Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Masquerade
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Post by Masquerade » Fri Apr 27, 2007 5:21 pm

I wish she wouldn't have had the baby. She would have been here, with me.

I know, selfish.

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Scatterbrain
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Post by Scatterbrain » Sat Apr 28, 2007 1:02 am

I'm so scared
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )

"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead

Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics

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Callisto
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Post by Callisto » Sat Apr 28, 2007 4:30 pm

i am lost

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Callisto
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Post by Callisto » Sat Apr 28, 2007 5:55 pm

i gave in.

i'd managed to go so long without too, but today i couldn't

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Post by Porcelain_Doll » Sat Apr 28, 2007 6:37 pm

I had a dream I was cheating on him. And in my dream I knew I was cheating on him. But I did it anyway. I'm afraid of this coming true.
Never to suffer would never to have been blessed.
-Edgar Allan Poe
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=110034
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black_23
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Post by black_23 » Sat Apr 28, 2007 10:47 pm

Im scared your not telling me the truth about how things are.
I want to hurt soo much but it feels wrong when i know your there.
I wish someone would look after me sometime, as im slowly falling apart.
'Art washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life' Picasso

'IS THERE NO WAY OUT OF THE MIND?' Sylvia Plath


My Poetry
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=97459

My Place
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=97307

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Spidey
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Post by Spidey » Sat Apr 28, 2007 11:09 pm

They are ideas, and they will stay just that: ideas.
there is, in the end, the letting go.
-marya hornbacher

spidey immer voran
(spidey ever onward)

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marshmallowfluff
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Post by marshmallowfluff » Sun Apr 29, 2007 2:37 pm

I KNOW it cant possibly be my fault, but cos of the things we said to each other, the things i wrote, and the things i thought, i still feel like im to blame, even though i KNOW im not.

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the thought of having to deal with it is way way way too scary, and to me, the only way i wouldnt have to, would be to die.

it was would look accidental.

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PMs are okay
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"Dance like no one's watching.
Love like you'll never be hurt.
Sing like there's nobody listening.
And live like it's heaven on earth."

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Callisto
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Post by Callisto » Sun Apr 29, 2007 9:30 pm

PM's ok

you make me feel so safe and loved that i don't know what i'd do without you...i just wish i knew how to tell you how i feel.

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Skyeler
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Post by Skyeler » Mon Apr 30, 2007 5:44 am

I made it.


Most of the time I feel like I don't belong.
But I got my new favorite record today.
My favorites change every single day.
Except you,
You'll always be number one.
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Callisto
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Post by Callisto » Mon Apr 30, 2007 2:14 pm

i'm looking up products that will make me throw up in the hopes of controlling my weight a bit

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Post by Silentdancer » Tue May 01, 2007 1:54 am

Sometimes I just want to strangle people. :(

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mywildrainbow
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Post by mywildrainbow » Tue May 01, 2007 3:55 am

i don't know how to let people take care of me
"And the day came when the risk it took to remain tight inside the bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom" -Anais Nin

"Loneliness. It's a thing, you know, not a feeling. A big, ugly thing that moves in and takes over until you forget how to live with it, but you can't live without it either" -M.B. Miller

*mwr's deliberately random poetry* http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=97247

where the wild things are http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=113478

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Rodwy
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Post by Rodwy » Tue May 01, 2007 4:04 am

I can't trust anyone, even when I want to.
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volta
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Post by volta » Tue May 01, 2007 4:19 am

i like my scars and my secrets.

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kreaTure333
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Post by kreaTure333 » Tue May 01, 2007 6:44 am

I only feel good when I hate myself and my life. I feel wonderful when I'm miserable.
"We are here to laugh at the odds, and live our lives so well that death will tremble to take us"
-Charles Bukowski

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Rodwy
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Post by Rodwy » Tue May 01, 2007 7:01 am

I'm afraid that if I get help that I wont be the same person afterwards, I like who I am, I just don't like what I do.
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:redstar: "I don't know what to do at which time god screams to me there's nothing left for me to tell you" :redstar:

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wilson
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Post by wilson » Tue May 01, 2007 3:09 pm

pms welcome

its been 5 years 6 months and 3 days and i never been able to tell myself its not my fault.
here goes.

takes breath. its not my fault your no longer here.

i will never be able to belive it tho.
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

counting stars

im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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starcatuk
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Post by starcatuk » Tue May 01, 2007 5:47 pm

its getting worse and im scared that i wont be able to live without it

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Scatterbrain
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Post by Scatterbrain » Tue May 01, 2007 10:45 pm

I'm absolutely terrified of what could happen and how I could react to it.

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I love you.
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )

"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead

Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics

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