Right now I feel...

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Fri Jan 26, 2007 12:56 am

pissed.
frustrated.
hurt.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by StevieLynn » Fri Jan 26, 2007 1:35 am

Confused. Conflicted.
In Which Something Oooh Occurred

And it felt like a winter machine that you go through and then you catch your breath and winter starts again, and everyone else was springbound. And when I chose to live, there was no joy, it's just a line I crossed. I wasn't worth the pain my death would cost, so I was not lost or found....But when you live in a world, well, it gets in to who you th ought you'd be. And now I laugh at how the world changed me. I think life chose me after all.
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Post by the edge of the world » Fri Jan 26, 2007 1:58 am

tired. very. but my mom made me get out of bed so that I can get on a human sleeping schedule... :-? I guess it would be better to not be nocturnal and constantly sick...
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Fri Jan 26, 2007 2:40 pm

blah.
not awake.
kinda numb.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by Digitalis » Fri Jan 26, 2007 3:34 pm

Drained and sleepy.
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Post by Digitalis » Sat Jan 27, 2007 4:40 pm

Empty and a bit shaky. Like I'm never waking up.
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Post by tattybluetrees » Sat Jan 27, 2007 10:05 pm

Like magic. Like sunshine. Like glass. Like teh ubermensh. Glowing. Perfect. On fire. Made of joy. Made of love. Made of happiness. Made of movement. Needless. Heedless. Happiness.

Like I need to find a way to come the fuck down
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Sat Jan 27, 2007 11:41 pm

kinda drained.
little bit sick like..
tired.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by wilson » Sun Jan 28, 2007 7:36 am

i feel tired.
like i should have emotions.
sad.
alone.
like c rying.
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Post by the edge of the world » Sun Jan 28, 2007 8:17 am

tired.
alone.
scared.
hopeless.
anxious.
jittery.
uncontrolled.
nauseous.
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Post by Seeshellz » Sun Jan 28, 2007 11:58 am

tired
worthless
hopeless
hated
angry
abused
used
ripped apart
depressed
triggered
SU
afraid
hurt
hurtful
bad
wanting peace
wanting relief
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Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

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Post by the edge of the world » Mon Jan 29, 2007 8:43 am

hurt
alone
abandoned
tired, but not in a sleepy way
eyes hurt from :1cries: all evening
worthless
cold
like curling up in a me-sized cube
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Post by little pixie dust » Mon Jan 29, 2007 5:18 pm

shit
selfish
fat
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Tue Jan 30, 2007 4:15 am

blah.. but better than earlier today..
i hate mondays.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by purplefroggydishwasher » Tue Jan 30, 2007 12:34 pm

apart from the need for a cigarette, empty... or full. whatever it is it's all in me. if that makes sense.

i feel 'all eyes on me' by the goo goo dolls...
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Post by Seeshellz » Tue Jan 30, 2007 3:36 pm

I'm feeling pretty good for a change, but I usually feel good in the morning and then it goes downhill from there...
"If you learn from your suffering,

and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,

you might be able to help someone else who's now

in the phase you may have just completed.

Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

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Post by little pixie dust » Tue Jan 30, 2007 5:16 pm

i feeel awful..
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Wed Jan 31, 2007 1:59 am

like shit now.
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It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by Something Else » Wed Jan 31, 2007 3:34 am

I feel exhausted from a crazy day at work.

I feel dread at my counseling appointment an hour from now.

I feel stupid for needing counseling, and stupid for not sharing my list of questions for the counselor last week (our first session).

I feel worried that I did or said something wrong today at work, especially when talking with a student's parent. I don't interact with parents a lot, and I'm afraid I might have overstepped my role as paraeducator.

I feel guilty about lying to my family about where I'm going this evening (when I go to my counseling appointment).
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Post by pretty » Wed Jan 31, 2007 10:59 am

exhausted.
better than yesterday.
slightly hopeful.
'this is what she says gets her through it,
"if I don't let myself be happy now, then when?"' - jimmy eat world

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