Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

5th section · Post by **5th section** » Thu Dec 21, 2006 9:04 pm

Your head's in the score, your upbeat's all over the place and you can't do dynamics.

Seeshellz · Post by **Seeshellz** » Fri Dec 22, 2006 1:24 am

I'm sorry, I should have told him to F-off.

wilson · Post by **wilson** » Fri Dec 22, 2006 2:28 am

im sorry i worry you so much but i honestly couldnt give a flying fuck!

finding neverland · Post by **finding neverland** » Sun Dec 24, 2006 2:06 am

I wish I could tell you that this isn't enough, I love you and I probably always will. You are the only one who makes me feel okay and if I don't feel okay it's probably because I feel unimportant to you because of my insecurity because I can't call you mine. I can't stand my mistakes, and I've made so many with us. I hate how much you love me and you don't even know it, but I know you do by the way you look at me, hug me, how you give me a little kiss on the cheek to tell me its okay, how you let me cry and then wipe away my tears and just how you call me up to tell me something and we end up talking for an hour and it feels like 10 minutes. I used to love it when we used to sit in parks and stare at clouds and I would lay my head on your chest and we would lie there for hours. I loved that time we went for a bike ride and the times we used to have water fights. Or that time you had that party and we were sat on your bed and you were just tickling me and messing around and how I sit on your lap. And all those times when you got close to me and I didn't take my chance, it wasn't because I didn't want to it was because I thought about it too much. I'm so in love with you that I can't even express it. It just feels so right and I just don't know how you can't see it. I love you so much, that at the next oppurtunity I'm going to take that risk. Really take it. Tell you that I still love you. Maybe not in those words. But I'm fed up of worrying about the friendship, it's gone too far for that. I can't move on because no-one else measures up to you (no puns intended) because are simply amazing. I was so stupid before. For all those years, I was so stupid. I've waited for you to make the move, but maybe that will never happen. So I have to, and I will.

Scatterbrain · Post by **Scatterbrain** » Sun Dec 24, 2006 2:26 am

J~ Have you ever thought that I might not be doing well either. You said you would listen. You said you would help me. You said you could hold me accountable and that you would talk to me. We have spoken about SI once since that conversation. That was July. FUCKING JULY. 5 months ago. Fuck you.

Part of me wants to talk, but I'm afraid that you will tell someone. You dont understand that I'm not trying to be bad to myself. I'm just trying to get through the day. WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LISTEN AND NOT FLIP OUT???? All I want is a sympathetic ear. None of you can even give me that. Fuck you!

I done with this, I'm just fucking tired of being here

Seeshellz · Post by **Seeshellz** » Sun Dec 24, 2006 3:27 am

I still feel like you are mad at me and things will never be the same.

Scatterbrain · Post by **Scatterbrain** » Sun Dec 24, 2006 9:13 am

I knew it would happen. I lost my best friend. We have been drifting apart and im sorry. I just wish we could talk, not have me see it on your myspace page. I know you are going through your own issues and I want to help you. The problem is that I am barely making it through right now and I really cant help anyone but myself... I know that sounds selfish and I'm sorry. I just want to cry, but I cant. I've lost you. My only true best friend. The only person who would talk to me honestly about SI and the closest I had to someone holding me accountable. I miss you. and I kinda hate you!

~Megan

Fuck you. All I wanted was someone I could rely on. You were the closest I ever had. I've given up on that now

Seeshellz · Post by **Seeshellz** » Mon Dec 25, 2006 2:49 am

Thanks for forgiving me so much!

Seeshellz · Post by **Seeshellz** » Mon Dec 25, 2006 2:50 am

You're an F---in B----d

mephistopheles · Post by **mephistopheles** » Tue Dec 26, 2006 2:10 am

y'know what? i was nice on the phone but you're a fucking wanker. who the hell doesn't use condoms? WHO THE HELL has missed the fucking safe sex message these days? who is that fucking STUPID?!?! I'm promiscuous, yeah, tons of people are. but we're not braindead. if you've infected me i will kill you. i will destroy you. believe me.

wilson · Post by **wilson** » Tue Dec 26, 2006 4:00 am

im sick of putting on a mask everyday and pretending im fine when im not. when i tell you somethings wrong you all turn your backs. you dont want to be part of my life if im struggling. i dont want to be part of my life if im struggling. sometimes i need help but i will never get it.
you all suck!!!

Seeshellz · Post by **Seeshellz** » Tue Dec 26, 2006 9:02 am

I'm sorry I was so negative yesterday M.

5th section · Post by **5th section** » Wed Dec 27, 2006 7:39 pm

I'm not cutting I'm not cutting I'm not cutting I'm not cutting I'm not cutting I'm not cutting I'm not cutting I'm not cutting I'm not cutting I'm not cutting I'm not cutting I'm not cutting I'm not cutting I'm not cutting I'm not cutting I'm not cutting I'm not cutting I'm not cutting I'm not cutting I'm not cutting I'm not cutting I'm not cutting I'm not cutting I'm not cutting I'm not cutting I'm not cutting I'm not cutting I'm not cutting I'm not cutting I'm not cutting

I can't tell you that because you never knew I was. I wish I could share it with you - it's one of the few things I've got to be proud of.

makie · Post by **makie** » Wed Dec 27, 2006 9:34 pm

I hate the way you cheated on me. You had to "fall in love" with her, right? You couldn't do anything, right? Well... Why didn't you just fucking STOP to meet her? Why didn't you stop to call her while I was in the next room, listening to your laughter? Asshole! I HATE YOU! But still... you're all that I have right now... I wish I could just fall in love with a sweet, gentle man. One who's not going to "date" my formerly "best friend". I don't want to feel any more for you. You broke the last bit of faith I had.

wilson · Post by **wilson** » Thu Dec 28, 2006 6:43 am

all i ever wanted to do is say goodbye and to try and fix it. you never gave me that chance. it should of been me not u.

herebedragons · Post by **herebedragons** » Thu Dec 28, 2006 8:56 am

Things are not as they seem. I'm not as I seem. Some of the things I am doing are not healthy, some of them are downright wrong. I feel like I'm decieving you and I don't mean to. You've misinterpreted somethings and I've let you. I can't seem to keep myself safe, I sometimes think I shouldn't be the one in charge of my safety. You should know that but I can't bring myself to tell you. I wish I could get into your head sometimes, sometimes I wish you could get into mine.

calypso · Post by **calypso** » Thu Dec 28, 2006 2:03 pm

i'm in love but you don't care.

LT · Post by LT » Thu Dec 28, 2006 7:05 pm

I hate you with all my being, i wish you pain and suffering with which you have never felt.

5th section · Post by **5th section** » Fri Dec 29, 2006 8:03 pm

do you EVER wish it had been someone else? at all? I'd never blame you for thinking 'what if', i'd just rather know.

April · Post by **April** » Fri Dec 29, 2006 10:24 pm

Date someone your own age and keep away from my cousin you perv. Your 20 for gods sake! She's 16. A child!

Try dating someone you can take to the pub for fuck sake.

bus

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