Right now I feel...
- StevieLynn
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Panicky
Vulnerable
Insignificant
Lonely
Frightened
Vulnerable
Insignificant
Lonely
Frightened
In Which Something Oooh Occurred
And it felt like a winter machine that you go through and then you catch your breath and winter starts again, and everyone else was springbound. And when I chose to live, there was no joy, it's just a line I crossed. I wasn't worth the pain my death would cost, so I was not lost or found....But when you live in a world, well, it gets in to who you th ought you'd be. And now I laugh at how the world changed me. I think life chose me after all.
--Dar Williams
And it felt like a winter machine that you go through and then you catch your breath and winter starts again, and everyone else was springbound. And when I chose to live, there was no joy, it's just a line I crossed. I wasn't worth the pain my death would cost, so I was not lost or found....But when you live in a world, well, it gets in to who you th ought you'd be. And now I laugh at how the world changed me. I think life chose me after all.
--Dar Williams
- Seeshellz
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depressed
devastated
terrified
pained
hurt
regretful
angry
discouraged
guilty
shamed
alienated
weak
distressed
devastated
terrified
pained
hurt
regretful
angry
discouraged
guilty
shamed
alienated
weak
distressed
"If you learn from your suffering,
and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else who's now
in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."
Anonymous
and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else who's now
in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."
Anonymous
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Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.
Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.
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- Seeshellz
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tired
depressed
a loser
a failure
trapped
controlled
manipulated
small
weak
urgy
afraid
terrified
wanting to escape
abused
depressed
a loser
a failure
trapped
controlled
manipulated
small
weak
urgy
afraid
terrified
wanting to escape
abused
"If you learn from your suffering,
and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else who's now
in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."
Anonymous
and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else who's now
in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."
Anonymous
- there_is_hope
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invisible
useless
pathetic
lost
useless
pathetic
lost
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- acdcrocker1909
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shitty.
physically ill.
stressed.
worried.
doubting.
scared.
hating.
stressed.
physically ill.
stressed.
worried.
doubting.
scared.
hating.
stressed.
Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.
Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.
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dead.
cold.
alone.
stressed.
scared.
afraid.
like a waste of space.
cold.
alone.
stressed.
scared.
afraid.
like a waste of space.
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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