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- Scatterbrain
- bus conductor
- Posts: 5074
- Joined: Thu Sep 22, 2005 3:17 am
- Location: Washington state, USA
I think I might like you. As in more-than-a-friend. That scares me. Its not right. Your a girl and I'm a girl, but as far as I know, I'm straight. I'm so confused. I dont know what I am thinking anymore.
~Megan
~Megan
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics
- flipflopfetish
- awe-inspiring
- Posts: 6119
- Joined: Sat Nov 12, 2005 3:49 am
- Location: People's Republic of Berzerkley
- Contact:
BUT I'M NOT HAVING A HAPPY FUCKING NEW YEAR
- Place -- please visit me!<br>
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zombie emily
- poet with probs
- meeting the neighbors
- Posts: 402
- Joined: Fri May 26, 2006 4:22 am
- Location: in the closet
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i am not having a happy new uear ecause i am not with the girl that i love
im afraid that i love her more than she loves me
im afraid of somthing hapaning to her when she is 17 because i have lost everyone that i have loved when they were 17
im afraid that i love her more than she loves me
im afraid of somthing hapaning to her when she is 17 because i have lost everyone that i have loved when they were 17
( ) i think this is the first cow that was ever on here
my poems http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=99532
R.I.P. Matthew August 14, 1988 - July 25, 2006
You will always be remembered.
R.I.P Nicole october 25, 1987 - May 12, 2005
both of you will allwase be remberd
my poems http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=99532
R.I.P. Matthew August 14, 1988 - July 25, 2006
You will always be remembered.
R.I.P Nicole october 25, 1987 - May 12, 2005
both of you will allwase be remberd
What I would like to say to two people I used to be friends with and am now not. *lang*
I'M SICK OF YOUR STUPID FUCKING GAMES. I'M NOT GOING TO CHASE AFTER YOU. I NEVER HAVE AND I NEVER WILL. YOU'RE EITHER MATES WITH ME OR NOT. YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO TRY AND TEST THAT. YOU SILLY PRICK, I'M GLAD YOU LEFT. I HOPE YOU STAY LOST.
AND AS FOR YOU...LEAVE ME ALONE. I HATE YOU WITH A PASSION. WHY DO YOU THINK I ASKED NOT TO BE MATES WITH YOU ANYMORE?! YOU'RE A FUCKING CREEP. YOU BETRAYED J AND EMBARESSED ME. WHY DID YOU EVER THINK I WOULD WANT THAT? I DIDN'T EVEN LIKE YOU AS A MATE THAT MUCH! STOP FUCKING TEXTING ME AND LEAVE L ALONE-SHE'S SICK OF YOUR WHINING TOO. YOU SAD, PATHETIC LITTLE MAN. YOU MAKE ME SICK. I WISH YOU'D JUST FUCK RIGHT OFF.
I'M SICK OF YOUR STUPID FUCKING GAMES. I'M NOT GOING TO CHASE AFTER YOU. I NEVER HAVE AND I NEVER WILL. YOU'RE EITHER MATES WITH ME OR NOT. YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO TRY AND TEST THAT. YOU SILLY PRICK, I'M GLAD YOU LEFT. I HOPE YOU STAY LOST.
AND AS FOR YOU...LEAVE ME ALONE. I HATE YOU WITH A PASSION. WHY DO YOU THINK I ASKED NOT TO BE MATES WITH YOU ANYMORE?! YOU'RE A FUCKING CREEP. YOU BETRAYED J AND EMBARESSED ME. WHY DID YOU EVER THINK I WOULD WANT THAT? I DIDN'T EVEN LIKE YOU AS A MATE THAT MUCH! STOP FUCKING TEXTING ME AND LEAVE L ALONE-SHE'S SICK OF YOUR WHINING TOO. YOU SAD, PATHETIC LITTLE MAN. YOU MAKE ME SICK. I WISH YOU'D JUST FUCK RIGHT OFF.
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- unpacking boxes
- Posts: 68
- Joined: Tue Jun 21, 2005 7:27 pm
- Location: ny
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he started off the new year by taking a stab at me. I was already feeling really low and he basically kicked me in the stomach. It really hurt my feelings and I lost a little bit of trust in him. It makes me feel like im sort of worthless. but i refused to let ppl dictate how i will feel. I can feel shitty all on my own thank you very much you jerk. Sometimes I think Im better off disappearing
- Seeshellz
- my other car is a bus
- Posts: 34295
- Joined: Tue May 18, 2004 1:51 am
- Location: Hiding in my shell...
All of a sudden I am getting my old urges to OD again and I don't understand why I am triggered to do that old bad behavior?
"If you learn from your suffering,
and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else who's now
in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."
Anonymous
and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else who's now
in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."
