Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Typoqueen » Sun Aug 12, 2007 11:09 am

This sadness is overwleming me.

I just dont know anymore.
Only ever look back to see how far you've come.

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Post by Callisto » Sun Aug 12, 2007 11:46 am

(irl person):

its my life. my body. my pictures. i can show them to whoever the fuck i want, thank you very much. and there's not a fucking thing you can do about it. even if we were together its not cheating. and guess what, at the time i took that photo we weren't together and we're not together now. so just fuck off already. you don't own me. my body is mine and if i want to flaunt it like a slut thats my choice.

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Post by troubles undone » Sun Aug 12, 2007 12:45 pm

look what i have been reduced to :cry:
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"Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word

Love is just a hoax
so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"


"VITA YOY EST VIVERE SED VALERE VITA EST."
-There is more to life than just being alive.

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Post by _____iamacliche » Sun Aug 12, 2007 8:30 pm

i'm not fucking responsible for you, okay?

you are you own person. i'm not dropping everything for you. i have my own life too, you know. i don't appreciate being left out of things.

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Post by tinks__shadow » Mon Aug 13, 2007 12:46 am

you've made me feel worthless

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Post by kittyfever » Mon Aug 13, 2007 4:09 am

When I rant and rave about wanting to be pretty, sometimes I want to be that way for him as well...I hate myself for it. :cry:

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Post by ComfortablyNumb » Mon Aug 13, 2007 8:00 am

Fuck it.
Fuck you.
Just fuck.

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Post by southsider » Mon Aug 13, 2007 11:02 am

I hate being at this impasse, I hate being stuck and scared and confused.

I hate that I don't know what to say when you call. I hate feeling like I have to choose my words carefully-- I've NEVER had to think about what I've said in front of you.

I hate that the last time I SIed was in a space like this.

I hate that I'm so scared and that I feel like all the work I did in therapy was for nothing right now.

I hate feeling like I'm back to square one. Even though on some level I know better.
☼ 12/13/2004 ☼
☼ there is hope ☼

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Post by _____iamacliche » Mon Aug 13, 2007 12:00 pm

i'm tired of this now, but you know what. forget it. it's over. i cba with it anymore. i have my own life to live, my own fuck ups to deal with. i'm tired of dealing with yours. it's not fair on me. nor is it helping my recovery.

_____iamacliche

Post by _____iamacliche » Mon Aug 13, 2007 12:41 pm

stfu telling me i need to gain weight.

i'm fine.

ugh.

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Post by _____iamacliche » Mon Aug 13, 2007 2:52 pm

i really really really hate you.

fuck off.

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Post by purdyflower » Mon Aug 13, 2007 8:17 pm

to my sister

why did you leave me? why don't you care about me anymore? Why is partying more important than me?

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Post by volta » Mon Aug 13, 2007 8:18 pm

thank you.

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Post by _____iamacliche » Mon Aug 13, 2007 8:20 pm

i love you, more than words could say. you always manage to cheer me up no matter what.

ily.

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Post by southsider » Tue Aug 14, 2007 2:12 am

I am scared, but I can't tell you how scared I am, because I don't think you'd be able to handle it.

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Post by LBC » Tue Aug 14, 2007 2:13 am

you've turned me into a stupid girl.

I just wish you'd been honest with me from the start.

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If you believe that nothing ever goes wrong
If you believe that deep down inside you're really falling apart
Know that everybody's weak and everyone can be strong. - Sloan

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Post by _____iamacliche » Tue Aug 14, 2007 12:53 pm

i'm scared.

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Post by _____iamacliche » Tue Aug 14, 2007 3:39 pm

oh, fuck off. you're doing my head right in.

>.<

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Post by _____iamacliche » Tue Aug 14, 2007 5:35 pm

i'm tired of this.

i have done fuck all wrong, alright?

stop fucking treating me like i'm in the wrong. because i'm not.

it's fucking wearing me out.

jesus.

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Post by Typoqueen » Tue Aug 14, 2007 7:25 pm

I hurt right now more than i have in a very long time. But yiu';ll never know.
Only ever look back to see how far you've come.

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