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Post by kendra » Tue May 29, 2007 4:21 am

WTF how do you get away with giving me a B.
You wouldn't even have been paid for this semester if it wasn't for me being enrolled.
I was there before YOU, I had nearly everything done by the time you got there and did more setting up than everyone else.
There were only 2 of us that showed up on time, everyone else was at least a half hour late.
Now you risk my fucking GPA because... hell what was your reason for giving me a B?
Were you too lazy to think.
Were you too lazy to ask me what I thought I should get or ask other interns? Especially since YOU were one of the ones who was always late.
You said I was doing fine, You said you were so happy that I was there- yeah great way to show appreciation.
This was my semester to get the best GPA I could, straight A's- I figured I wouldn't get it but this was my sure thing- I didn't treat it like that though, while most of the other interns stopped caring I kept getting there early I kept working hard and doing my best.
What the hell else did you want from me?
Huh? What?

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Post by hidden behind a mask » Tue May 29, 2007 8:37 pm

grr how the hell did u get the fucking idea in your head that i blame you
and then bring it up 2 years later u weren't the cause of my sisters death i was happy u fucking asshole i was I WAS I WAS!!!!!!!! u are a disgrace to the gay community u fucking fag.
and grandma i hate that Amanda is so much better than me and will u stop bragging bout her she is just a friend u can adopt her after i leave cant you see that i don't cut because i'm worried about u i cut because i fucking hate you, you stupid fucking bitch

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Post by mephistopheles » Tue May 29, 2007 10:30 pm

Some bitch has stolen my gallery space!!!!!

For her fucking fibreglass sheets!!!


They're less than A4!!!

My installation is eight feet high! EIGHT FEET!

I'm sorry, she needs all that space why? HER EGO PERHAPS?!

Bitch.
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Post by hidden behind a mask » Wed May 30, 2007 5:03 am

lieben Sie mich? ich bin, daß Sie mit ihm glücklich sind, aber er mich betrübt, es verletze mich ich liebe Dich soviel und würde sterben, um mit you.i Haß zu sein froh, den, es, wenn Sie dies mich antun, Sie mich absichtlich ignorieren? ich würde für Sie sterben.

i hate it when you do this to me

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Post by raindreamer » Sun Jun 03, 2007 8:06 am

god damn damn damn you!
you've been thorugh this too, cant you fucking remember?

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Post by steady hands » Tue Jun 05, 2007 8:39 am

I'm not changing for you.

there's no fucking way.


just because you've "got control" over me, doesn't mean you can do whatever you please with my life.

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Post by green » Tue Jun 05, 2007 12:12 pm

I. Hate. Revision.

(and my endless attempts at procrastination)

GRRRRRRRRRR
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Wed Jun 06, 2007 9:53 am

:argggh:

I can't believe you're sick AGAIN. You're well enough to come on Friday but you can't be bothered tomorrow. You PROMISED me. FUCKKKKKKKK. If you had met me on Monday when you were at uni ANYWAY I'd at least have a backup fitting. FUCKK!! What am I supposed to do now? What if you're sick on the actual day of the presentation??/ Eh? Am I supposed to find a new model with less than a weeks notice????? Oh wait, I dont HAVE any other friends.

I. want. to. smash. something.
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Post by Callisto » Mon Jun 11, 2007 12:04 pm

:argggh:

one fucking text message is all its fucking taken for me to be filled with doubts and feel like shite.

why the fuck do i do this to myself?

why do i let you have the power to do this to me simply by being your usual uncaring, ignorant self?!

:argggh:

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Post by JadaKiss » Mon Jun 11, 2007 7:01 pm

When you asked about self injury, after I NUMEROUSLY told you why I do it, I told you to "Google it!" and you got pissed. DO some fucking research. I can only tell you the same things, and MAYBE, JUST MAYBE hearing about it from a neutral source would help you understand the fucking condition. Why should I be held responsible for detailing the how's and why's.

First you want me to be honest, so I am and then you get mad that I did it. Then maybe I won't tell you, and if I don't and you find out you're mad. I hurt you everytime I do it, and you just don't understand what in life is so horrible and why you can't make me happy. YOU DO MAKE ME HAPPY!!!! It's called POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER... Google that, dork-face (:lol:) It's not about you.... I don't go out of my way to hurt you. You can't fix it, like you think you can fix every thing.. and why do men think that shit anyways?!

UUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH I think I'll just SI today simply in the name of doing it. We'll deal with the "WTF?!" that'll come later on.
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Post by Callisto » Tue Jun 12, 2007 12:17 am

yet again more proof that i should just shut the fuck up.

joy.

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Post by kendra » Thu Jun 14, 2007 2:18 am

YOU tell them to get married! AND you want me to be nice to him?!
Why the hell should I?! After what he has done?!
I don't want anything to do with him, why should I go with to see them get married?
Why would I want to?
Be nice to him? Say a few kind things? WHY? After what he has done? HELL NO

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Post by Callisto » Sun Jun 17, 2007 12:07 am

d:

i hate you right now.

i hate you for what you said.

i hate you for making me feel like utter shite.

i hate you for doing that and then fucking getting mad at me for being angry and upset.

most of all, i hate me for letting you get under my skin.

fuck you! you never fucking deserved me and i never deserved any of the shit you put me through because you're too emotionally stunned to fucking grow up already.

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Post by hidden behind a mask » Sun Jun 17, 2007 9:36 pm

ok what in he hell would make you think that after everything you have done to me that i could or even want to talk to you about "stuff" and what kind of stuff are we going to talk about?
i hate you, you lied to me you took my childhood away from me. i fucking hate you you fucking asshole. i hate you
I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!
I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!
I HATE YOU !!!
do you get it now i want you out of my life
i never want to think of you again, i never want you to cross my mind i fucking hate you yes you are my father but u were never and will never be my DAD

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Post by TheRockingHorse » Sun Jun 17, 2007 10:18 pm

fuck

its all screwed up

fuck
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Post by mephistopheles » Sun Jun 17, 2007 10:20 pm

I never thought I'd say this but...


STOP GIVING ME VODKA YOU CRAZY FUCKING PEOPLE! THIS IS A HOSPITAL NOT A BAR!!!!

*breathes*

seriously. i really don't want three shots of vodka in my morning coffee. not right now.
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Post by Leschp » Sun Jun 17, 2007 10:34 pm

I HATE THAT YOU HAVE BORDERLINE!!!

I know I shouldnt think like this, BUT WHAT ABOUT ME??
Its always about you, always. When I try to talk about my feelings it ends up with you crying because of bad memories that were only triggered because of ME. And then I need to be there for you, because I love you too much not to be there for you. but I wish, for 1 day, you'd shut up about yourself!!
I wish I could fucking make it clear that THE WORLD DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND YOU, YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!
Keep in mind my feelings for a change YOU FUCKING HYPOCRITE!!!!

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Post by monkey » Mon Jun 18, 2007 3:15 pm

fuck off and die.
im fucked anyway so i might as well say it. i dont think about you like family any more. youre just a cunt.

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Post by TheRockingHorse » Mon Jun 18, 2007 3:52 pm

damn it all
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