERE SED VALERE VITA EST."
-There is more to life than just being alive.

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