Place to cry

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by half/hearted » Tue Aug 29, 2006 4:27 am

*cries*

i miss SI...I don't want to keep fighting it...I'm sick of dissociation every day, and fighting off urges...I don't know why I'm fighting at all.

why keep trying if life is torture?

*cries all the tears I can't cry IRL*
Please be gentle with me.

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Post by TEDAIC » Tue Aug 29, 2006 3:09 pm

I dont want to be strong, I want to drink, I want to forget my problems, I want to fall into an oblivion where i can si without feeling guilty for my family, I dont want to stop I can keep hiding the scars they dont bother me they just bother everyone else I want to cry IRL but I cant.....
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Post by black_23 » Tue Aug 29, 2006 10:54 pm

wants to cry too tired to function :cry:
'Art washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life' Picasso

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Post by Peege » Wed Aug 30, 2006 8:07 pm

:bsad: help

And the birds up on the wires and the telegraph poles
They can always fly away from this rain and this cold

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Post by Aly » Thu Aug 31, 2006 1:10 am

Too upset to cry irl...
I wish by pretending to cry, by 'crying' on here it got rid of all the emotion...

:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
The wind and I, we speak the same, but he don’t hear so well.
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.

If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...
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Post by moo-moo » Mon Sep 04, 2006 11:58 am

sad, binged, just purged 10 min ago, depressed and scared of myself right know, it is 4:10 in the morning, and i am to scared of myself to go to sleep. feel like shit,. will si, just dont know when. thankyou for everyone that is listening to me right now.


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your bottles almost empty..you know this cant go on, because of you my mind is always racing..
the needles breaking your skin..the scar is sinking in...and know your trip begins..
but its all over for...its all over for you.....you....
when your on the edge and falling off..its all over for you...for you..
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Post by izz » Mon Sep 04, 2006 5:02 pm

i hate when i cry. it makes me feel so weak.

and i really hate when i cry in front of other people. i avoid that like the plague.
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Post by black_23 » Tue Sep 05, 2006 10:59 pm

:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: I don't know how to do this, how to keep going and not fall apart. Im scared of tings getting bad again.
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Post by flipflopfetish » Wed Sep 06, 2006 12:57 am

I want to tell everyone at school to fuck off or I'll slit my wrists. Then maybe they'll stop treating me like I'm one of those punching dolls that keep bouncing back and smiling.
I want to be able to come home and not have a nervous breakdown just from the pressure of pretending every day
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Post by Peege » Thu Sep 07, 2006 3:17 am

:bsad:

And the birds up on the wires and the telegraph poles
They can always fly away from this rain and this cold

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Post by little pixie dust » Thu Sep 07, 2006 4:27 pm

i forgot how to cry i think
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Post by black_23 » Fri Sep 08, 2006 3:32 pm

:cry:
'Art washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life' Picasso

'IS THERE NO WAY OUT OF THE MIND?' Sylvia Plath


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Post by red umbrellas » Mon Sep 11, 2006 5:03 am

i wish i could cry to break the stress and the tension and the fear

:cry:
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses
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Post by lotus » Mon Sep 11, 2006 6:09 am

i am buried in my pillow. :cry: i need to cry so bad. feel raw. everything hurts. wanna hide. :cry:
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Post by Neviah » Mon Sep 11, 2006 11:01 pm

I cry every morning and every night. I'm scared to cry infront of him :(
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Post by powdahchica » Tue Sep 12, 2006 9:57 pm

I'm too full of emotion to cry IRL, but I wish I could to make the pain go away.

I miss those carefree days...
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Post by MusicalMorphine » Wed Sep 13, 2006 4:53 pm

I don't want to feel like this every fucking day. I want everything to be okay. I can't keep doing this.
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Post by there_is_hope » Sat Sep 16, 2006 5:19 am

why can't I just get a job.. :cry: :cry:
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Post by Spidey » Mon Sep 18, 2006 2:30 am

:bawl: :bawl: :bawl:
there is, in the end, the letting go.
-marya hornbacher

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(spidey ever onward)

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Post by little pixie dust » Mon Sep 18, 2006 4:20 pm

i wish everyone would fuck off


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