Candys Coping Thread
Candy's Coping Thread
Thanks for the nice messages that you sent me. I had a great day at program today,it went well. I also met with my therapist today,something she said to me,got me upset,she was more worry how I did the SI and where I did it at program,the bathrooom,then the injuring it self,if that makes any Sense to anyone.She will be on vacation next week,so I will not be seeing her,and there is no one else I can talk to,cause it is a support therapy at program. Then I came home and took a nap,cause I was tired,then my boy-friend came over and we went out for awhile,cause I needed to get out of this apartment.He just left to go home and get some sleep,and I will be going to bed real soon. My parents are leaving for West Viginaia,if I spell that right,today,and they will be back Sun,need time away from them. I am doing alright,no SI today,that is great.I am hanging in there and doing the best I can. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I will take care of myself. I will be back on the bus tomorrow sometime
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great night sleep last night,and I did not do any SI either,and that was a great thing.My parents are gone till Sun,cause they went to West Virginia,not sure if I spell that right. My boy-friend is here and we are spending the day together. I am hanging in there and doing the best I can. I will be alright. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing.I am going to have a great day. taking care of myself. I will be back on the bus later on.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I am having a good day so far,I am spending time with my boy-friend. It is a nice day outside. I have not done any SI today,which is a good thing. I am hanging in there and doing the best I can. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I will be alright and taking care of myself.I will be on the bus later
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I am having a great time with my boy-friend,we are watching t.v. I did not do any SI today and I am proud of myself for that. We are going to watch t.v., for awhile and then go to bed. I did not write in my journal today,but I did other coping skills that helped me as well. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I am doing alright. I am hanging in there and doing the best I can.taking care of myself. I will be back on the bus sometime tomorrow
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great night last night with my boy-friend,we watched some movies that we rented. He left this morning to get things done at home,and he will be back later. I have things to do around here as well,like do dishes and I am going to write in my journal afterwards.I did not do any SI last night and I am proud of myself. It is nice outside and I am going to enjoy it.I still have thoughts of doing SI,but I am going to fight it. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing.My parents will be home tomorrow sometime. I hanging in there and doing the best I can. I will be alright and I am going to take care of myself. I will be back on the bus later on
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I am doing alright,I took a nap for awhile,and then I did the dishes and wrote in my journal. I already talked to my boy-friend he is doing fine,he will be over later on. I am doing pretty good,just feeling alone,do not know why,but I am hanging in there. I have the urges to do SI,but I am fighting it,somedays are easy than others.I just wanted to let eveyone know how I am doing.I am not sure what we will be doing later,but I will find out when he gets here. I am going to be just fine. I will be back on the bus later on
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I am doing pretty good. I took a nap for awhile and then my boy-friend showed up. I am not sure what we are doing tonight,but as long as I am with him,I will be alright. No,self-harm so far and that is pretty good. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I kept myself busy most of the day and I enjoy myself. I hope everyone is doing alright. I hanging in there. I do not know when I will be back on later,just wanted to let you know that I am alright. Be back later on.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I took another nap,cause I was tired,then my boy-friend came over and we are going out to visit some friends together,and I am going to have a great time. My parents will be home sometime tomorrow.I had a great weekend so far and I enjoy myself. I hope everyone here is doing alright. I have not done any SI and I am very proud of myself. 
I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing.If I am not back on the bus later tonight,I will be back on it sometime tomorrow,not sure when I will be home. I am hanging in there and doing the best I can.taking care of myself.
