Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Scatterbrain » Wed Jun 13, 2007 3:26 am

I wish you were my dad. I dont know how to thank you for all you have done for me... but there is no way I can even come close to repaying you... I love you!

~Megan
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Post by Koru » Wed Jun 13, 2007 1:56 pm

C - I had a fling with D, it wasn't a big deal, it happened years after the two of you split and it's over now. I don't want to keep secrets from you but please don't walk away from either of us because of this - we both need you.
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Post by daisy_chain » Wed Jun 13, 2007 3:20 pm

I cant forget you. I cant move on. I spend every minute of every day thinking about you. I need you. And it hurts that i cant ever tell you any of this.
I'm just dreaming out loud.

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Post by Spidey » Thu Jun 14, 2007 4:52 pm

Newsflash.

Yes. I walk slowly. Yes, the way I walk can be <i>painfully</i> slow and sometimes I end up just tottering along and it can be really fucking annoying -- believe me, I know this. I live in the body and have to work within its confines and no, it's not fun going -1 and having to pay excruciating attention to foot placement so I don't keel over. And as I said - I can understand how it can be really, really, REALLY annoying, and your frustration is okay and justified.

However, it is NOT okay to grab my sides and attempt to propel me forward while saying how "slow" and "lazy" I am. First of all, you need to learn that telling someone that they are slow and lazy is RUDE, and second of all, you don't have the right to touch ANYONE without their express permission. It is doubly not okay because I would have fallen and <i>hard</i>, and taken you with me. And that would have so very not been good for the both of us.

Just wait next time for me to catch up. I know it's annoying but I'll make my way there.

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there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Post by Stripe » Thu Jun 14, 2007 5:30 pm

Yes

Yes, I can't make the decision
I am not safe
Yes, I will go IP again
I will go into Watford
You can take me - now

I know I can't do this





No, I'll be fine.
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Post by marshmallowfluff » Thu Jun 14, 2007 11:56 pm

ive had enough now. i want to quit.
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Post by *pixie dust* » Fri Jun 15, 2007 1:24 am

I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I just wanted to tell you how I feel-to be honest with you cos I thought that was the fairest thing. I can't help how I feel, and it doesn't make me love you any less. I love you more than you realise, maybe more than I realise, but I can't help myself. I'm weak, I know that. And I'm sorry.

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Post by Scatterbrain » Fri Jun 15, 2007 2:57 am

I'm writing you a note. Well, more like a letter. I'm leaving. I would see you everday, everyweek, or anything like that. I may see you once every couple months.... please respond. let me know that you got it, let me know what you think. fucking take me to coffee or something. please. I love you. you are like a father to me. seriously. although my dad is here, he isnt "emotionally here". but you are. please dont let me down this time.

~Megan
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )

"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead

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Post by Kaleb » Fri Jun 15, 2007 3:49 pm

I'm not part of the loop anymore - am i - if we are like 100% honest ? Everything has changed so much and i seem to have been lost somewhere along the way. it almost feels like you have blotted me out completely. i only wanted to know if you were ok. -- This hurts - ALOT

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But for now I'll keep on playing even when the game gets hard.



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Post by Beasty » Fri Jun 15, 2007 7:26 pm

A: Make plans, dammit. Hurry the hell up.

C: ....I like you.
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Post by Callisto » Sat Jun 16, 2007 9:37 am

D--please stop harrassing me with whiney texts. it doesn't endear me to you. it just pisses me off.

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Sat Jun 16, 2007 12:35 pm

I found myself wanting to go with you. How crazy is that? :o
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Post by Spidey » Sat Jun 16, 2007 7:32 pm

It's nice to know that reciprocation doesn't apply when it comes to me.
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Post by Binayshee » Sun Jun 17, 2007 3:47 am

you *are* special. you *are* loved. :magheart:

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Post by _____iamacliche » Sun Jun 17, 2007 2:23 pm

i don't think i'm ever going to be pretty enough for you to accept me. ever.

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Post by Callisto » Sun Jun 17, 2007 7:04 pm

D:

Sorry isn't good enough.

Not this time.

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Post by Scatterbrain » Tue Jun 19, 2007 9:11 am

i dont deserve it. thats why. i cant think about it anymore right now... but its that simple. i dont deserve to get better and i dont deserve you...

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i like you a lot, you are really helpful and i think you are a good fit for me. that scares the hell out of me. it would be a lot easier if you were a shitty T that i hated, so i could say you didnt work out, and then i could avoid this whole thing... but i cant because you are good... ugh. idk how i am going to fight my sabotaging tendencies...
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )

"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead

Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics

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Post by wilson » Tue Jun 19, 2007 9:45 am

why dont you realise that im hurting. i have pretty much told you and yet you still ignore me. why dont you fucking care? your supposed to.
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Tue Jun 19, 2007 2:25 pm

Can you just.. pretend to care?
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Post by Dearest;; » Tue Jun 19, 2007 3:04 pm

<center>"Hey, I was wondering if you wanted to go see Pirates Three with me...?"

[♥]

"Everything's wrong and nothing's ever right. And for some reason, when I'm around you, it doesn't even matter."

[♥]

"...Sign my yearbook?"

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"You don't know the half of it, do you? You don't know what I've been through and you certainly don't know where I'm going. I think that you should stay out of my business, because you're never going to understand me. Hell, even I don't understand me. And for the record, no, I'm not some emo poser. Now, go away, please."

Of course, that last one would've made matters worse.
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