What Is wrong with me?

[tinman]

Hi guyz
I havent been on since i first posted a couple of weeks ago now. Lots of things hgave happened an i am even further dopwn tha i was b4 - which i didnt think wud be possible!
I been hospital twice, had lots of stitches, the done it agin, my little boy wont speak 2 me, an now i got the police lookin 4 me coz i didnt ansa bail ---- whats that about u hav 2 go right down b4 u can start 2 get up ??? Well i am down ther, an i am lost.
No son, no life.
I had a big row wiv his mum an she said she was gonna call the plice, i tok her fone off her an pushed her (no i never ever hit her, it aint my kind of thing) but my son see this an stood up an said " I HATE YOU DAD" GO AWAY.
Lots of other stuff happened but thats the long an short...
An i been to hospital 4 help an tehey just let me go home....

Tinman
I dont no wotto do any mor...

[Quiet little Angel]

hi Tinman...

i'm not exactly sure what you want from this post... but i'm reading and i'd like to help if i can...


BTW: you might want to cut back on the text-talk as it makes your post very hard to read... just a thouhgt...

[Porcelain_Doll]

Your son being mad at you must be very upsetting. But you may want to look at the situation from his point of view. He saw you push his mother, in his mind that is a very threatening act. I am also sure that he does not hate you, he may be angry with you, but I'm sure he doesn't hate you.

[~Shark~Bait~]

I've seen my dad do things like that and worse when i was younger and i said that i hated my father..but i dont. Things are said in anger that we dont mean. He will be mad and upset but i doubt that he actually hates you.

Have you tried talking to your son?

[Licentia Poetica]

How old is your son? Perhaps he is too young to understand that you're not coping emotionally yourself. Even if he is old enough, perhaps he feels very lost with what's going on with you, and the rift that sounds like exists between you and his mother scares him.

It sounds like you need to focus on YOU right now. You can't epect to be an effective parent when you're in a bad place yourself. Are you getting enough support/ help/ meds?

I hope you start to feel better