Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0
- ViolinPlayingGoat
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alone.
disposable.
unmotivated. *sigh*
scared.
disposable.
unmotivated. *sigh*
scared.
'cos i am a rocket on fire[[alone on its journey, home to the quickening ground with no-one there to catch it]]
-kate bush
You do it to yourself, you do, that's what really hurts,
you do it to yourself, just you, you and no-one else
{radiohead}
*~*happiness isn't happiness without a violin playing goat*~*
-kate bush
You do it to yourself, you do, that's what really hurts,
you do it to yourself, just you, you and no-one else
{radiohead}
*~*happiness isn't happiness without a violin playing goat*~*
- strmdncr
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stupid
angry at self
uncertain
angry at self
uncertain
A friend is someone who believes in you even when you've ceased to believe in yourself. (unknown)
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- there_is_hope
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- the edge of the world
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- little pixie dust
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- Something Else
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- Silent_Tears
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- Licentia Poetica
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I'm not doing well.
at all.
and that's an understatement.
but.
noone can do anything.
and noone can feel it but me.
so it doesn't *really* matter.
at all.
and that's an understatement.
but.
noone can do anything.
and noone can feel it but me.
so it doesn't *really* matter.
If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
John Churton Collins
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hopeless
unwanted
needy
angry with myself for being needy
angry with myself for procrastinating
frustrated
bored with architecture drawings
tired of being okay
frustrated with therapy not working
tired of taking care of myself
unsure I can take care of myself
uncertain what I should do
too tired to figure it out
too tired to think about it
dirty (no shower in... 4 or 5 days? *cringes* )
self-hating
like crying on the bathroom floor (as I just finished doing) because it's the smallest room I fit in without feeling like spiders are crawling all over me
unwanted
needy
angry with myself for being needy
angry with myself for procrastinating
frustrated
bored with architecture drawings
tired of being okay
frustrated with therapy not working
tired of taking care of myself
unsure I can take care of myself
uncertain what I should do
too tired to figure it out
too tired to think about it
dirty (no shower in... 4 or 5 days? *cringes* )
self-hating
like crying on the bathroom floor (as I just finished doing) because it's the smallest room I fit in without feeling like spiders are crawling all over me
- steady hands
- quintessential regular
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- PassingCloud
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destroyed. exhausted. sick.
[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)
My Place
- Something Else
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