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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Koru
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Post by Koru » Fri Sep 15, 2006 11:30 am

I sent my secret to postsecret and now I'm afraid that they'll publish is and someone will work out it's mine
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Post by ViolinPlayingGoat » Fri Sep 15, 2006 7:28 pm

i told myself i'm ok and i'm getting over it...but i'm not sure that i am. i've been ok for a while, but i'm not sure that keeping telling myself that i'm over it is going to work for very long. this would be so much easier if i didnt have to see her but i also think it would tear me apart.
i told myself i wouldnt find an excuse to see her until tues, when i know i will see her. that it will be better and easier if i don;t see her much. but i went to see her today. for a reason that was reasonable and useful, but not *necessary*. and means i see her again monday. this is bad, i shouldnt have gone to see her, if i carry on it will make things worse.
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red umbrellas
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Post by red umbrellas » Sat Sep 16, 2006 2:38 am

they aren't home.
i can cut and deal with it properly right?
and i'd feel better too?
oh, god, i don't know what to do...
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses
Hold On To Yourself - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

"We paint a picture of a scenario - and then we become afraid of it" - Andrea Fella
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Post by recovering4me » Sat Sep 16, 2006 5:17 pm

would like comments PM

~~part of me doesn't want to get well
~~i want someone to talk to but don't know how to ask
~~i'm afraid of being alone forever
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Post by fuyumi » Sat Sep 16, 2006 11:06 pm

i'm not glad you found out
but i don't think i regret that you did

- so i turn myself inside out in hope someone will see -
- these precious things let them break their hold on me -
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Post by handmade mute » Mon Sep 18, 2006 12:51 am

I used to think only my mother could hurt me so deeply with so few words, but now I know she's an amatuer compared to you.
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Post by wish » Mon Sep 18, 2006 1:35 am

sometimes i want to tell u about my si-just so i can hurt u.and then i wonder if u'd really feel any pain anyway
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Post by fuyumi » Mon Sep 18, 2006 12:09 pm

PMs are okay




i wish that you would care about me
even when i have a bad day

- so i turn myself inside out in hope someone will see -
- these precious things let them break their hold on me -
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Mon Sep 18, 2006 12:21 pm

You live in this world of sunshine & happiness & going out & self esteem & trying hard.

& it feels like that's a place I as myself, can never exist in.
:redstar: the time to tell a person you care is now :redstar: the paper crane chain of hope :redstar:

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MusicalMorphine
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Post by MusicalMorphine » Mon Sep 18, 2006 6:26 pm

^ I feel the same

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Post by Quiet little Angel » Mon Sep 18, 2006 7:00 pm

*Pm's are ok... if you feel like it... not requested though...*

***SU*** (Kinda...)
i'm a failure at everything... i couldn't even die... even that i failed at... i couldn't do it right... even though i want it so badly... i couldn't... i fail at everything... i wish i could just do that one thing right... for once i really want nothing but that... it's been a long time since i felt like this... but i'll probably fail everytime...

*Pm's are ok... if you feel like it... not requested though...*
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Post by Callisto » Tue Sep 19, 2006 7:31 pm

Part of me is scared that because you're unhappy at work things will go back to how they were before when we almost fell apart for good.
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MusicalMorphine
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Post by MusicalMorphine » Wed Sep 20, 2006 4:20 pm

I don't care anymore.
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Callisto
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Post by Callisto » Wed Sep 20, 2006 8:04 pm

you make me feel like a failure everyday
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red umbrellas
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Post by red umbrellas » Thu Sep 21, 2006 2:29 am

i haven't heard from you...i know i'm meant to call.
but i wanted to see if i didn't, whether you'd try and contact me somehow
i'm not sure why i'm suprised you didn't.
and i'm not sure why i tried to test you that way.
but i'm sorry.
because i don't think you care as much as me
or as much as i did anyway.
because now i think i'm losing faith.
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses
Hold On To Yourself - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

"We paint a picture of a scenario - and then we become afraid of it" - Andrea Fella
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Post by Shaz » Thu Sep 21, 2006 9:11 pm

Comments welcome-pm. *I am sometimes afraid that my husband will hit me. *I know i shouldn't provoke him but i get tired of walking on eggshells and so i say wat i feel no matter what the consequences. *I love him more than life
i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
am i too lost to be saved
am i too lost?

my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my wounds cry for the grave
my soul cries for deliverance
will i be denied Christ
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MusicalMorphine
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Post by MusicalMorphine » Mon Sep 25, 2006 4:58 pm

I don't know who I am. I like to try and take aspects from people/characters that I like but it probably doesn't work out too well. It helps me though.
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Quiet little Angel
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Post by Quiet little Angel » Mon Sep 25, 2006 8:11 pm

i'm in physical pain... but i wont see a doctor, cuz this pain takes the place of my SI and i wont have to do it...
/May

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Callisto
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Post by Callisto » Wed Sep 27, 2006 6:41 pm

i'm really homesick at the moment but i feel like an idiot for it.

im hiding from my flatmates because im scared they'll judge me, it makes me feel isolated but its easier.
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mephistopheles
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Post by mephistopheles » Fri Sep 29, 2006 5:17 pm

I liked being that thin.

I don't know why. I know it wasn't anything near healthy. But I liked it.
“Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.”
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