Anonymous
- balletomane
- one of us
- Posts: 13705
- Joined: Fri Feb 11, 2005 3:54 am
- Scatterbrain
- bus conductor
- Posts: 5074
- Joined: Thu Sep 22, 2005 3:17 am
- Location: Washington state, USA
I am sooooo jealous of you. The way you talk about how he kisses you and the way you just glow... I had that, I should still have that. I makes me miss him sooooo much more. I just need to go to college and get away. Then I might have a chance to get over him.
~Megan
~Megan
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics
I. Cannot. Take. It.
Leave me a-fucking-lone! **growls**
Leave me a-fucking-lone! **growls**
The wind and I, we speak the same, but he don’t hear so well.
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.
If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.
If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...
Are they just words ?? or do you mean it ?
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Sometimes i need to be alone !
im not used to people caring about me and i cant handle it all the time! just an hour or something just to be me! alone !! thats all im asking for !
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Why is it always about you ??
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Sometimes i need to be alone !
im not used to people caring about me and i cant handle it all the time! just an hour or something just to be me! alone !! thats all im asking for !
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Why is it always about you ??
If you think outside the box there's no such thing as square one.
No matter which sleeve you wear your heart,
Whichever way you wear your crown,
Tomorrow is another day to turn it all around
I will stop when I'm ready I'll shown everyone my cards
But for now I'll keep on playing even when the game gets hard.
19/07/1952 - 30/12/2013 Never Ever Forgotten
13/05/14 - I Love Her
19/4/15 - The Day I Said Yes
17/06/17 - Rings swapped, Hearts interlocked
<-- Marlo & Mookau-->
Caffiene Addict since 2004
Do you really want to talk to me?
I am an architect, they call me a butcher
I am a pioneer, they call me primitive
I am purity, they call me perverted
- Manic street preachers
I find it kinda funny, i find it kinda sad, the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had - Mad World
Your no good for me, I don't need nobody, don't need noone - The Prodigy
You'll never walk alone
My place - http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=106085 replies welcome
I am a pioneer, they call me primitive
I am purity, they call me perverted
- Manic street preachers
I find it kinda funny, i find it kinda sad, the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had - Mad World
Your no good for me, I don't need nobody, don't need noone - The Prodigy
You'll never walk alone
My place - http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=106085 replies welcome
I would like to sleep forever, because then life might be bearable.
I would like to die because then I would be back with them.
And I would like to cut and cut and cut and cut. Because then I might feel more alive.
I would like to bleed out all this stagnation and hurt.
But it never happens like that, does it?
Pms fine.
I would like to die because then I would be back with them.
And I would like to cut and cut and cut and cut. Because then I might feel more alive.
I would like to bleed out all this stagnation and hurt.
But it never happens like that, does it?
Pms fine.
The wind and I, we speak the same, but he don’t hear so well.
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.
If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.
If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...
I'm tired of this now, i can't keep going on getting kicked down everytime i try and get out.
I am an architect, they call me a butcher
I am a pioneer, they call me primitive
I am purity, they call me perverted
- Manic street preachers
I find it kinda funny, i find it kinda sad, the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had - Mad World
Your no good for me, I don't need nobody, don't need noone - The Prodigy
You'll never walk alone
My place - http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=106085 replies welcome
I am a pioneer, they call me primitive
I am purity, they call me perverted
- Manic street preachers
I find it kinda funny, i find it kinda sad, the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had - Mad World
Your no good for me, I don't need nobody, don't need noone - The Prodigy
You'll never walk alone
My place - http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=106085 replies welcome
- red umbrellas
- beyond inspiring
- Posts: 8175
- Joined: Mon Mar 01, 2004 8:50 am
- Location: Sydney
sex....anything like it...scares the bejesus out of me. the thought of it makes me freeze, shut down, feel sick.
oh, i can joke about it fine. i can have my mind in the gutter pretty much all the time. but anything to do with -anything- serious related to it...i feel like a little kid being told about the bird and the bees all over again.
i don't know why. but it makes me feel like a fucking headcase
oh, i can joke about it fine. i can have my mind in the gutter pretty much all the time. but anything to do with -anything- serious related to it...i feel like a little kid being told about the bird and the bees all over again.
i don't know why. but it makes me feel like a fucking headcase
And excuses and excuses and excuses
Hold On To Yourself - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds
"We paint a picture of a scenario - and then we become afraid of it" - Andrea Fella
- powdahchica
- growing roots
- Posts: 960
- Joined: Mon Sep 06, 2004 10:53 pm
You asked me last night if I was just dating you because it was socially acceptable. I said of course not.
Now I'm wondering...
I miss her like crazy. If she came back tomorrow, I would probably dump him and go back to her. That scares me a lot.
I don't know what's going on inside my head.
PM's welcome.
Now I'm wondering...
I miss her like crazy. If she came back tomorrow, I would probably dump him and go back to her. That scares me a lot.
I don't know what's going on inside my head.
PM's welcome.
<a href="http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=121893">Love must be as much a light as it is a flame.</a>
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- Licentia Poetica
- forum moderator emeritus
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- Joined: Sat Jan 25, 2003 10:06 am
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I would leave me too.
If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
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