Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

Not_what · Post by **Not_what** » Mon Jun 26, 2006 11:24 pm

I fucking hate you. You know that, right? Just because you're a new found EMO doesn't give you the right to hurt. Why are you trying to be the "good" person in all of this. Don't you realise it makes things worse?

You had my trust. You had my everything. You had me. And you blew it. I will never trust anyone as much as I trusted you. And I will never, ever trust you.

Skyeler · Post by **Skyeler** » Mon Jun 26, 2006 11:41 pm

I know you're not eating, I have an ED too, I know all the fucking tricks. What's worst is that I know you don't want to fall into it again, I know how much it's killing you to do it, but you aren't telling me so I can't help.

I.Love.You.

I care about you more than any other single human being on this planet, except maybe for the one inside you. Right now, you're in control of my entire life, of our entire family. I can't make sure Hunter's all right, I can't fix you, I don't know how.

And that kills me, seriously, I've loved you since we were sixteen. It's unconditional by now, I love you for jsut being, not for how much you weigh, or how good of a ballet dancer you are or how many other people like you. I love you because you're Sarah and I know you love me back.

I know yo'ure not telling me because yo'ure scared I'll think you're a horrible, irresponsible person, and that hurts me, I don't want you to doubt me, I don't want you to doubt how much I care. I want you to be able to tell me what's wrong, and tell me when you need help, that's what being married is about... When you can't take it anymore I hold up the front for awhile.
I obviously can't do this for you, I can't be pregnant, I can't take responsibility for Hunter, I can however take care of you. I just wish you would let me.

Neviah · Post by **Neviah** » Tue Jun 27, 2006 10:56 am

I love you, I'm sorry..

Forget Me · Post by **Forget Me** » Wed Jun 28, 2006 10:24 am

R: so you dont get the pattern? ok, fine. you have done this to me before and it hurts. why cant you like guys im not lin love with? for gods sake.

S: you know. i know you know. dont pretend. dont keep hurting me. but what else can you do? i dont know. but you know. you know. gah. fuck all this shit. im trying to be your friend and just that but its fucking hard. its hard to be both your friends when shes done this before and im in love with you.

i'll be ok. i promise. i just need time.

mephistopheles · Post by **mephistopheles** » Wed Jun 28, 2006 1:22 pm

R - would it ruin everything if I told you I'm in love with you? Would it? Because I'm on the verge of snapping and saying it. It'll be a disaster, I know. But I do love you. How ridiculous is that?

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Wed Jun 28, 2006 3:58 pm

K - i'm sorry i'm not a better girlfriend. i know you think i'm special and and stuff but i'm not. i don't see you for days cause i don't have the motivation to go out, and i know it shouldn't be like that. i promise i'll try and be how i was when we first started going out. i love you.

L - i love you and i wish i could make it better for you

R - i still care about your opinion of me. i'm dying to see you so i can tell you that i'm definately going to uni. maybe you'd care about me again if you knew i was doing something with my life.

WalkingStick · Post by **WalkingStick** » Wed Jun 28, 2006 6:50 pm

DON'T BE A DOCTOR IF YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT THE PEOPLE YOU ARE TREATING.

asshole

Quiet little Angel · Post by **Quiet little Angel** » Wed Jun 28, 2006 9:40 pm

i wish you would tell me to see a T...

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Fri Jun 30, 2006 1:56 am

i wish you could save me.

mephistopheles · Post by **mephistopheles** » Fri Jun 30, 2006 12:26 pm

I cried when you left. Why the fuck didnt you tell me you were leaving?

troubles undone · Post by **troubles undone** » Fri Jun 30, 2006 2:04 pm

will you still love me if i let you down...will you still want a failure, a reject, an outcast?

I doubt that very much, so i'll save you the trouble and fuck off now, shall i?

yet you tell me you do love me...how can i make decisions for myself when you are sending me mixed messages?

For once in your life, be decisive!

Neviah · Post by **Neviah** » Fri Jun 30, 2006 2:06 pm

dont ever stop loving me

Neviah · Post by **Neviah** » Fri Jun 30, 2006 11:19 pm

if i let you down again will you still be there?

_____iamacliche · Post by **_____iamacliche** » Sat Jul 01, 2006 12:08 am

i'm fucking sick of being lied too. i wish you'd just be fucking honest with me, it's not so fucking much too ask.

dont speak · Post by **dont speak** » Sat Jul 01, 2006 2:41 am

- i dont want to see you ever again.
- it worries me how easy it was to cut you out of my life
- i threw your sunglasses out the window- they kept slidding around every time i turned a corner

i wish you would of asked me to stop hurting myself when i told you i SI

Quiet little Angel · Post by **Quiet little Angel** » Sun Jul 02, 2006 8:39 am

i wont ever call you again... i think... would you just make it easy and get angry with me, please?

_____iamacliche · Post by **_____iamacliche** » Sun Jul 02, 2006 10:58 am

i'm sorry if i messed things up. so sorry.

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Sun Jul 02, 2006 3:30 pm

N: As insane as this may sound, you're my rock right now because you're the only person i can really talk to about things. i love you more like family than i do a friend, i just hope that you realise that and remember it when you're down.

D: I'll always be here for you, no matter what happens with us, I'll always be here for you. I love you and I think that part of me always will even if we aren't together. I just wish I could make things better again, because it breaks my heart to see you so down. You mean the world to me, never forget that.

bexy · Post by **bexy** » Sun Jul 02, 2006 4:14 pm

- You're going away really soon and I don't think I'll get to say goodbye before you go. I don't even know the date you're going. You say best friends but I can't believe you, I just don't understand why you'd want to be best friends with me. Parts of the person you're becoming worry me because nobody like you would want to spend time with someone like me. I could just say all this to you, but instead I'm putting it here in the hope that you'll read it and realise its written to you because somehow i feel like if i try to say it to you i'll just end up hurting you.

-you're two of my best friends but i never say it because i'm too scared that you don't think of me in the same way.

WalkingStick · Post by **WalkingStick** » Sun Jul 02, 2006 5:08 pm

I am so proud of you. Beyond proud.
Keep going.
This is your chance to shine.

bus

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