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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by red umbrellas » Wed Jun 21, 2006 11:15 am

m...please don't keep doing this. it's confusing me so much. i really do care about you a lot. but a relationship....i don't think it would work, even if i wasn't already in a serious one. i value our friendship a lot, and maybe one day things will change, although i doubt that a lot. but don't mess it up please...i want to get to know *you*.

g...i love you to bits. i promise you m is no threat, i'm just cofused right now, that's all. i'm so scared of losing you when i go back though...please please don't leave me.

p & s...fuck i hate you. i really really loathe you. you've done your very best to destroy my relationship and to destroy my whole year here. you've made snide nasty comments behind my back, you've been openly hostile to me when i've done nothing but be nice. you've even sabotaged your own friendships. you are immature morons, and i hope one day someone you really care about makes you realise that. grow up, you juvenile little fuckers.
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Post by bexy » Wed Jun 21, 2006 7:29 pm

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You're so fucking ignorant sometimes. I wish you'd wake up to the world around you.

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Post by silvertears » Wed Jun 21, 2006 10:09 pm

Billie Jo and Rick.... Thanks for comming home I missed you company. being alone sucks.


Carol.. thanks for keeping me comany, I know you love me but I'm not your daughter so please treat me like I'm 21 not 5.


MOM... DON'T MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I'M DOING ANYTING WRONG B/C IM NOT! ACCEPT THE FACT THAT I AM STAYING HERE AND LOVE ME ANYWAY. DON'T HOLD IT AGAINST ME AND QUIT SAYING MEAN THINGS ABOUT PEOPLE TAHT I LOVE. YOU CAN STOP SAYING I LOVE YOU AT THE END OF PHONE CALLS B/C ALL IT IS MOST OF THE TIME ARE WORDS AND SAID LOIKE THAT IT MAKE THE MEANING OF LOVE TO ME A BAD THING.

Dawn... if you caved in and whent back you are a weak spinless person.


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Post by WalkingStick » Wed Jun 21, 2006 11:35 pm

i know you're just trying to help me. and that you think me being alone is bad. and you feel a need to be there with me and comfort me.
but you can't make this go away. you cant make it all better. and i dont expect you to. but you expect yourself to. so then you get frusterated that im not getting "better". and that makes me feel like shit.
i feel smothered.
please.
i NEED time alone.

thank you for trying.

but you're trying way too hard.
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Post by WalkingStick » Thu Jun 22, 2006 6:05 pm

im afraid you'd be disappointed in me if you knew.
i really miss you.
i wish you'd move back home.
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Post by xanemicroyaltyx » Fri Jun 23, 2006 12:46 am

why the fuck did noone listen to us before? why wouldn't you listen when i said i didn't feel safe? my safety is NOT your fucking primary concern. stop lying.

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Post by Skyeler » Fri Jun 23, 2006 4:27 am

S- I can't imagine how tough it is for you right now, and I can't say how amazing you are for doing it.


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Post by flipflopfetish » Fri Jun 23, 2006 8:19 am

Do I have a bad personality? Is that what makes you draw away from me? Because you have. And everyone who hasn't yet will. Please tell me what I can do to change myself because thinking back on the way you were then as opposed to the way you are now makes me just want to die.

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Post by Quiet little Angel » Fri Jun 23, 2006 9:43 am

why can't you see that you have to come with me today? i don't want to spend two hours alone in the car with him... just don't know if i can do it... i had counted on you when i agreed to it...
/May

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Post by silvertears » Sat Jun 24, 2006 6:29 pm

Mike- Think even one wrong thought about me and belive me I will hunt you when I die... I will make you crazy!

Glen - back off bud or your gonna lose me.

Billie- don't amke me leave.

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Post by ViolinPlayingGoat » Sat Jun 24, 2006 9:33 pm

why didnt you acknowledge me yesterday?
i wasnt expecting a conversation, or for you to be glad to see me even...but to not even get a hello or a smile, or even a LOOK- that hurt.

still, i dont blame you.
i know that im taking it too far and that youre getting fed up of me
but i cant get myself back out now.

im sorry. ive got no right to be angry when you are so nice to me normally when you could completely reasonably have told me to fuck off
but you mean that much to me that anything is blown out of all proportion



god, i hope that im just paranoid about this :roll:
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Post by bexy » Sun Jun 25, 2006 12:16 am

you promised me. I needed someone so bad today, just someone to come and talk to me and rescue me, but you just sat there with your parents and ignored me. I told you I would really need your support out there and you promised me you would be there. I know your parents don't like me but we've been friends since we were five years old and you don't mind coming to me when you're scared about exams or leaving school or whatever else it is. Why couldn't you be there for me this once?

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Post by Quiet little Angel » Sun Jun 25, 2006 9:51 am

how i dread having to see you... wont you please stay away from there...?
/May

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Post by Neviah » Sun Jun 25, 2006 9:59 am

I think we should break up because I'm not what you deserve, you deserve so much more than me im sorry I'm such a crap GF I don't mean to be I just love you so much, I want you to be happy :cry: even if that means without me :cry: please don't leave me :cry:

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Post by ViolinPlayingGoat » Sun Jun 25, 2006 5:30 pm

i dont know if i can take meeting up with you again now.
i dont think that you care about me anymore, it feels fake.
i still havent managed to detach myself enough not to care about you. it still depresses me to see you.
if we met up again i think id care more about you than you do about me and its got to be a 2 way thing, i learnt that.

i also know that if you ask to meet up, im going to say yes, even though i dont think it will be good for us.
'cos i am a rocket on fire[[alone on its journey, home to the quickening ground with no-one there to catch it]]
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Post by Quiet little Angel » Sun Jun 25, 2006 9:08 pm

i wish i could tell you how happy i am that you invited me...
/May

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Post by marshmallowfluff » Sun Jun 25, 2006 10:36 pm

Why type ime instead of I'm? Do yuo think it looks better? It doesnt. It just makes you look dumb. Same as when you type ile. Why not just type I'll? It's the same amount of friggin letters!
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Post by WalkingStick » Mon Jun 26, 2006 2:24 am

please stop trying to change me.
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Post by Wall » Mon Jun 26, 2006 5:45 pm

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why the fuck can't you be a man? grow some balls and decide that what personally makes you feel good isn't always the right choice. stop thinking about your own pleasure and grow up. stop using excuses to explain why you shirk your duties. stop trying to feel good in buying things. live for what's important, your children are watching
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Post by black_23 » Mon Jun 26, 2006 10:40 pm

O - im so sorry im not there for you, i let you down. I wish I was there to give you a hug and make things right, you can do this, i believe in you just be brave. x
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