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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Scatterbrain
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Post by Scatterbrain » Mon Jan 01, 2007 12:23 am

I think I might like you. As in more-than-a-friend. That scares me. Its not right. Your a girl and I'm a girl, but as far as I know, I'm straight. I'm so confused. I dont know what I am thinking anymore.

~Megan
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )

"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead

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Post by flipflopfetish » Mon Jan 01, 2007 1:10 am

BUT I'M NOT HAVING A HAPPY FUCKING NEW YEAR
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poet with probs
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Post by poet with probs » Mon Jan 01, 2007 3:00 am

i am not having a happy new uear ecause i am not with the girl that i love
im afraid that i love her more than she loves me
im afraid of somthing hapaning to her when she is 17 because i have lost everyone that i have loved when they were 17
:disco: :1hugs: :bfly: ( :moo: ) i think this is the first cow that was ever on here
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Post by chnacat » Mon Jan 01, 2007 3:26 am

*su* trigger *su* trigger *su* trigger *su* trigger *su* trigger *su*















i secretly wish that i had the guts to kill myself, but i'm too scared to go through with it.

















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Post by Lynds » Mon Jan 01, 2007 12:09 pm

What I would like to say to two people I used to be friends with and am now not. *lang*






I'M SICK OF YOUR STUPID FUCKING GAMES. I'M NOT GOING TO CHASE AFTER YOU. I NEVER HAVE AND I NEVER WILL. YOU'RE EITHER MATES WITH ME OR NOT. YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO TRY AND TEST THAT. YOU SILLY PRICK, I'M GLAD YOU LEFT. I HOPE YOU STAY LOST.

AND AS FOR YOU...LEAVE ME ALONE. I HATE YOU WITH A PASSION. WHY DO YOU THINK I ASKED NOT TO BE MATES WITH YOU ANYMORE?! YOU'RE A FUCKING CREEP. YOU BETRAYED J AND EMBARESSED ME. WHY DID YOU EVER THINK I WOULD WANT THAT? I DIDN'T EVEN LIKE YOU AS A MATE THAT MUCH! STOP FUCKING TEXTING ME AND LEAVE L ALONE-SHE'S SICK OF YOUR WHINING TOO. YOU SAD, PATHETIC LITTLE MAN. YOU MAKE ME SICK. I WISH YOU'D JUST FUCK RIGHT OFF.
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Post by Callisto » Mon Jan 01, 2007 8:54 pm

I think I had a depersonalisation episode last night but i don't know for sure....all i do know is that i wasnt really there
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Post by gin and kerosene » Tue Jan 02, 2007 2:16 am

he started off the new year by taking a stab at me. I was already feeling really low and he basically kicked me in the stomach. It really hurt my feelings and I lost a little bit of trust in him. It makes me feel like im sort of worthless. but i refused to let ppl dictate how i will feel. I can feel shitty all on my own thank you very much you jerk. Sometimes I think Im better off disappearing
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Post by Seeshellz » Tue Jan 02, 2007 2:18 am

All of a sudden I am getting my old urges to OD again and I don't understand why I am triggered to do that old bad behavior?
"If you learn from your suffering,

and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,

you might be able to help someone else who's now

in the phase you may have just completed.

Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

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Post by balletomane » Wed Jan 03, 2007 3:13 am

I wish my sister would disappear.

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Post by Scatterbrain » Wed Jan 03, 2007 4:42 am

I am sooooo jealous of you. The way you talk about how he kisses you and the way you just glow... I had that, I should still have that. I makes me miss him sooooo much more. I just need to go to college and get away. Then I might have a chance to get over him.

~Megan
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )

"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead

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Post by Aly » Wed Jan 03, 2007 7:57 pm

I. Cannot. Take. It.

Leave me a-fucking-lone! **growls**
The wind and I, we speak the same, but he don’t hear so well.
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.

If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...
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Post by Kaleb » Wed Jan 03, 2007 9:40 pm

Are they just words ?? or do you mean it ?

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Sometimes i need to be alone !
im not used to people caring about me and i cant handle it all the time! just an hour or something just to be me! alone !! thats all im asking for !

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Why is it always about you ??
:purpstar: Hold Fast To Your Dreams, For If Dreams Die, Life Is a Broken Winged Bird, That Cannot Fly :purpstar:

If you think outside the box there's no such thing as square one.

No matter which sleeve you wear your heart,
Whichever way you wear your crown,
Tomorrow is another day to turn it all around
I will stop when I'm ready I'll shown everyone my cards
But for now I'll keep on playing even when the game gets hard.


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LT
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Post by LT » Wed Jan 03, 2007 10:08 pm

Do you really want to talk to me?
I am an architect, they call me a butcher
I am a pioneer, they call me primitive
I am purity, they call me perverted
- Manic street preachers

I find it kinda funny, i find it kinda sad, the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had - Mad World

Your no good for me, I don't need nobody, don't need noone - The Prodigy

You'll never walk alone

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Post by falling... » Wed Jan 03, 2007 10:16 pm

i am all alone
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Post by chnacat » Wed Jan 03, 2007 10:19 pm

i feel like cutting is the only friend i have
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Aly
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Post by Aly » Wed Jan 03, 2007 10:22 pm

I would like to sleep forever, because then life might be bearable.

I would like to die because then I would be back with them.

And I would like to cut and cut and cut and cut. Because then I might feel more alive.

I would like to bleed out all this stagnation and hurt.

But it never happens like that, does it?

Pms fine.
The wind and I, we speak the same, but he don’t hear so well.
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.

If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...
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LT
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Post by LT » Wed Jan 03, 2007 10:48 pm

I'm tired of this now, i can't keep going on getting kicked down everytime i try and get out.
I am an architect, they call me a butcher
I am a pioneer, they call me primitive
I am purity, they call me perverted
- Manic street preachers

I find it kinda funny, i find it kinda sad, the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had - Mad World

Your no good for me, I don't need nobody, don't need noone - The Prodigy

You'll never walk alone

My place - http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=106085 replies welcome
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Post by red umbrellas » Thu Jan 04, 2007 1:57 am

sex....anything like it...scares the bejesus out of me. the thought of it makes me freeze, shut down, feel sick.
oh, i can joke about it fine. i can have my mind in the gutter pretty much all the time. but anything to do with -anything- serious related to it...i feel like a little kid being told about the bird and the bees all over again.

i don't know why. but it makes me feel like a fucking headcase
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses
Hold On To Yourself - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

"We paint a picture of a scenario - and then we become afraid of it" - Andrea Fella
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Post by powdahchica » Thu Jan 04, 2007 6:56 am

You asked me last night if I was just dating you because it was socially acceptable. I said of course not.

Now I'm wondering...

I miss her like crazy. If she came back tomorrow, I would probably dump him and go back to her. That scares me a lot.

I don't know what's going on inside my head.

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Thu Jan 04, 2007 10:27 am

I would leave me too.
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