Right now I feel...
- little pixie dust
- building community
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- Seeshellz
- my other car is a bus
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was feeling good but my PSTD is now acting up... had a panic attack and feeling anxious and having these weird feelings about my ex....
"If you learn from your suffering,
and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else who's now
in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."
Anonymous
and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else who's now
in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."
Anonymous
- acdcrocker1909
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lonely..
Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.
Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.
- wilson
- just plain inspiring
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i.feel.like.people.have.forgotten.im.leaving.and.they.dont.really.care.
.i.feel.like.im.being.used.and.that.no.onecares.about.anything.that.happens.to.me..
.i.feel.like.such.a.fake,pretending.to.be.happy.all.the.time.
.i.feel.like.the.only.way.i.can.escape.this.pain.and.suffering.is.to.die.
.ifeel.useless,hopeless.
.i.feel.like.a.parisite.in.the.lives.of.everyone.i.know..
.i.feel.like.im.being.used.and.that.no.onecares.about.anything.that.happens.to.me..
.i.feel.like.such.a.fake,pretending.to.be.happy.all.the.time.
.i.feel.like.the.only.way.i.can.escape.this.pain.and.suffering.is.to.die.
.ifeel.useless,hopeless.
.i.feel.like.a.parisite.in.the.lives.of.everyone.i.know..
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
</center>
R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
</center>
- StevieLynn
- bus mechanic
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I feel shaky and scared from having a panic attack this afternoon.
In Which Something Oooh Occurred
And it felt like a winter machine that you go through and then you catch your breath and winter starts again, and everyone else was springbound. And when I chose to live, there was no joy, it's just a line I crossed. I wasn't worth the pain my death would cost, so I was not lost or found....But when you live in a world, well, it gets in to who you th ought you'd be. And now I laugh at how the world changed me. I think life chose me after all.
--Dar Williams
And it felt like a winter machine that you go through and then you catch your breath and winter starts again, and everyone else was springbound. And when I chose to live, there was no joy, it's just a line I crossed. I wasn't worth the pain my death would cost, so I was not lost or found....But when you live in a world, well, it gets in to who you th ought you'd be. And now I laugh at how the world changed me. I think life chose me after all.
--Dar Williams
- acdcrocker1909
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unwanted.
alone.
unloved.
alone.
unloved.
Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.
Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.
- delicateshadow
- meeting the neighbors
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- MusicalMorphine
- growing roots
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- unpacking boxes
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- acdcrocker1909
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cold.. my feet are froze.
tired.
down.
lonely.
tired.
down.
lonely.
Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.
Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.
- wilson
- just plain inspiring
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in a place of wanting to die. but not.
SU
really wanting to hurt myself again.
tired.
drunk.
uncontrollable.
sad.
SU
really wanting to hurt myself again.
tired.
drunk.
uncontrollable.
sad.
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
</center>
R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
</center>
- purplefroggydishwasher
- knows the ropes
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frustrated. adgitated. lonley. peeved to the max
what milo is
milo as in my place: Read only version - No replies, thanks!
the what's what of dressings
Zombie purplefroggydishwasher
PFD IS: The Snape of Milo, Tsar of Cool, Queen of Camping Equiptment, Archbishop of Rock and a member of the Order of the Seam Ripper
- little pixie dust
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- MusicalMorphine
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- Seeshellz
- my other car is a bus
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I just had a major flashback and I'm all messed up now...he's coming to get me...I'm still scared...
"If you learn from your suffering,
and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else who's now
in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."
Anonymous
and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else who's now
in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."
Anonymous
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