Right now I feel...

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Post by Spidey » Sat Nov 11, 2006 8:41 pm

shit
shit
shit
shit
shit
absolute shit
shit
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Post by angelic212 » Sat Nov 11, 2006 9:25 pm

still feeling

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and depressed
and lonely

my feelings havent changed a bit!

i feel alot worse right now
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Post by black_23 » Sat Nov 11, 2006 11:16 pm

numb
out of energy
disatisfied with me
si
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Post by Spidey » Sat Nov 11, 2006 11:45 pm

angelic212 wrote:still feeling

(SU)

and depressed
and lonely

my feelings havent changed a bit!

i feel alot worse right now
they may not, but in time they will, hun.

totally hang in there.
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Post by angelic212 » Sat Nov 11, 2006 11:57 pm

im feeling a bit better now

im feeling in a much better mood

going through mood swings i guess
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Post by Spidey » Sun Nov 12, 2006 2:18 am

i still feel shit
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Post by moo-moo » Sun Nov 12, 2006 2:51 am

Mercy Snow wrote:
angelic212 wrote:still feeling

(SU)

and depressed
and lonely

my feelings havent changed a bit!

i feel alot worse right now
they may not, but in time they will, hun.

totally hang in there.
still fell like shit.
like you said in your earlier post, they will go away.
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Post by moo-moo » Sun Nov 12, 2006 2:53 am

feel like.......numb
state of non-reality
nothiness
feel like si'ine
od'ong
su
die
fat
fucking digusting, ugly unwanted, unloved,
never going to make it.
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your bottles almost empty..you know this cant go on, because of you my mind is always racing..
the needles breaking your skin..the scar is sinking in...and know your trip begins..
but its all over for...its all over for you.....you....
when your on the edge and falling off..its all over for you...for you..
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Post by Peege » Sun Nov 12, 2006 4:11 am

drunk
and su
and drun
and self destructuve
and drunk
and i want to die.
and dammit why wont it happen?

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Post by Spidey » Sun Nov 12, 2006 4:41 am

moo-moo wrote: feel like.......numb
state of non-reality
nothiness
feel like si'ine
od'ong
su
die
fat
fucking digusting, ugly unwanted, unloved,
never going to make it.
you are gonna make it.

feelings go away, to be replaced by positive ones.

it's gonna be alright, yo.
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Post by moo-moo » Sun Nov 12, 2006 4:43 am

havent made it yet...but trying halfheartdly
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your bottles almost empty..you know this cant go on, because of you my mind is always racing..
the needles breaking your skin..the scar is sinking in...and know your trip begins..
but its all over for...its all over for you.....you....
when your on the edge and falling off..its all over for you...for you..
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Sun Nov 12, 2006 8:15 am

f*cking worthless.
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Post by red umbrellas » Sun Nov 12, 2006 8:49 am

sorry
tired
guilty
sad
foolish
worthless
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses
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Post by moo-moo » Sun Nov 12, 2006 9:01 am

sad
confused
worthless
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your bottles almost empty..you know this cant go on, because of you my mind is always racing..
the needles breaking your skin..the scar is sinking in...and know your trip begins..
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Post by little pixie dust » Mon Nov 13, 2006 7:13 pm

errr, not so good..it's a weird feeling :-?
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Post by Guest » Mon Nov 13, 2006 7:24 pm

Hurt.
Vulnerable.
Insecure.
Scared.
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Post by Spidey » Tue Nov 14, 2006 12:59 am

TOTALLY HELLA EXCITED
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Post by angelic212 » Tue Nov 14, 2006 1:09 am

feeling kind of confused
and sad
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Post by red umbrellas » Tue Nov 14, 2006 7:16 am

lonely
foolish
fat
scared
sat
rejected
horrible
worthless
stupid
hurt
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses
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Post by Quiet little Angel » Tue Nov 14, 2006 8:21 am

scared
unloved
tired
sad
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