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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by little pixie dust » Sun Jan 21, 2007 12:04 am

Tired. :roll:
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Post by Seeshellz » Sun Jan 21, 2007 12:33 am

was feeling good but my PSTD is now acting up... :roll: had a panic attack and feeling anxious and having these weird feelings about my ex....
"If you learn from your suffering,

and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,

you might be able to help someone else who's now

in the phase you may have just completed.

Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Sun Jan 21, 2007 12:37 am

lonely.. :(
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by wilson » Sun Jan 21, 2007 2:11 am

i.feel.like.people.have.forgotten.im.leaving.and.they.dont.really.care.
.i.feel.like.im.being.used.and.that.no.onecares.about.anything.that.happens.to.me..
.i.feel.like.such.a.fake,pretending.to.be.happy.all.the.time.
.i.feel.like.the.only.way.i.can.escape.this.pain.and.suffering.is.to.die.
.ifeel.useless,hopeless.
.i.feel.like.a.parisite.in.the.lives.of.everyone.i.know..
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im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by StevieLynn » Sun Jan 21, 2007 2:14 am

I feel shaky and scared from having a panic attack this afternoon.
In Which Something Oooh Occurred

And it felt like a winter machine that you go through and then you catch your breath and winter starts again, and everyone else was springbound. And when I chose to live, there was no joy, it's just a line I crossed. I wasn't worth the pain my death would cost, so I was not lost or found....But when you live in a world, well, it gets in to who you th ought you'd be. And now I laugh at how the world changed me. I think life chose me after all.
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Sun Jan 21, 2007 2:54 am

unwanted.
alone.
unloved.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.
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Post by delicateshadow » Sun Jan 21, 2007 3:03 pm

cold
In the Dark and the Deep there are truths that can always heal ~ Ken Wilber
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Post by Binayshee » Sun Jan 21, 2007 4:49 pm

sad
tired
hungry
angry
frustrated
lonely
feel like blowing it all as an expression of anger
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Post by MusicalMorphine » Sun Jan 21, 2007 6:34 pm

I'm really nervous about going to karate tonight. I have no idea why.
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Post by Seeshellz » Sun Jan 21, 2007 6:56 pm

very anxious
down
"If you learn from your suffering,

and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,

you might be able to help someone else who's now

in the phase you may have just completed.

Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

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Post by TmptPlyr511 » Sun Jan 21, 2007 8:01 pm

scared
sad
nervious
anxious
depressed
tired
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Post by Binayshee » Sun Jan 21, 2007 8:31 pm

"ragey"
angry
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Sun Jan 21, 2007 8:55 pm

cold.. my feet are froze.
tired.
down.
lonely.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.
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Post by Binayshee » Mon Jan 22, 2007 1:33 am

lonely
angry
frustrated
miss you
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Post by wilson » Mon Jan 22, 2007 11:07 am

in a place of wanting to die. but not.
SU
really wanting to hurt myself again.
tired.
drunk.
uncontrollable.
sad.
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

counting stars

im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by purplefroggydishwasher » Mon Jan 22, 2007 12:45 pm

frustrated. adgitated. lonley. peeved to the max
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Post by little pixie dust » Mon Jan 22, 2007 5:20 pm

alone
confused
tired
worthless
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Post by Seeshellz » Mon Jan 22, 2007 5:25 pm

anxious
alone
and I hate myself
"If you learn from your suffering,

and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,

you might be able to help someone else who's now

in the phase you may have just completed.

Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

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Post by MusicalMorphine » Mon Jan 22, 2007 5:42 pm

I'm such a waste of space. Stupid bitch.
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Post by Seeshellz » Mon Jan 22, 2007 6:19 pm

I just had a major flashback and I'm all messed up now...he's coming to get me...I'm still scared...
"If you learn from your suffering,

and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,

you might be able to help someone else who's now

in the phase you may have just completed.

Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

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