Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!

Scatterbrain · Post by **Scatterbrain** » Sun Mar 11, 2007 1:58 am

I want to tell you. I want to tell you everything. I want someone to know. I think you would have the best reaction and the best advice. But what if you dont, what if you hate me, what if your scared of me? I cant run the risk of that happening... I know I will most likely never tell you, but I still think about every once and a while.

steady hands · Post by **steady hands** » Mon Mar 12, 2007 5:19 am

it's been more than 50 days since the last time I si'ed. i want to do it just because i'm afraid i'll never do it again.

chnacat · Post by **chnacat** » Mon Mar 12, 2007 6:18 am

i cannot stand myself. it's difficult to be in my skin. i want to die.

mephistopheles · Post by **mephistopheles** » Mon Mar 12, 2007 9:22 pm

commitment isn't commitment if it has an expiry date.
maybe if it had been indefinite i wouldn't have been able to handle it.

Silentdancer · Post by **Silentdancer** » Mon Mar 12, 2007 11:20 pm

I want to kidnap my niece to protect her from the rapist that is her father. If only I could...

There is no light at the end of my tunnel.

I can't stand the site of my naked body.

caged bird · Post by **caged bird** » Wed Mar 14, 2007 7:52 pm

i'm frightened that i don't have the willpower not to pick up the blade and SI again

PassingCloud · Post by **PassingCloud** » Wed Mar 14, 2007 8:16 pm

in my heart i know the abuse happened.

Quiet little Angel · Post by **Quiet little Angel** » Wed Mar 14, 2007 10:52 pm

i don't just swim to stay fit or to train my knees... i do it to get rid of the rest of my fat... i don't want to stop until theres absolutely nothing left...

Porcelain_Doll · Post by **Porcelain_Doll** » Thu Mar 15, 2007 12:50 am

-PMs are ok-

Sometimes I feel like you're pushing me, but I don't say anything because I don't want to hurt you anymore.

I don't want to lose my childhood, and sometimes I feel like you're stealing it.

I just want you to hold me while I cry.

I hate lying to my little brother.

I hate my mom for not telling me she was on Prozac. I hate her for not mentioning her SAD. I hate that I might have been able to mention to her that I may have SAD if she had told me about herself. I hate that I thought that it would kill her to know about my SI.

I hate lying to my parents.

ComfortablyNumb · Post by **ComfortablyNumb** » Fri Mar 16, 2007 5:34 pm

*PM's Ok*

Sometimes I miss you like hell, but I've moved on and so have you and I think that that's what hurts me the most...That you got over me.

MusicalMorphine · Post by **MusicalMorphine** » Fri Mar 16, 2007 7:42 pm

I really hate my mom sometimes.

Lynds · Post by **Lynds** » Fri Mar 16, 2007 10:48 pm

*SI Triggers*

I have a money box with teddy bears in circus outfits on that my late grandpa gave me years and years ago. I put pennies and 5 pence pieces in it to stop them clogging up my wallet...I also keep my razor blades and a small emergency stash of bandages and elastoplast in it.
I told my partner I would try and stop SIing but when we move I'm taking my money box with me and I'll tell him it's because of the sentimental value.

Lynds · Post by **Lynds** » Fri Mar 16, 2007 10:57 pm

It makes me happy that when I'm off work-either sick or on holiday-they often have to close my department as there is no one else to run it. The shop loses money but it makes me feel like they need me(which I very rarely do when I'm actually there!) I feel guilty for thinking this though...

Scatterbrain · Post by **Scatterbrain** » Sat Mar 17, 2007 11:59 pm

I'm scared of what you will think of me. All of you... Please dont judge me...

~Megan

luckyou03 · Post by **luckyou03** » Sun Mar 18, 2007 6:07 am

Im waiting for my parents to die so i dont hurt them.

I want to be 5 again when i had dreams.

wilson · Post by **wilson** » Sun Mar 18, 2007 7:48 am

PM's ok

i have made myself very ill by trying to od. and i wont get help because i dont want to worry you and call you from hospital explaining everything

Silentdancer · Post by **Silentdancer** » Sun Mar 18, 2007 3:49 pm

many days, I don't think I am going to make it. I want to create my own end.

starcatuk · Post by **starcatuk** » Sun Mar 18, 2007 5:09 pm

I am scared that i wont be able to stop SIing
I tell people when they see my cuts that I was scratched by a cat, the only problem is that I don't have a cat.
Sometimes I want people to just leave me alone but when I ask them they always want to know whats wrong.
I hate lying but I do it all the time.

miffy · Post by **miffy** » Mon Mar 19, 2007 4:04 pm

*PM fine*

I wish that i had the courage to give up

* SI triggers below*

I wish that i could cut myself deeper, harder and longer, i wish that i could make myself bleed for ages and i wish that i could hurt myself in other ways too

Porcelain_Doll · Post by **Porcelain_Doll** » Mon Mar 19, 2007 10:46 pm

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I sit in church and think about blowing my brains out.

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