Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
- rainbow_rally
- driving instructor
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i wish things hadnt turned out the way they did, i still love you and will for a long time, i just want us to be friends, i wish i wasnt so clingy, i know it will cause me a lot of problems in the future, i wish we were still together, i just want to hold you tight, and kiss you. but we cant. i just wish you would talk to me more. i love you.
- rainbow_rally
- driving instructor
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- Quiet little Angel
- just plain inspiring
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i want to tell you... i really do... but i'm so scared you won't understand... i even wanted to let you know about bus... you seem to be in a place where you need it... but i don't dare... i mean... i would be so scared that you wouldn't keep my secret... i'm sorry... i'm being selfish... i should tell you so that Bus can help you too... sorry...
/May
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Never underestimate the power of silence...
micro-chipped mental cyber twins taking over NewZealand...
ever reached out for someones hand only to find it wasn't there?
My place of happy-scared-random-thoughts dealing with motherhood and anxiety, visitors welcome
- recovering4me
- spiffy maximus
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i just want you to fucking notice that i am NOT okay. why wont you notice me??
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Not Old But We Hate Every and All Text Speak
Completely cut free since sometime in Aug, im not going back.
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- raindreamer
- town councillor
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- HakunaMatata
- one of us
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- Location: See that place in the distance? Not there!
It's obvious how you feel.
What we talked about the other night, ok, you were drunk I was stoned, but why the hell are we going to continue to avoid it.
You don't ask if I would never leave you, never cheat on you, say it's only me you want, and that T. doesn't trust you anymore for no reason. But now you're sober you can go on pretending? Yes. Cause that's the right thing to do.
I don't give a flying fuck as to whether we ended up together or not, but give yourself a chance, you as good as admitted you wanted to leave her, so stand on your own two feet and do it.
I want to say this cause I care. Only it seems selfish. But seeing you being manipulated and put through pain by her hurts me too. And I'm sad cause I know now you'll never leave her ( and be with me), and I was stupid for ever even entertaining that thought.
Can you not just please be honest though and have the guts even though some-ones going to get hurt, surely better to scarifice one person than all 3 of us.
(ps, I know pm's aren't usually asked for in this thread, but okay in this instance)
What we talked about the other night, ok, you were drunk I was stoned, but why the hell are we going to continue to avoid it.
You don't ask if I would never leave you, never cheat on you, say it's only me you want, and that T. doesn't trust you anymore for no reason. But now you're sober you can go on pretending? Yes. Cause that's the right thing to do.
I don't give a flying fuck as to whether we ended up together or not, but give yourself a chance, you as good as admitted you wanted to leave her, so stand on your own two feet and do it.
I want to say this cause I care. Only it seems selfish. But seeing you being manipulated and put through pain by her hurts me too. And I'm sad cause I know now you'll never leave her ( and be with me), and I was stupid for ever even entertaining that thought.
Can you not just please be honest though and have the guts even though some-ones going to get hurt, surely better to scarifice one person than all 3 of us.
(ps, I know pm's aren't usually asked for in this thread, but okay in this instance)
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- b3autifu2l37
- bus mechanic
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i miss you so much. everyday. i think of you especially when it's raining. i don't know why. maybe because i feel like it's a connection between us. i know i'll see you one day. but i can't bear the fact that you're never coming back. i love you.
PMs allowed if there's anything anyone needs to say
PMs allowed if there's anything anyone needs to say
not on BUS so much anymore- i do check PMs
- marshmallowfluff
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why didnt you tell me you didnt want me to go? I wouldnt have gone if you'd've said something.
i miss you so damn much its unbarable. can't handle the fact you're gone forever.
Im just... annoyed that no one told me the real truth. and that you let me go when you knew there was a possibility you could have died whilst i was there.
gosh
i miss you so damn much its unbarable. can't handle the fact you're gone forever.
Im just... annoyed that no one told me the real truth. and that you let me go when you knew there was a possibility you could have died whilst i was there.
gosh
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Love like you'll never be hurt.
Sing like there's nobody listening.
And live like it's heaven on earth."
- Scatterbrain
- bus conductor
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Thank you. I dont know what else to say. just thank you. Thank you for understanding. Thank you for knowing me. Thank you for pushing me. Thank you for not giving up on me, for caring, for getting past my inability to communicate like an adult. Thank you so much. I love you.
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
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"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
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- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics
- heidi4battle
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I really don't understand how you could have Sexual abuse me. How you could have taken adventage of me when I was only 5 years old.
- blue_the_puppy
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- raindreamer
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- steady hands
- quintessential regular
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- red umbrellas
- beyond inspiring
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you know what? you're pathetic. PATHETIC.
is that the only way you feel good? by belittling other people? by trying to make yourself seem superior?
do you think ignoring me is actually going to achieve something? does it make you feel big?
i don't know why you dislike me. i really don't. i've never done anything. unless you count me defending my job when you told my manager how much you wanted it. in front of me. are you jealous? am i so threatening?
i can't stand you. you're a vicious, nasty, manipulative bully. but you know what? i pity you. because you're a complete twat. and with a chip on your shoulder like yours, you're never going to be happy.
so you're wasting your time. because i don't give a damn what you think of me. your opinions are now worthless to me.
is that the only way you feel good? by belittling other people? by trying to make yourself seem superior?
do you think ignoring me is actually going to achieve something? does it make you feel big?
i don't know why you dislike me. i really don't. i've never done anything. unless you count me defending my job when you told my manager how much you wanted it. in front of me. are you jealous? am i so threatening?
i can't stand you. you're a vicious, nasty, manipulative bully. but you know what? i pity you. because you're a complete twat. and with a chip on your shoulder like yours, you're never going to be happy.
so you're wasting your time. because i don't give a damn what you think of me. your opinions are now worthless to me.
And excuses and excuses and excuses
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- wilson
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i finally got what i wanted. i got you back.
but now people think im crazy when i talk about you.
i want you to be here. in real life form. i want to be able to hug you.
if not please can you go away. your making it all harder.
but now people think im crazy when i talk about you.
i want you to be here. in real life form. i want to be able to hug you.
if not please can you go away. your making it all harder.
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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