Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

Aly · Post by **Aly** » Mon Jan 15, 2007 8:12 pm

I quite need you to be okay little guy.

I don't know you, and have never met you, but I completely adore you.

You just hang on, okay?

LT · Post by LT » Mon Jan 15, 2007 9:23 pm

Wish i knew what to say to make you realise how much you mean to me, i've never meet you but that doesn't dampen these feelings i have for you. I want to make you happy, i'm crazy about you.

Quiet little Angel · Post by **Quiet little Angel** » Mon Jan 15, 2007 10:00 pm

i wish you'd just look at me once in a while and just think... maybe even ask... just once... how are you?... those are the words i need to hear... just once... from someone that i can actually be honest with... i just need you to care a bit... well... you don't even have to care... just pretend to care... maybe even hug me... please?

kermit · Post by **kermit** » Mon Jan 15, 2007 10:00 pm

You had to have known about my SI-ing, you never said anything, you never tried to help me. I'm getting through it but no thanks to any of you. You didn't care enough to acknowledge the darkness that I was living. I've forgiven my friends, but it'll be hard to forgive you, maybe I never will.

Seeshellz · Post by **Seeshellz** » Tue Jan 16, 2007 12:42 am

I hope you can help me tomorrow.

rainbow_rally · Post by **rainbow_rally** » Tue Jan 16, 2007 1:23 am

ur a bastard,
a coward
a bully
you are such a lovely person, i know you split up with your girlfriend, and i know you are hurt, but theres no need to hurt me, when all ive tried to do, is listen to you, be there for you.

and you hurt me. called me names.

Post by **Spidey** » Tue Jan 16, 2007 1:31 am

instead of dealing with the flashbacks like a normal person, i'm drinking to forget.

acdcrocker1909 · Post by **acdcrocker1909** » Tue Jan 16, 2007 4:04 am

once again.. you've left me out of everything.. "yea, she wont know if we party 2 miles from her house.. and we dont tell her a word about it" .. yea about that.. i know.. i've known.. and you can go screw yourself. i know you're the one behind every thing.. oh yea, i just want that boy you've got yourself attached too.. sure..keep thinking that..

I've let you down again.. i'm sorry.. I don't think I can keep putting up the "perfect" facade for you.. I can't be the happy person you want me to be..

you.. i don't hear from you in over 2 weeks.. and then you call me up and its like "hey hun!".. and then have to go 3 minutes later.. yea.. that's real nice.. and each time i do talk to you.. i can still hear you and that damned ultimatium you handed out.. you know how i feel about those.. and you still gave one out.. *sigh*

I thank you.. but most of all I love you.. not in the romantic sense you moron.. just I love you for the man you are.. for the help you have been.. for making me smile.

Screw you. screw every conversation, every email, every moment we spent together.. yea.. you were one of the teachers i thought that i could trust to help me.. that apparently was a lie. that one little conversation we had the one day.. and you told me I was doing it wrong.. yea.. that's bothered me ever since.. and its been almost a year since that convo.. and i am still having issues with it.. thanks a lot. it's bad enough that i dont think i can do most things right.. but apparently to you... i cannot even si the "right" way.. fuck you.

Don't let anyone tell you that you are anything but amazing.. you shall outshine every last person who tells you that you are a nobody.. you will be a somebody.. your name will be known.. and the rest of them.. people will go "huh?" when you mention them.. You are going to be someone great, and amazing in this world.. don't let assholes pull you down.. keep your head up.. and if worst comes to worst.. you've played softball.. you can throw things.. and you throw a hard ball.. so hit 'em in the back of the head with something.. never know.. that might make things better.. people are proud of you.. they just don't show it.. and if you can get one or two just to look you in the eye and tell you that they are proud of you.. then you'll know for sure.. someone is proud.. and those that are proud of you.. care about you.. and they even love you.. trust those people.. if your life was on the line.. they would be the ones to jump to your aid.. trust me.. i see it everyday.. they care.. let them care.. and tell them you love them as much as you are able to get the words out.. they might not say it back.. but they do love you.. you are loved. Trust me on this.

Seeshellz · Post by **Seeshellz** » Tue Jan 16, 2007 9:47 pm

Thank you for helping me get through my flashback this afternoon.

LT · Post by LT » Tue Jan 16, 2007 9:59 pm

I hate you

Aly · Post by **Aly** » Tue Jan 16, 2007 10:20 pm

I miss you

It is time for you to come back.

It wasn't fair you were taken away.

Six months is way too long...

I miss you. I love you loads darling. Ever your Little Ray of Sunshine xxx

Skyeler · Post by **Skyeler** » Wed Jan 17, 2007 2:27 am

Sometimes, when I'm sitting up in bed awake in the middle of the night panicking about my stomach... or my arms... or how tall I am... When my BDD gets really bad... I think about how easy it would be to just take whatever pain killers and left over Xanax I have in one of the drawers somewhere in this house. Or how I can still get coke from a minimum of five people I know, how coke makes me feel better because I dont' eat and I'm awake for a day and my brain starts thinking about it and I want it bad.

But I don't.

Because you're beside me, and Hunter's in the next room.

mephistopheles · Post by **mephistopheles** » Wed Jan 17, 2007 3:11 am

I don't love you.
I can't.
I might if I were normal.
But then you might not love me.
So what would be the point in that?

flipflopfetish · Post by **flipflopfetish** » Wed Jan 17, 2007 3:55 am

I feel like your dirty little secret and this revolts me. Please acknowledge my existance in public or at least fuck me. (Actually, don't do the second one

)

purplefroggydishwasher · Post by **purplefroggydishwasher** » Wed Jan 17, 2007 3:01 pm

can you stop playing this fucking game with me?

You're cynical and beautiful
You always make a scene
You're monochrome delirious
You're nothing that you seem
I'm drowning in your vanity
Your laugh is disease
You're dirty and you're sweet
You know you're everything I need

you are a fucking enigma! either be with me or leave me alone!

Seeshellz · Post by **Seeshellz** » Wed Jan 17, 2007 5:37 pm

I felt rejected yesterday and it hurt. You play favourites. And it's so obvious. It's not fair. It shouldn't be that way, but it is. I wish I was your favourite. I wish you loved me like you love her. Sometimes I wish I could hurt you so you would know how it feels but I don't know how anyway.

April · Post by **April** » Wed Jan 17, 2007 6:54 pm

I would never tell you this. But I think you may be right. And that scares the shit out of me.

mephistopheles · Post by **mephistopheles** » Wed Jan 17, 2007 6:59 pm

I'm dying.
It's a physical fact.
Please, tell me how I can help you.

Aly · Post by **Aly** » Wed Jan 17, 2007 7:15 pm

The thing is, I'm not entirely sure I could cope if you did...

Pms fine

LT · Post by LT » Wed Jan 17, 2007 9:20 pm

miss you, wish i could be with you, wish i could make you see, wish i had the way to give you the world and to be blessed with yur love

bus

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