Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
- Scatterbrain
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I wish you were my dad. I dont know how to thank you for all you have done for me... but there is no way I can even come close to repaying you... I love you!
~Megan
~Megan
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics
C - I had a fling with D, it wasn't a big deal, it happened years after the two of you split and it's over now. I don't want to keep secrets from you but please don't walk away from either of us because of this - we both need you.
- Always look towards the sunshine and your shadows will fall behind you -
- daisy_chain
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Newsflash.
Yes. I walk slowly. Yes, the way I walk can be <i>painfully</i> slow and sometimes I end up just tottering along and it can be really fucking annoying -- believe me, I know this. I live in the body and have to work within its confines and no, it's not fun going -1 and having to pay excruciating attention to foot placement so I don't keel over. And as I said - I can understand how it can be really, really, REALLY annoying, and your frustration is okay and justified.
However, it is NOT okay to grab my sides and attempt to propel me forward while saying how "slow" and "lazy" I am. First of all, you need to learn that telling someone that they are slow and lazy is RUDE, and second of all, you don't have the right to touch ANYONE without their express permission. It is doubly not okay because I would have fallen and <i>hard</i>, and taken you with me. And that would have so very not been good for the both of us.
Just wait next time for me to catch up. I know it's annoying but I'll make my way there.
...Eventually.
Yes. I walk slowly. Yes, the way I walk can be <i>painfully</i> slow and sometimes I end up just tottering along and it can be really fucking annoying -- believe me, I know this. I live in the body and have to work within its confines and no, it's not fun going -1 and having to pay excruciating attention to foot placement so I don't keel over. And as I said - I can understand how it can be really, really, REALLY annoying, and your frustration is okay and justified.
However, it is NOT okay to grab my sides and attempt to propel me forward while saying how "slow" and "lazy" I am. First of all, you need to learn that telling someone that they are slow and lazy is RUDE, and second of all, you don't have the right to touch ANYONE without their express permission. It is doubly not okay because I would have fallen and <i>hard</i>, and taken you with me. And that would have so very not been good for the both of us.
Just wait next time for me to catch up. I know it's annoying but I'll make my way there.
...Eventually.
-marya hornbacher
spidey immer voran
(spidey ever onward)
- marshmallowfluff
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- *pixie dust*
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I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I just wanted to tell you how I feel-to be honest with you cos I thought that was the fairest thing. I can't help how I feel, and it doesn't make me love you any less. I love you more than you realise, maybe more than I realise, but I can't help myself. I'm weak, I know that. And I'm sorry.
- Scatterbrain
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I'm writing you a note. Well, more like a letter. I'm leaving. I would see you everday, everyweek, or anything like that. I may see you once every couple months.... please respond. let me know that you got it, let me know what you think. fucking take me to coffee or something. please. I love you. you are like a father to me. seriously. although my dad is here, he isnt "emotionally here". but you are. please dont let me down this time.
~Megan
~Megan
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics
I'm not part of the loop anymore - am i - if we are like 100% honest ? Everything has changed so much and i seem to have been lost somewhere along the way. it almost feels like you have blotted me out completely. i only wanted to know if you were ok. -- This hurts - ALOT
Angel
xx xx
Angel
xx xx
If you think outside the box there's no such thing as square one.
No matter which sleeve you wear your heart,
Whichever way you wear your crown,
Tomorrow is another day to turn it all around
I will stop when I'm ready I'll shown everyone my cards
But for now I'll keep on playing even when the game gets hard.
19/07/1952 - 30/12/2013 Never Ever Forgotten
13/05/14 - I Love Her
19/4/15 - The Day I Said Yes
17/06/17 - Rings swapped, Hearts interlocked
<-- Marlo & Mookau-->
Caffiene Addict since 2004
A: Make plans, dammit. Hurry the hell up.
C: ....I like you.
C: ....I like you.
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- Licentia Poetica
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I found myself wanting to go with you. How crazy is that?
If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
John Churton Collins
- Scatterbrain
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i dont deserve it. thats why. i cant think about it anymore right now... but its that simple. i dont deserve to get better and i dont deserve you...
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i like you a lot, you are really helpful and i think you are a good fit for me. that scares the hell out of me. it would be a lot easier if you were a shitty T that i hated, so i could say you didnt work out, and then i could avoid this whole thing... but i cant because you are good... ugh. idk how i am going to fight my sabotaging tendencies...
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i like you a lot, you are really helpful and i think you are a good fit for me. that scares the hell out of me. it would be a lot easier if you were a shitty T that i hated, so i could say you didnt work out, and then i could avoid this whole thing... but i cant because you are good... ugh. idk how i am going to fight my sabotaging tendencies...
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics
- wilson
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why dont you realise that im hurting. i have pretty much told you and yet you still ignore me. why dont you fucking care? your supposed to.
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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- Licentia Poetica
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Can you just.. pretend to care?
If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
John Churton Collins
<center>"Hey, I was wondering if you wanted to go see Pirates Three with me...?"
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"Everything's wrong and nothing's ever right. And for some reason, when I'm around you, it doesn't even matter."
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"...Sign my yearbook?"
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"You don't know the half of it, do you? You don't know what I've been through and you certainly don't know where I'm going. I think that you should stay out of my business, because you're never going to understand me. Hell, even I don't understand me. And for the record, no, I'm not some emo poser. Now, go away, please."
Of course, that last one would've made matters worse.
[♥]
"Everything's wrong and nothing's ever right. And for some reason, when I'm around you, it doesn't even matter."
[♥]
"...Sign my yearbook?"
[♥]
"You don't know the half of it, do you? You don't know what I've been through and you certainly don't know where I'm going. I think that you should stay out of my business, because you're never going to understand me. Hell, even I don't understand me. And for the record, no, I'm not some emo poser. Now, go away, please."
Of course, that last one would've made matters worse.
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