Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

Scatterbrain · Post by **Scatterbrain** » Mon Jun 11, 2007 6:40 am

I still feel like its all my fault. I know its not, but I still feel ashamed and like I deserve to look like a freak because of what I do... goddamnit, you're "questions" dont make it any easier.

~Megan

red umbrellas · Post by **red umbrellas** » Mon Jun 11, 2007 9:44 am

a large reason that i want to be so thin is that i want to be too sick to work. i feel i can't face life anymore, and i don't know how to say it. because i don't want to die...i just don't know how to live.

starcatuk · Post by **starcatuk** » Mon Jun 11, 2007 8:16 pm

im scared i wont be able to survive without cutting

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Mon Jun 11, 2007 8:27 pm

i feel like ive lost you completely now and its making me cry all over again.

Licentia Poetica · Post by **Licentia Poetica** » Tue Jun 12, 2007 9:21 am

I miss you and I don't see how this pain will ever lessen.

Stripe · Post by **Stripe** » Tue Jun 12, 2007 10:05 am

Nothing's changed

Beasty · Post by **Beasty** » Tue Jun 12, 2007 7:10 pm

I like girls...and I am one.

astepawayfromlife · Post by **astepawayfromlife** » Wed Jun 13, 2007 6:13 am

i gave the bear to some little kid in the hospital... she had cancer and i knew that would be a good home... i just couldnt look at it anymore

mephistopheles · Post by **mephistopheles** » Wed Jun 13, 2007 1:58 pm

i've been fighting it for years.
but y'know what?
if you were mine.
it wouldn't bother me that much.

Beasty · Post by **Beasty** » Thu Jun 14, 2007 2:24 am

Ohh...and also, I am not as stoic as I appear. It's all an act, but one I am so terrified will fail.

Licentia Poetica · Post by **Licentia Poetica** » Fri Jun 15, 2007 5:52 am

I think it's becoming a problem.

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Sun Jun 17, 2007 9:04 am

I hate it that you still get under my skin like this.

wilson · Post by **wilson** » Sun Jun 17, 2007 11:15 am

i know i need to go ip. but it will take someone kicking and screaming at me to get me there

Stripe · Post by **Stripe** » Sun Jun 17, 2007 11:23 am

I keep looking at your photo. I'm getting obsessed but it's only because I am so scared

I want to be sent IP now, I'm not coping, but I can never ask for that, and only refuse when I am told I need to go

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Sun Jun 17, 2007 8:02 pm

i text him telling him that he overstepped today but that i want to be close still.

because i do.

because i care about him.

thats why it hurts so much that he said what he did last night.

mephistopheles · Post by **mephistopheles** » Sun Jun 17, 2007 8:05 pm

if anyone asks me how i am i'm going to fucking kill them.
because no. i'm not all right. would anyone be?

leemc77 · Post by **leemc77** » Sun Jun 17, 2007 9:14 pm

In my head, I know it's not my fault, but in my heart - I will always blame myself.

Leschp · Post by **Leschp** » Sun Jun 17, 2007 10:17 pm

I like girls eventhough I am one.
I can't stop lying to people eventhough I would like nothing more than to be honest towards my boyfriend and parents.
My parents dont know any of the stuff that happened to me. Even when they ask small things, I lie before I realise it.
I feel emotionally on the edge of breakdown and I dont know how to cope with it.
It feels like no-one understand me, but how can they? When I never tell them anything.
All I can is cry, and even then my boyfriend doesnt seem to take me serious because it happens so often

I just dont know what to do anymore, I dont want to SI, I really dont.

Pm's welcome

Leschp · Post by **Leschp** » Sun Jun 17, 2007 10:23 pm

nzgurl wrote:i was raped an didnt tell anyone

i want to take some time off my studies but dont want to hurt my mum

I never told anyone either.. sorry for needing to reply, but I totally understand how you feel

Post by **strmdncr** » Mon Jun 18, 2007 6:21 am

at times like this i'm not sure who i am most angry at, the mother, the child, or the father

bus

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