Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by HakunaMatata » Sat Feb 17, 2007 2:07 am

broken.
*NO HUGS PLEASE*

Ache-me se for capaz HM's place- everyone welcome but please read first post!

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Post by half/hearted » Sat Feb 17, 2007 6:21 am

Calm.
Please be gentle with me.

you will fly and you will crawl
god knows even angels fall
no such thing as you "lost it all"
god knows even angels fall :pinkstar:

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Sun Feb 18, 2007 12:39 am

reflective..
worried.
wondering.
little scared.
hoping.
wanting to be selfish..
wishing.

i feel mixed at the moment.

:bluestar:
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.

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Post by Lynds » Sun Feb 18, 2007 11:52 am

:( Hurt
:( Let down
:( Broken
:( Like I can't trust ***
:( Sad
:( Like crying
"She would never know, because he would never tell her. Somehow if she’d known the worst parts, she couldn’t have gone on being a haven for him… He needed her ignorance to hide in. Yet at the same time, he wanted to know and be known as deeply as possible. And the two desires were irreconcilable"
From Regeneration by Pat Barker

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Post by handmade mute » Sun Feb 18, 2007 1:04 pm

Like there's nothing left of me.

(Don't worry, I'm not any danger to myself or anything, just really depressed right now.)

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Post by MusicalMorphine » Sun Feb 18, 2007 6:37 pm

Cold
Shakey
Scared

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Post by strmdncr » Sun Feb 18, 2007 6:59 pm

disappointed
questioning
self-blame
A friend is someone who believes in you even when you've ceased to believe in yourself. (unknown)

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Mon Feb 19, 2007 12:18 am

not okay.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.

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Post by wish » Mon Feb 19, 2007 1:25 am

souless
empty
worthless
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Post by balletomane » Mon Feb 19, 2007 2:00 am

weepy.

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Post by Spidey » Mon Feb 19, 2007 4:30 am

I feel disgusted.
there is, in the end, the letting go.
-marya hornbacher

spidey immer voran
(spidey ever onward)

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Post by Silent_Tears » Mon Feb 19, 2007 4:43 am

scared

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Post by Seeshellz » Mon Feb 19, 2007 12:53 pm

Silent_Tears wrote:scared
(((HUGS)))for you hun!!!

I feel happy, but really tired.
"If you learn from your suffering,

and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,

you might be able to help someone else who's now

in the phase you may have just completed.

Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

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Post by mithz » Mon Feb 19, 2007 10:22 pm

selfish
hurtful
disrespectful
evil
bad
heartless

etc...

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Mon Feb 19, 2007 10:34 pm

selfish.
worthless.
unwanted.
unloved.
invisable.
not heard.

:bluestar:
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.

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Post by black_23 » Mon Feb 19, 2007 11:29 pm

Nervous
Jittery
2-D/Flat
'Art washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life' Picasso

'IS THERE NO WAY OUT OF THE MIND?' Sylvia Plath


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Post by Seeshellz » Tue Feb 20, 2007 12:49 pm

tired
scared
depressed
sad
afraid
hopeful
full
"If you learn from your suffering,

and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,

you might be able to help someone else who's now

in the phase you may have just completed.

Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

Anonymous

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Wed Feb 21, 2007 1:35 am

upbeat.
buzzing.
positive..

I blame the Red Bull I had..

:bluestar:
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.

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Post by there_is_hope » Wed Feb 21, 2007 2:42 am

tired
sick
ugly
blah..
"Keep Moving Forward."- Meet the Robinsons

Si free since Sept 28/08

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Post by crs13 » Wed Feb 21, 2007 4:50 am

flat
detached
not caring about anything
so tired
blah
lazy
can't think
worthless
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