Candys Coping Thread
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great night sleep. I went to see my doctor and everything is alright,then I came home and I am doing some cleaning around the apartment.My case-manager will be over around 3pm,and my boy-friend will be over later on. I am doing alright,and I am feeling pretty good. I did not do any SI last night,proud of myself for that.I am having a good day so far. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing.I am enjoying my day off. I will be back on the bus later on.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I took a nap for awhile,cause I was soo tired.My case-manager never showed up,so I do not know what happen to him,he did not even call me. Then I had a t.v. dinner to eat and I did dishes,then I wrote in my journal which helped me alot. I am watching t.v. and taking it easy,till my boy-friend gets here.I feel pretty good today,just lonely,cause I have been trying call my friends,but there is no answer,and they have not called me either,so I hope everything is going alright and they are not mad at me,but they could be busy,so I am not going to worry about it. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing.Otherwise I feel pretty good. I am hanging in there and doing the best I can. I am going to watch t.v.,till he gets here. I will be back on the bus later on.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
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Hi Candy, that's unusual that your case manager didn't arrive, hopefully it has been sorted out. It's hard when you feel a bit lonely, but at least you have your boyfriend to help with it a bit. I'm sure your friends aren't mad at you, it probably is just busyness. I'm glad you're feeling good and I hope you have a good day.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great night last night,my boy-friend and I just watch t.v.and relax. I did my laundry this morning and when I came home,I took a long nap and had a earlier dinner,that my mother made for me. I am watching t.v.,and taking it easy. I did not do any SI last night and I am proud of myself for that.I have no ideal why my case-manager did not show up,but I will find out this coming Monday,I was not happy about that.You are probably right about my friends,and I am going to enjoy myself. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. Thanks for the nice messages that you sent me.My boy-friend will be over later on.I am going to watch t.v.,and enjoy the day. I will be back on the bus later on.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great dinner,then I took a long nap,I was so tired out today. I did not write in my journal today,cause I was sooo tired. My boy-friend is here and we are going out later on,around 8:30pm,and we will not be home till after 12midnight. I am doing alright. I have not done any SI today and that is a great thing. We are going out to visit some friends tonight. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. We are going to watch t.v.,till we leave.If I do not come back on later on,I will be back on tomorrow.I am feeling pretty good,it is just a raining day,and that is why I am so tired. I am taking care of myself. be back soon
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great night with my boy-friend,we did not stay long at our friends apartment,cause we were getting tired. My boy-friend just left to get some sleep,and I am watching t.v.,for awhile and then I am going to go to bed,I am getting tired. I am doing alright,no SI tonight and I feel great about that.I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing.I will be back on the bus tomorrow.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
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Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great night sleep,then I went over to my mother's house to pick up my laundry,and then I came home and wrote in my journal. I was asked from the Mental Health Ass.,in my area to write a article on anything that I wanted,cause I use to write for the Mental Health World.,so I decided to write a article about the day treatment program that I go to. I just could not write any names or the names of the group. It turned out pretty good. My problem that I am having is that I feel good when I do something positive,but I really never feel the good feeling. It really bothers me and I get so angry with myself for it. I do not know if it a system of my illness or what. I hate feeling like this. I have trouble expressing feelings or the positive ones never stay with me.Am I the only one with this problem Anyone can PM or post it here. I feel so numb when that happens. I did not do any SI last night,and that is great.Thanks for the nice messages that you sent me. Any suggestions plese let me know. I am hanging in there and doing the best I can. I feel numb,and frustrated. I will be back on the bus later on.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I am doing alright so far. I took a nap,cause I was tired out.Then I did some cleaning and I am waiting for my boy-friend to come over,we are going out for dinner. I am watching t.v.and relaxing.I feel pretty good,just not awake yet. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. The rest of the day I am going to relax and take it easy.I go back to day treatment program tomorrow. I am going to relax and wait till my boy-friend gets here.I will be back on the bus later on.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
Thanks for the nice messages that you sent me. My boy-friend and I went out for dinner,and we had a great time. We are sitting here watching t.v.,and taking it easy. As I mention before I wrote in my journal and did other things.I am feeling pretty good tonight. The day treatment program that I am going to,is having a picnic tuesday down at Wide Water park,so I am looking forward to that,so my boy-friend and I will be going,I just do not want it to rain that day. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing.I am hanging in there. Be back later
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great evening with my boy-friend,we just watch t.v.,and relax. He just left to go home to get some sleep. I will be going to bed real soon.I am doing alright,just feel tired. I did not do any SI today,that is great. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing.I had a better day today,cause I was able to get things done that I wanted to get done,and that made me feel good inside. I have day treatment program tomorrow,so I will be back on the bus tomorrow evening.It was a peaceful day for me,and I had no anxiety at all which helped me alot. I will be going to bed soon. Be back on tomorrow.taking care of myself
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I just want to say Hi to everyone, 
before I leave to go to program. I did not do any SI last night.which I was proud of myself for. I am going to have a great day today.I will be back on the bus later on.
before I leave to go to program. I did not do any SI last night.which I was proud of myself for. I am going to have a great day today.I will be back on the bus later on. I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
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Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great day at program and I enjoy myself.Thanks for the nice messages that you sent me.We are having our picnic tomorrow,and I am looking forward to it,and so is my boy-friend. He is sleeping over tonight,hopefully. I just hope it does not rain,so we can enjoy ourselves tomorow. I am going to lay down for awhile and take it easy.I am feeling pretty good. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I will be back on the bus later on. I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I am doing pretty good tonight.My boy-friend and I are watching t.v.,and he is sleeping over.The picnic is tomorrow for our day treatment program,and we are both looking forward to it. I did not do any SI tonight and that is great.When I get home tomorrow,my nurse is coming over to do my medication,instead of the morning,cause I will not be here.I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I am going to enjoy myself tomorrow. I will be going to bed real soon. I will be back on the bus tomorrow evening.taking care of myself
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
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i havent been here in a long time i just wanted to see how you are doing , and i also want to drop in and say hi
feel free to pm me anytime okay? i havent been here for a while. i ve been kind of isolating myself from positive places. which is bad for me.
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i havent been here in a long time i just wanted to see how you are doing , and i also want to drop in and say hi
feel free to pm me anytime okay? i havent been here for a while. i ve been kind of isolating myself from positive places. which is bad for me.
but im here now
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Candy's Coping Thread
I am soo glad to hear that you have posted,I have missed seeing you on the bus. I am doing alright,my boy-friend and I went to visit some friends tonight.We are doing alright. I am hanging in there. My doctor gave me a new diagnosis,called it Personality Disorder NOS,and put me on a new medication called Clompiramine,something like that,I am not sure of the spelling.I still have my slips with SI and it is hard for me alot of times. I have not moved in to my new apartment yet,cause they have not finished remodeling them,but I will always be on the bus,let everyone know when I am going to be moving. I am always here for you,and you can PM me anytime you want. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing.My boy-friend left I will be going to bed real soon. I will be back on the bus tomorrow evening sometime. Hanging in there
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great day today. I went to program and the groups went great.Then I came home and took a nap,cause I was tired.Then my boy-friend came over and we watched t.v.I have not written in my journal for awhile,about a week,and I know that I need to do so,I just have to push myself more.We are watching t.v.,and relaxing. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing.I was on the computer last night,cause I started to feel myself dissocated,not sure if I spell that word right.I kept myself busy till the feelings pass and then I went to bed. I did not do any SI at all,that is great.I have program tomorrow,and I am looking forward to that. I am hanging in there and doing the best I can. I will be back on the bus later on.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
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