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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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powdahchica
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Post by powdahchica » Wed Dec 13, 2006 11:21 pm

I miss her
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Post by Peege » Sat Dec 16, 2006 2:20 am

i'll probably die after christmas.
like everyone else...
why stay?

And the birds up on the wires and the telegraph poles
They can always fly away from this rain and this cold

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Post by marshmallowfluff » Sat Dec 16, 2006 11:02 pm

SU
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i know i how i would kill myself. it wouldnt look like i had done it myself. it would look like an accident. like i didnt want to die. i wouldnt actually do it... but still.



END

PMs are fine.
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Love like you'll never be hurt.
Sing like there's nobody listening.
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Post by wilson » Sun Dec 17, 2006 2:05 am

i dont think i will live throught this horrible holiday season as i have nothing to live for
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

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im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by Scatterbrain » Sun Dec 17, 2006 2:37 am

I really dont like my family. In fact, I almost hate them. So judgmental, insensitive, flaunting their money. I cant wait until I am in college and can come up with an excuse to not go to family holidays.

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I'm not here/This isn't happening"
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Post by red umbrellas » Sun Dec 17, 2006 11:49 am

i don't want to live
but dying seems big and...scary
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses
Hold On To Yourself - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

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Post by mephistopheles » Tue Dec 19, 2006 2:15 am

I always wanted to be crippled. and look, now I am.
serves me right.

pm's welcome
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Post by Callisto » Tue Dec 19, 2006 2:34 pm

you've given me the perfect reason to leave you, so why can't i go through with it?

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Post by Guest » Tue Dec 19, 2006 3:20 pm

I'm scared.
Of everything.
But death.

I don't know if I'll make it through the New Year.
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Post by LT » Tue Dec 19, 2006 9:08 pm

I love you and i don't know if i can go on anymore.
I am an architect, they call me a butcher
I am a pioneer, they call me primitive
I am purity, they call me perverted
- Manic street preachers

I find it kinda funny, i find it kinda sad, the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had - Mad World

Your no good for me, I don't need nobody, don't need noone - The Prodigy

You'll never walk alone

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Post by Seeshellz » Wed Dec 20, 2006 6:01 pm

my old boyfriend is now stalking me
"If you learn from your suffering,

and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,

you might be able to help someone else who's now

in the phase you may have just completed.

Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

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Post by marshmallowfluff » Wed Dec 20, 2006 9:59 pm

why do i want to cut my arms?

pms ok
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Post by angelic212 » Thu Dec 21, 2006 2:09 am

i have relapsed so bad back into my ed

i havent told anyone
im suffering alone right now

i have done negative things towards my ed

pms are okay

please reply via pm
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Post by Skyeler » Thu Dec 21, 2006 4:57 am

I'm happy.


Most of the time I feel like I don't belong.
But I got my new favorite record today.
My favorites change every single day.
Except you,
You'll always be number one.
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Post by marshmallowfluff » Thu Dec 21, 2006 11:02 pm

i cant stop od'ing

i dunno how im gonna make it through christmas/new yr without totally self-destructing


PMs are fine
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Post by Seeshellz » Fri Dec 22, 2006 1:21 am

SI/SU triggers..










I cut pretty badly today(I freaked out) and we are going away and will be swimming in a pool and going in a hot tub right after Christmas, they will be visible to everyone, I will be so embarrassed, the friends we are visiting have no idea I cut.....

And I came so close to ODing today it was scary.....

I haven't ODed in years....
"If you learn from your suffering,

and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,

you might be able to help someone else who's now

in the phase you may have just completed.

Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

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Post by April » Fri Dec 22, 2006 2:01 am

I can't do this anymore.

Or maybe I just don't want to.

PMs okay
My place -
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php? ... 46#3134946

*HUGS AND PMS ALWAYS WELCOME*
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Post by wilson » Fri Dec 22, 2006 2:13 am

*****may trig*****











i dont know why i do this to myself but i cant stop myself. its getting out of hand. im having more and more tablets each time. my cuts are getting deeper and deeper. i dont think i will make it through everything. im scaring my friends and i dont really care about it. dont care about anything anymore.

PM's welcome
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

counting stars

im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by balletomane » Fri Dec 22, 2006 7:24 pm

I have the greatest friends in the world.
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katja
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Post by katja » Fri Dec 22, 2006 8:55 pm

I never thought I would have a one night stand, I always looked down on girls who did stuff like that and worried what people would think of me. But now I've had one, I realised it was the best night of my life and I never want to have any other type of sex. I cant wait to do it again.
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