Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Mon Oct 23, 2006 9:00 pm

im puking again
i just want to leave
*Challenges welcome*
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I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

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Post by marshmallowfluff » Tue Oct 24, 2006 1:09 pm

its been over two years, and i've only just realised you are not coming back
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Love like you'll never be hurt.
Sing like there's nobody listening.
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Post by Guest » Tue Oct 24, 2006 5:57 pm

*OD*

I wish it'd worked
I don't think it had no effect at all
The doc said it had though


*Pm's okay*

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Post by marshmallowfluff » Wed Oct 25, 2006 7:36 pm

today when i was at work i went into the toilets and i stuck my secrets in the cubical.

it was so empowering.

PMs are okay :)
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Love like you'll never be hurt.
Sing like there's nobody listening.
And live like it's heaven on earth."

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Post by Priceless » Thu Oct 26, 2006 3:22 pm

im scared that i will loose you

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Post by Callisto » Thu Oct 26, 2006 8:57 pm

I'm glad that I'm having a night out with your mates without you tomorrow, because you get all clingy when you're drunk and it annoys me

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Post by fuyumi » Thu Oct 26, 2006 9:09 pm

i'm scared that i won't know what to do when you're away

- so i turn myself inside out in hope someone will see -
- these precious things let them break their hold on me -

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Post by MusicalMorphine » Fri Oct 27, 2006 11:00 am

I'm so scared. You don't know what it would do to me to lose you.

Keep your promise, please.

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Post by Callisto » Fri Oct 27, 2006 11:38 am

PMs ok

i feel fat and disgusting...i hate my body more and more each day

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Post by poet with probs » Sat Oct 28, 2006 3:41 am

PM`s wanted and r ok
i want to tell you that i fell inlove and he is gone and i feel guilty and that im betraying him
i want my ED back but youl get angry at me
i want to SI
:disco: :1hugs: :bfly: ( :moo: ) i think this is the first cow that was ever on here
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Post by red umbrellas » Sat Oct 28, 2006 6:43 am

i would do anything to have the control to be thin.
you all call me petite but it's not enough.
not when i want to disappear


i know i've made the right decision. and i know it's hurt you. but i don't think i'm actually as sorry as i should be.
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses

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Post by black_23 » Mon Oct 30, 2006 12:32 am

I feel horrible I keep thinking about making myself sick again, but I know that's not the way. The thoughts just wnt go. I want to punish me for being me and always getting it wrong.
'Art washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life' Picasso

'IS THERE NO WAY OUT OF THE MIND?' Sylvia Plath


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Post by red umbrellas » Mon Oct 30, 2006 4:18 am

i am jealous...of his wife. how fucked up is that?
i'm jealous that she has someone as all round amazing, who cares so much about her. i'm jealous that that's not where i'm at. i'm jealous because i don't think i'm in love anymore.
this is so fucked up


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It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses

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Post by theboldeditalics » Mon Oct 30, 2006 5:23 am

I---




am worried that one day my crazy jealousy and mean nature will drive her away.
lately i've been feeling
like i don't belong
like the ground's not mine to walk upon

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Post by Kaleb » Mon Oct 30, 2006 7:45 pm

sometimes i wish we could talk to eachother properly without feeling shy or embarresed about it - i mean we trust eachother 100% and yet we struggle to talk about some things - i dont understand :-?
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No matter which sleeve you wear your heart,
Whichever way you wear your crown,
Tomorrow is another day to turn it all around
I will stop when I'm ready I'll shown everyone my cards
But for now I'll keep on playing even when the game gets hard.



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Post by black_23 » Tue Oct 31, 2006 11:18 pm

I feel i could disappear and no one would ever notice. She's stunning and clever everyone loves her and then there's me.....Im scared one day this meaninglessness will tke over again and leave me completely lost.
'Art washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life' Picasso

'IS THERE NO WAY OUT OF THE MIND?' Sylvia Plath


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Post by HiddenByLies » Wed Nov 01, 2006 10:17 pm

I'm tired of being the stupid teenager. I'm tired of feeling as though I do not matter. I'm tired of trying to think of people that I "may" hurt if I left...pm's okay.
the worlds her stage the people her crew
she looks so happy to me and you
but inside her body are secrets and lies
they're all her own that she hides behind
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her radiant mask her wonderful grace
but inside she's wondering why she's stuck in this place
but into her being she'll fall and remain
until someone frees her it's all just the same
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Post by red umbrellas » Thu Nov 02, 2006 3:42 am

it's not that i want to die or owt.
it's just that i want to stop the world and get off for a bit
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses

Hold On To Yourself - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

"We paint a picture of a scenario - and then we become afraid of it" - Andrea Fella

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Post by steady hands » Fri Nov 03, 2006 3:42 am

i was glad it was cold on halloween, just so i could hold her hand.

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Post by Quiet little Angel » Fri Nov 03, 2006 5:23 pm

i often wonder if my dad would be a better person if i wasn't around... what if it really is my fault that he is this way... then maybe my mom ans sister would be better off with me not around... i wonder if he would treat them better... be happier... if i wasn't here...

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