I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing.If I am not back on the bus later tonight,I will be back on it sometime tomorrow,not sure when I will be home. I am hanging in there and doing the best I can.taking care of myself. I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
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Candy's Coping Thread
Thanks for the nice messages,you are a nice person. I had a great time visiting my friends,and when I got home,I went to bed. I had a great night sleep,no SI last night. My parents are coming home today. I had some stuff to do around here,mainly pick up the apartment.It needs it. I have a feeling that I will know sometime soon,when I will be moving,cause they are almost done with the apartments,that I will be moving in to. I will let everyone know when I get the 30 days notice. They are fixing up all the apartments here. I am hanging in here and doing the best I can. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I will be alright. I will be back on the bus later on.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I kept myself busy today, I took a nap for awhile and then I treated myself out for dinner,at Wendy's. I had a great time. My boy--friend will be here later on. My parents are home from their vacation,I had a good time being alone myself. I did not write in my journal today,but I will tomorrow. I am watching t.v.,and taking it easy. I have day treatment program tomorrow and I am lookin forward to going. I have not done any SI today,but the thoughts and the urges are still there. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I am alright. Be back on the bus later on.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I am doing alright. My boy-friend and I went to visit some friends tonight,and we had a great time.We are watching a movie and taking it easy. I did not do any SI today,that is great. I am feeling pretty good,and relaxing. I have day treatment program tomorrow and I am looking forward to it. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing.I plan on getting a good night sleep as well. I did not get to write in my journal today,but I will write in it tomorrow. I am hanging in there and using my coping skills. I am taking care of myself. I will be back on the bus tomorrow evening
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
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Candy's Coping Thread
Thanks for the nice messages that you sent. I had a great night sleep,and no SI last night,which I am proud of myself for,it is not easy though.I getting ready for program and I plan on having a great day. I will be back on the bus later on when I get home.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great day at program today,and everything went great. I did not see my therapist today,cause she is on vacation for the whole week. I came home and took a nap,cause I was soo tired out,then when I woke up my boy-friend came over. I did not write in my journal tonight,cause I was tired and when I woke up,I did not feel like it. I will have more time tomorrow to write,cause it is my day off. I am doing alright so far,and no SI so far,it has not been easy at all. We are watching t.v.,and relaxing. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I am feeling pretty good so far,maybe just a little bit anxious,but I will be alright,if not I will be back on here later. I am taking care of myself. Be back later on.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I am doing alright so far. My boy-friend left to go home and get some sleep and I am going to watch t.v.,for awhile,then go to bed myself. I am hanging in there and doing the best I can. I have a busy day tomorrow,besides cleaning my apartment,my nurse is coming over to do my medication and then later on my case-manager is coming over to visit me. I have the urges to do SI,but I am going to fight it,and that is why I came on here,cause it keeps myself busy,but I will be just fine. I aom going to go to bed real soon,that helps me. I will be back on the bus sometime tomorrow. taking care of myself
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great night sleep,and I did not do any SI either,that is great. I am cleaning my apartment now,and when I am done,I will do things that are positive for me,like writing in my journal and other stuff that I want to do. I feel alright this morning,just not awake yet. My nurse and case-manager will be over later on sometime,but I will have plenty of time to do what I want to do. I am hanging in there. I will be back on the bus later on.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a busy day so far. I took a nap for awhile,starting writing in my journal,and then my nurse came over and did my medication,then I fell back to sleep after he left,then my case-manager came over we had a great talk,then I cooked myself dinner and did the dishes. Then I finish my journal and watching t.v.,till my boy-friend gets here. I am doing alright and I had a good day so far. I have not done any SI since the 3rd of this month,that is pretty good. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing.When my boy-friend gets here,we are going out to visit some friends for awhile,and I am not sure when I will be home. I am doing alright. I am taking care of myself. I have day treatment program tomorrow,looking foward to it. I will be alright. I will be back on the bus later on sometime
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great time visiting friends tonight. My boy-friend went home to get some sleep,and I will be going to bed real soon. I was starting to feel anxious earlier after he left,and I wanted to do SI real bad,but instead of doing that,I started to rip up paper to get rid of the anxiety that I was feeling,feel somewhat better now. I am hanging in there and doing the best I can.Once I get to bed and relax,I will feel alot better. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. After day treatment program,I have a doctor's appointment to get my eyes checked,then I will be home. I will probably take a nap after that. I will be just fine. I will be back on the bus tomorrow in the eveing time. Hanging in there.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great day at program and enjoy myself. I went to see my eye doctor also,and I need new frames,for my eyes,cause I have problems seeing close up and far away,it will be awhile before they come in,so it will be hard to read,but I am glad that I had them done. This Friday I see the dentist,getting my appointment done and taking care of myself. I am not sure what I am doing tonight,but I will find out when my boy-friend gets here. No SI last night,great!!!!!!! I am not sure if I will get a chance to write in my journal,but I have other coping skills to use. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I am hanging in there. taking care of myself. Be back on later on.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
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