Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

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Post by wilson » Thu Aug 09, 2007 4:34 pm

im in so so so much pain but im afraid i will end up back there, by myself, feeling stupid.
i think i will put up with teh pain.
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
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im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by _____iamacliche » Thu Aug 09, 2007 6:05 pm

i can't stop thinking about you.
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Post by Cellardoor » Thu Aug 09, 2007 6:44 pm

im so afraid of letting everyone down.
theyre all so proud of me.
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Post by steady hands » Sat Aug 11, 2007 3:04 am

It's been more than two months since I last si'ed.
And it scares the shit out of me thinking i'll never go back to it.
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Post by ComfortablyNumb » Sat Aug 11, 2007 7:43 am

You're the reason I feel worthless.

:grystar:
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"Don't ever tell anybody anything. If you do, you start missing everybody."
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Sat Aug 11, 2007 4:22 pm

i wish you would ask me how i am and wait to hear the answer.
:redstar: the time to tell a person you care is now :redstar: the paper crane chain of hope :redstar:

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If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
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Post by _____iamacliche » Sun Aug 12, 2007 2:26 pm

my feelings for [x] are changing. again. and i see that as a fail, and i don't know why.
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Post by MusicalMorphine » Sun Aug 12, 2007 9:51 pm

I know none of you really care. But if I said that you would lie anyway.
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Post by Callisto » Tue Aug 14, 2007 10:07 am

i'm jealous of their ability to not eat
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Post by wilson » Tue Aug 14, 2007 5:27 pm

i am aware that what i am doing is wrong.
that i am wearing myself into the ground

but its not the only way i know how to cope.
and its better then SI. *nods*
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

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im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by Typoqueen » Tue Aug 14, 2007 7:50 pm

I'm fucking terrified of trying my best. Incase its not good enough.
Only ever look back to see how far you've come.
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Post by starcatuk » Tue Aug 14, 2007 11:20 pm

i dont want to see my results just in case i have failed again.
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Post by MusicalMorphine » Thu Aug 16, 2007 12:54 am

I hate that whenever she's around I get ignored. Why is she do fucking special? She won't even talk to anyone who doesn't talk directly to her.
Fuck it then.
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Post by ComfortablyNumb » Thu Aug 16, 2007 1:53 am

I want you here with me so bad right now.

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Post by xmcrx37 » Thu Aug 16, 2007 3:06 am

i'm scarred to change, and be healed.
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Post by _____iamacliche » Thu Aug 16, 2007 11:29 am

i'm terrified about today. more so than i'm letting on. meh.
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Post by Li'lRuby » Thu Aug 16, 2007 6:58 pm

I feel like I don't belong anywhere.
The old grey donkey, Eeyore stood by himself in a thistly corner of the Forest, his front feet well apart, his head on one side, and thought about things. Sometimes he thought sadly to himself, "Why?" and sometimes he thought, "Wherefore?" and sometimes he thought, "Inasmuch as which?" and sometimes he didn't quite know what he was thinking about.
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Fri Aug 17, 2007 3:07 pm

I don't trust the universe to take care of you like I would now.
:redstar: the time to tell a person you care is now :redstar: the paper crane chain of hope :redstar:

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Post by calypso » Fri Aug 17, 2007 5:18 pm

i want to give up
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Post by Scatterbrain » Fri Aug 17, 2007 8:23 pm

The two people I can confide in are gone. J is moving to Oregon tomorrow, and L is moving to Indiana on Tuesday. I'm afraid that I wont be able to make it on my own and that I will fall back into the old ways of coping... I'm scared.
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
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"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
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