Right now I feel...

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by HiddenByLies » Wed Nov 22, 2006 6:07 am

excited.
happy.
ecstatic.
anxious.
nervous.
curious.
the worlds her stage the people her crew
she looks so happy to me and you
but inside her body are secrets and lies
they're all her own that she hides behind
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her radiant mask her wonderful grace
but inside she's wondering why she's stuck in this place
but into her being she'll fall and remain
until someone frees her it's all just the same
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the edge of the world
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knows the ropes
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Post by the edge of the world » Thu Nov 23, 2006 4:31 am

scared.
lazy.
pointless.
worthless.
angry with myself.
happy with myself.
generally confuzzled...

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cariad
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Post by cariad » Thu Nov 23, 2006 5:50 pm

FAT
and immensly fucked off

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moo-moo
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Post by moo-moo » Fri Nov 24, 2006 4:14 am

ugly

fat

full

anxious

nervous

distraught
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My Place "I will always love him"
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your bottles almost empty..you know this cant go on, because of you my mind is always racing..
the needles breaking your skin..the scar is sinking in...and know your trip begins..
but its all over for...its all over for you.....you....
when your on the edge and falling off..its all over for you...for you..

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Post by friarygirl » Fri Nov 24, 2006 5:02 am

Hurting

Sick

Sad

Happy

A mess
Let us think the unthinkable, let us do the undoable.
Let us prepare to grapple with the ineffable itself, and see if we may not eff it after all...
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Post by tattybluetrees » Fri Nov 24, 2006 2:41 pm

like I can't cope anymore.
lonely.
like I'm going backwards again.

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Post by Arcadia » Fri Nov 24, 2006 6:24 pm

lonely
tired
hungry
stupid
boring
ugly
"Does it really come as a surprise
When i tell you i don't feel good?"
- Garbage

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Post by (*Haven*) » Sat Nov 25, 2006 5:39 am

Afraid
Scared
Alone
Tired
Sick
Confused
suicidal....
:ylwstar: My Place :ylwstar: Visitors are welcome. New First Post 12/16/08
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Post by moo-moo » Sat Nov 25, 2006 5:56 am

scared that my friend will leave me
unable to cope...
sad
depressed
terribly si...
hugs and pms welcome*****
My Place "I will always love him"
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your bottles almost empty..you know this cant go on, because of you my mind is always racing..
the needles breaking your skin..the scar is sinking in...and know your trip begins..
but its all over for...its all over for you.....you....
when your on the edge and falling off..its all over for you...for you..

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Post by mithz » Mon Nov 27, 2006 12:50 am

detached
tearful
reflective?

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Post by red umbrellas » Tue Nov 28, 2006 10:21 am

scared
uncertain
fat
weak
worthless
scared scared scared
sad
tired
headachey
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses

Hold On To Yourself - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

"We paint a picture of a scenario - and then we become afraid of it" - Andrea Fella

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Post by Green Beauty » Tue Nov 28, 2006 11:24 am

Angry, but somehow numb at the same time.

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Post by Callisto » Tue Nov 28, 2006 12:02 pm

disappointed in myself
like a failure
sad
angry at myself
lost

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Post by susanM » Tue Nov 28, 2006 12:44 pm

worn, just totally worn down :(

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Post by Spidey » Tue Nov 28, 2006 4:01 pm

tired
there is, in the end, the letting go.
-marya hornbacher

spidey immer voran
(spidey ever onward)

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Peege
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Post by Peege » Tue Nov 28, 2006 4:25 pm

vile
disgusting
weak
worthless
hateful

And the birds up on the wires and the telegraph poles
They can always fly away from this rain and this cold


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Lynds
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Post by Lynds » Tue Nov 28, 2006 9:29 pm

Panicky, and I hate it. It's so scary.
Like I need a drink.
Let down.
Frightened... make that terrified.

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Post by wilson » Wed Nov 29, 2006 8:11 am

sad
let down
alone
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

counting stars

im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by black_23 » Thu Nov 30, 2006 9:54 pm

Nervous
Alone
Sad
Jumpy
Teary
Stupid, so so stupid
'Art washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life' Picasso

'IS THERE NO WAY OUT OF THE MIND?' Sylvia Plath


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Post by Peege » Fri Dec 01, 2006 3:44 am

scared
scared
frightened
petrified
fat
scared

And the birds up on the wires and the telegraph poles
They can always fly away from this rain and this cold


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