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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by moo-moo » Sun Nov 12, 2006 10:48 am

i am 15, going to be 16 in april. mom is still going insane, and yes i am still staying up...
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Post by angel325 » Sun Nov 12, 2006 10:55 am

good for you.
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Post by moo-moo » Sun Nov 12, 2006 11:00 am

i just did the secret thing, and it brought all of these emotions flooding about my es boyfriend. I fell in love with him, and he broke my heart...i know at 15, but it happened..
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your bottles almost empty..you know this cant go on, because of you my mind is always racing..
the needles breaking your skin..the scar is sinking in...and know your trip begins..
but its all over for...its all over for you.....you....
when your on the edge and falling off..its all over for you...for you..
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Post by angel325 » Sun Nov 12, 2006 11:03 am

i'm sorry. i just don't know what to say to make you feel better. :1soothe:

it's ok to feel like this even at fifteen. these things happen at any age, and they still hurt the same.
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Post by moo-moo » Sun Nov 12, 2006 11:08 am

it is okay, mom just yelled at me again, but i am feeling blah, try to ignore it...
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your bottles almost empty..you know this cant go on, because of you my mind is always racing..
the needles breaking your skin..the scar is sinking in...and know your trip begins..
but its all over for...its all over for you.....you....
when your on the edge and falling off..its all over for you...for you..
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Post by moo-moo » Sun Nov 12, 2006 11:10 am

have to go to bed hun, talk to you in the morning...
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your bottles almost empty..you know this cant go on, because of you my mind is always racing..
the needles breaking your skin..the scar is sinking in...and know your trip begins..
but its all over for...its all over for you.....you....
when your on the edge and falling off..its all over for you...for you..
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Post by angel325 » Sun Nov 12, 2006 11:11 am

hope it works out for you. stay strong, hun.
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Post by moo-moo » Mon Nov 13, 2006 4:39 pm

thanks hun..
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your bottles almost empty..you know this cant go on, because of you my mind is always racing..
the needles breaking your skin..the scar is sinking in...and know your trip begins..
but its all over for...its all over for you.....you....
when your on the edge and falling off..its all over for you...for you..
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Post by Spidey » Mon Nov 13, 2006 8:36 pm

perhaps, to be honest, given that the situation was strained with your mom before because of the fight she had with the girls, you should have listened and gone to bed. i'm not getting on your case for that - i totally would have done the same thing at your age - but it seems like from the responses on here that it contributed heavily to your anxiety and urge to si.

i hope things are going better for you.
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