Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by _____iamacliche » Tue Aug 07, 2007 6:25 pm

god, i really fucking miss you.

just.

and the fact that you said today that i'm your "maybe crush" made me feel so hopeful. i love you, bb.

x

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Post by kittyfever » Tue Aug 07, 2007 11:52 pm

I'm sorry that i hurt you..I know I'm wrong. :oops:

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Post by Toffee » Thu Aug 09, 2007 2:46 pm

Is it really so wrong to want you completely out of my life?

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Post by xanemicroyaltyx » Thu Aug 09, 2007 4:32 pm

you are a LIAR.

but i can't tell you because i'm not meant to know.

but i do.

you lie about what time you get up, what you do in your day, what you eat, how people act.

it doesn't make you cooler.

it doesn't make anything better.

but it does make me wonder.

what the fuck you tell people about me.

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Post by wilson » Thu Aug 09, 2007 4:32 pm

you mean the world to me you really do but i dont think i will be able to move in with you
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Post by Cellardoor » Thu Aug 09, 2007 6:46 pm

it was him.
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I built my house,
Where the ocean meets the land,
It's time to live again,
And pull my dreams out of the sand.


(take the pieces and build them skywards)
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FOUR YEARS HAPPY AND FREE!

_____iamacliche

Post by _____iamacliche » Fri Aug 10, 2007 4:55 pm

i'm scared i'm going to fail the next two years of school. fuck.

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Post by vampirelover » Fri Aug 10, 2007 5:51 pm

CT, SS, BM (the bullies): what did I do to deserve what u did to me?
MH (abuser): I cant forgive u and even if i could i wouldnt, Why didnt u listen to me ?
CT (bully/ex friend): why did u hurt me so much after all i did for u ?
CG, DP, PH (friends) Thank you so much u dont know how much u have helped me.
PARENTS; I want to trust u I just dont know how.
FT (sister): Why is nothing I do ever good enough.
EVERYONE: help me.
CH (crush): I like you as more than a friend , thanks for making me smile.
PM,MH (friends): I need a hug.
longest with no slips - 2 years , 6 months
time since last slip : 2 days

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Post by Spidey » Fri Aug 10, 2007 9:13 pm

trying to turn someone into a femmy female who hasn't felt female a day in their life although they have the parts, who identifies mostly as male, is not going to work.

that is why you met with such fierce opposition. not because i was being cranky, but because overtly female clothes and me = no. i can't wear them without feeling *worse* about myself.
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Post by vampirelover » Fri Aug 10, 2007 9:31 pm

AA (MY TEACHER): just because u dont hear me socialize doesnt mean i cant.
PARENTS: quit trying to change me its not going to work as, im finally growing to like myself.
CG: Thank you for everything u have done for me.
PARENTS: im scared ,help me.
MY TEACHERS- NO IM NOT OKAY , OKAY.
CN- Im sorry I hurt you after all you did for me Im just afraid that u might really want to help me as im not used to someone caring for me.
PM: Why did u tell everyone cant u see that im hurting enough with out u making it worse
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_____iamacliche

Post by _____iamacliche » Fri Aug 10, 2007 11:47 pm

i'm hurting.

i wish you would see that.

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Post by Spidey » Sat Aug 11, 2007 12:32 am

i worry that i'll die like that, too. because...i am just like her. and i know it. the reality doesn't escape me.
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Post by Quiet little Angel » Sat Aug 11, 2007 8:32 am

YOU SUCK!!!! i'm sorry, but you're not being a friend right now! i know you're busy with moving and all, but could you please prioritise me for once? i know you want to be with your bf too... but please??? i haven't seen you one on one for a month and a half... ! i need to see you and talk to you... and i'm trying to tell you that! but you just wont listen... am i being too nice when i say it's ok that you cancel on me for the fifth time? maybe i am, but that's no excuse for you to do it a sixth... i'm moving in with you in 14 days, we need to talk about that before i go to prague!!! seriously! you probably don't realise this, but i haven't got a whole lot of friends... if you start being like this i'll have one less... i'm serious... i can deal with you not being good at keeping contact... but please, you're cancelling on me time after time... i can't stand it... i would never ever do that to you! never! not if you said you needed to talk!! so please get yourself together!!!!

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Sat Aug 11, 2007 4:59 pm

i miss you. do you miss me?
:redstar: the time to tell a person you care is now :redstar: the paper crane chain of hope :redstar:

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Post by _____iamacliche » Sat Aug 11, 2007 5:40 pm

i'm stopping giving people advice so i can't hurt them.

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Post by Callisto » Sat Aug 11, 2007 5:43 pm

A (irl person):

fuck off. dont you fucking dare go up to my ex and say how awful you felt for not talking to me at his gig you lying little bitch. you knew exactly what you were fucking doing at the gig by ignoring me and sitting there bitching at me with her, so stop trying to play nicey-nice when we both know you're just as cowardly as she is.

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Post by Cellardoor » Sat Aug 11, 2007 6:41 pm

i wasnt thinking about rush hour 3, i was thinking of ways to si with out you seeing the cuts.
im sorry baby.
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I built my house,
Where the ocean meets the land,
It's time to live again,
And pull my dreams out of the sand.


(take the pieces and build them skywards)
(expressions)

FOUR YEARS HAPPY AND FREE!

_____iamacliche

Post by _____iamacliche » Sat Aug 11, 2007 6:45 pm

three words: utter fucking fail.

i'm sorry.

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Post by ComfortablyNumb » Sat Aug 11, 2007 7:47 pm

I want you to hold me and tell me that everything is going to be alright even if it isn't true.
But I really hate that I want it to be you.

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Post by vampirelover » Sat Aug 11, 2007 9:54 pm

Im sorry i rejected you , you see i only did it so you couldnt reject me first. Also thank you for being there for me.
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