Right now I feel...

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by calypso » Wed Jan 17, 2007 12:48 pm

i feel sad and alone, like people keep forgetting i'm here to spend time with. i feel frustrated with myself.
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i feel unimpressed that i slipped. again. and also quite apprehensive about the fact that i feel like i need to again. but properly this time.
i feel this responibility to keep my arms clear, but i dont know how long it will last. i can only wear so many bracelets and long sleeved tops in summer.
i feel like i need to say this somewhere else, but i keep feeling the need to act so tough and recovered.
blah.
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Post by Binayshee » Wed Jan 17, 2007 4:02 pm

sad
tired (hardly slept)
lonely
mad
hurt
i hate having a bad night, i've been so lucky with sleeping for a long time up until a few nights ago
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Post by Seeshellz » Wed Jan 17, 2007 5:25 pm

happy - I made 1 month SI free today :)
"If you learn from your suffering,

and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,

you might be able to help someone else who's now

in the phase you may have just completed.

Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Thu Jan 18, 2007 1:00 am

mellow.. thanks to my energy drinks today.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by chnacat » Thu Jan 18, 2007 1:09 am

hated
uncomfortable
alone
confused
tired
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Thu Jan 18, 2007 4:23 am

hated.
unwanted.
tired.
lonely.
worthless.
a tag along.
a waste.
hidden.
pathetic.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by (*Haven*) » Thu Jan 18, 2007 6:04 am

Confused.


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Post by green » Thu Jan 18, 2007 2:53 pm

hopeful.
"Sometimes you climb out of bed in the morning and you think, I’m not going to make it, but you laugh inside — remembering all the times you’ve felt that way."
- Charles Bukowski, Gamblers All
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Post by green » Thu Jan 18, 2007 2:54 pm

Seeshellz wrote:happy - I made 1 month SI free today :)
congrats shell, that's brilliant news. well done you :)
"Sometimes you climb out of bed in the morning and you think, I’m not going to make it, but you laugh inside — remembering all the times you’ve felt that way."
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Post by danonegative » Thu Jan 18, 2007 4:14 pm

weak
vulnerable
tired
hopeful
helpless

poud that I hawe gone another day SI free
scared that I might slip.

thanful that I have this list when need it

D.
Let me put on my clown face,
Before I roll out of bed.
So everyone who looks at me,
Won't know how sad I am.
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Post by Seeshellz » Thu Jan 18, 2007 5:54 pm

I feel like no one likes me.

Ignored
SU triggered
SI triggered
depressed
anxious
alone
hated
afraid to go out of my apt.
hurt
unloved
rejected
"If you learn from your suffering,

and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,

you might be able to help someone else who's now

in the phase you may have just completed.

Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

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Post by Lynds » Thu Jan 18, 2007 9:45 pm

:star: Reminiscent

:star: Proud of myself for going to HMFP last night :)

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Post by Binayshee » Fri Jan 19, 2007 3:14 pm

lonely
sad
frustrated
"deflated" or something along those lines
like escaping
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Post by Seeshellz » Fri Jan 19, 2007 6:15 pm

depressed
anxious
panicky
afraid
freaking out
triggered
urgy
SU
scared
irritated
useless
"If you learn from your suffering,

and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,

you might be able to help someone else who's now

in the phase you may have just completed.

Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

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Post by Quiet little Angel » Fri Jan 19, 2007 7:38 pm

alone... pathetic... dumped...
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Sat Jan 20, 2007 1:11 am

teetering between plain blah.. and crap.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.
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Post by StevieLynn » Sat Jan 20, 2007 2:21 am

Pleased that I have made it so far today
Apprehensive about the rest of the night
A little shaky
In Which Something Oooh Occurred

And it felt like a winter machine that you go through and then you catch your breath and winter starts again, and everyone else was springbound. And when I chose to live, there was no joy, it's just a line I crossed. I wasn't worth the pain my death would cost, so I was not lost or found....But when you live in a world, well, it gets in to who you th ought you'd be. And now I laugh at how the world changed me. I think life chose me after all.
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Post by the edge of the world » Sat Jan 20, 2007 3:00 am

Nervous that I have invited myself to go out with my friends... I haven't done anything social for a long while. Also nervous that my T hasn't responded to my email about our no-*su* contract (I said I wasn't clear about what it meant).
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Post by Seeshellz » Sat Jan 20, 2007 10:40 pm

Really happy for a change!! :D
"If you learn from your suffering,

and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,

you might be able to help someone else who's now

in the phase you may have just completed.

Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

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