Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Hisforever
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Post by Hisforever » Mon Jan 08, 2007 10:58 am

your email while i am sure you thought it was very nice and supportive freaked me out more than i can tell you... things will never be the same again

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Post by wish » Mon Jan 08, 2007 3:09 pm

i was never told about the text message you sent when i got married.i cant help feeling it could have helped make things a little better.
i still dont understand why you cut her off like that.me i can understand we've never been close.but she doesnt deserve this.i think your just bieng lazy.
i pretend you dont matter to me.im sure thats what you think.but deep down i love you so much.i miss you,miss having a brother.i never know if u really cared about me like you did her.and that hurts.but if you asked to be part of my life id jump at the chance.
i wish things were different i really doxxxxx
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Post by balletomane » Mon Jan 08, 2007 3:12 pm

I am REALLY pissed off about your decision because it is virtually a direct violation of the terms of my leave. It is unfair for you to punish me for factors that I cannot control, especially since you acknowledge that mentally I'm in a good enough place to come back.

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Post by Koru » Mon Jan 08, 2007 7:14 pm

I love you.

I know you'll never be able to love me back but I hope that one day you'll be over her enough that you can be happy with someone.

We can't keep doing the stuff we have been because it makes me feel like I'm special to you when I'm not. If I'm ever going to have a real relationship with someone else I need move on from you.

I'll always be here for you.
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Post by LT » Mon Jan 08, 2007 7:47 pm

I love you and i wish you could see that all i want to do is hold and protect you, i wish you could look at me the way i see you, i think your amazing.
I am an architect, they call me a butcher
I am a pioneer, they call me primitive
I am purity, they call me perverted
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I find it kinda funny, i find it kinda sad, the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had - Mad World

Your no good for me, I don't need nobody, don't need noone - The Prodigy

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Post by mephistopheles » Mon Jan 08, 2007 7:51 pm

if i don't do them now. if i don't keep going. then i'll curl up in a little ball, never leave the house, and shrivel up and die. so. even if it hurts. we've got to keep going.
“Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.”

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Post by Callisto » Tue Jan 09, 2007 1:04 am

i feel empty

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Post by Skyeler » Tue Jan 09, 2007 6:09 am

I'm worried about you.
Stop loosing weight.
I can tell you know.


Most of the time I feel like I don't belong.
But I got my new favorite record today.
My favorites change every single day.
Except you,
You'll always be number one.
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Wed Jan 10, 2007 4:24 am

:star: screw you.. just screw you.. how could you think that way? how could you even act like this when you had told me numerous times that you knew what it was like.. that you understood where i came from with so many different things.. you destroyed my trust in so many.. i can't trust because of you.. i had difficulties trusting before you.. but i could trust then.. i can count with just a hand how many i would trust my life too.. before.. i had another hand.. i lost an entire hand of people i really trusted thanks to you.. and now i am afraid to add people on.. thanks.. you really made things easier... [sarcasm].. screw you bitch.
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Post by Windswept Thumb » Thu Jan 11, 2007 1:49 am

You know, I was bound and determined that I would not like you for our first date. But then I liked you and I thought that you would never call me again. But then you did and now nearly 6 months later I love you. And I can't tell you because you only want to be friends. You can be a self-centered prick at times, but I still care. I must be a sadist. But you made my heart heal and let my other loves go. Why can't I just tell you how I feel and what I want! It shouldn't be that hard and yet I can't seem to do it! I honestly don't know if you would even care, but I should tell you. Honesty is the best policy, right? So: I love you. I want to be with you. I want to build a life with you.
For I am nothing more than a ghost and a shadow upon this earth. - Me

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Thu Jan 11, 2007 3:27 am

:star: fuck you. fuck you. and fuck you some more.. i just hate you.. I can never trust you again.. nice move.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by Aly » Thu Jan 11, 2007 1:58 pm

I really like you. I wish you would fucking notice. And fucking like me back.
The wind and I, we speak the same, but he don’t hear so well.
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.


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Post by LT » Thu Jan 11, 2007 3:58 pm

You mean so much to me, i wish there was a chance, i think your amazing and beautiful .............. if only i had a chance and you'd felt the same way.
I am an architect, they call me a butcher
I am a pioneer, they call me primitive
I am purity, they call me perverted
- Manic street preachers

I find it kinda funny, i find it kinda sad, the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had - Mad World

Your no good for me, I don't need nobody, don't need noone - The Prodigy

You'll never walk alone

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Post by mephistopheles » Fri Jan 12, 2007 12:58 am

well. this is what you said you wanted isn't it? I'm not cutting. That's what you said. I've replaced it. But I had to. I can't just cope normally. I don't know how.
“Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.”

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Post by rainbow_rally » Fri Jan 12, 2007 1:55 am

why dont you talk to me like you did the wednesday we met?
why do i let you control me?
why the fuck am i such a fucking pushover??????

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Post by rainbow_rally » Fri Jan 12, 2007 2:12 am

i hate my life i wish i was dead everything i do is wrong i cant do anything right

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Post by leemc77 » Fri Jan 12, 2007 2:48 am

LIFE SUCKS!!!!! :cry:
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Post by zombiepeople » Fri Jan 12, 2007 4:45 am

I can't believe you raped me and then told me I was insane. You fucker. I can't believe I ever trusted you. I hate you both...I hate myself...I hate all of this shit you've put me through. life sux :cry:

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mephistopheles
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Post by mephistopheles » Fri Jan 12, 2007 11:45 pm

why would you leave us when we most need you?
why does everybody leave us?
what did we do?
“Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.”

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Post by Aly » Sat Jan 13, 2007 12:29 am

I wish I knew how to make it all better for you.

I wish I knew how to protect you from everything...


but mainly from yourself.
The wind and I, we speak the same, but he don’t hear so well.
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.


If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...

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