I'm proud of myself today because....
I'm proud of myself today because I had a good time with my friends, although I did get hit with a road cone, it feels good o be back with my friends.
"I don't know what to do at which time god screams to me there's nothing left for me to tell you"
I managed to look after everyone and they all had a good time (I think...)
'Art washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life' Picasso
'IS THERE NO WAY OUT OF THE MIND?' Sylvia Plath
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'IS THERE NO WAY OUT OF THE MIND?' Sylvia Plath
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Last night I went to my friend's BBQ even though I knew there would be girls there I didn't really know or have anything in common with. I went, I was nice to them and had an OK time. I can remember a time when the thought of it would have terrified me and I would have said no and gone home alone instead. I'm glad I didn't do that this time.
"She would never know, because he would never tell her. Somehow if she’d known the worst parts, she couldn’t have gone on being a haven for him… He needed her ignorance to hide in. Yet at the same time, he wanted to know and be known as deeply as possible. And the two desires were irreconcilable"
From Regeneration by Pat Barker
From Regeneration by Pat Barker
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I'm proud of myself today because I wasn't going to call my therapist in the morning to tell her how I was feeling, but I've now decided to. It's the right thing to do.
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WDS, snowangel, kicks, figment & Chey (plus kitties) belong to me!
Stef is my twin
Klove's partner....(in crime! Get your mind outta the gutter already!)
:.*.:NO HUGS:.*.:
Forever Satan of RW
Married to Reine, nicki, han & klove
WDS, snowangel, kicks, figment & Chey (plus kitties) belong to me!
Stef is my twin
Klove's partner....(in crime! Get your mind outta the gutter already!)
:.*.:NO HUGS:.*.:
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because i am going to see a new t. and that's scary. but i'm going.
[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)
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I'm proud of myself today.. because I helped a couple people without realizing it... and when I was told something by the one.. I didn't go straight into my denying of everything.. I kinda.. accepted it [in a bit of shock].. but.. I accepted a.. compliment.. without my usual stubborn self..
Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.
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i ate breakfast.
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=100939
Christ be ever before me. Christ be ever behind me. Christ be ever within me.
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i went to look at yet another new t. and it was okay. i actually talked a bit.
[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)
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This morning I cried because I was behind on a project for uni.
I've now finished it
I've now finished it
If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
John Churton Collins
i'm proud of myself because i ate three meals today
"Does it really come as a surprise
When i tell you i don't feel good?"
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When i tell you i don't feel good?"
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I was emotional but didn't cut
<center> The freckles on the pavement move my every pore
I glimpse and stare and long at them and wonder who they’re for
A fairy came to glitter the concrete slabs today;
Perhaps tomorrow she’ll return to spirit me away
~ A little bit of nothing much ~
Save the only life you can - your own.</center>
I glimpse and stare and long at them and wonder who they’re for
A fairy came to glitter the concrete slabs today;
Perhaps tomorrow she’ll return to spirit me away
~ A little bit of nothing much ~
Save the only life you can - your own.</center>
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I am proud of myself today because I managed to fake my way through the afternoon even though I was feeling so down before I left for my second work shift that I could barely force myself out of bed.
Love,
Stevie
Love,
Stevie
In Which Something Oooh Occurred
And it felt like a winter machine that you go through and then you catch your breath and winter starts again, and everyone else was springbound. And when I chose to live, there was no joy, it's just a line I crossed. I wasn't worth the pain my death would cost, so I was not lost or found....But when you live in a world, well, it gets in to who you th ought you'd be. And now I laugh at how the world changed me. I think life chose me after all.
--Dar Williams
And it felt like a winter machine that you go through and then you catch your breath and winter starts again, and everyone else was springbound. And when I chose to live, there was no joy, it's just a line I crossed. I wasn't worth the pain my death would cost, so I was not lost or found....But when you live in a world, well, it gets in to who you th ought you'd be. And now I laugh at how the world changed me. I think life chose me after all.
--Dar Williams
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Today is my one month SI free. And even in my very realistic dream last night I didn't SI even though I wanted to.
Never to suffer would never to have been blessed.
-Edgar Allan Poe
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i ate some pasta for lunch.
oh and i did it infornt of people aswell.
oh and i did it infornt of people aswell.
"A junkie is someone who uses their body to tell society that something is wrong.”
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