Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

Post by Spidey » Wed May 31, 2006 7:04 am

Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

Hello folks --

As the two previous TLU threads were getting a bit on the long side, and they seem to have deviated from their original intent, I've decided to lock and archive them and start anew.

Do you have something you want to say to someone (friend, family member, you, etc.) but can't say?

Then say it here.

<b>A Couple Notes About Version 3.0:</b>

* Please remember to <b>spoil where necessary.</b> You don't need to add a language spoiler because I've already added one to the beginning of this thread, but all other spoilers need to be noted in your post.

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Post by ~starblaze~ » Wed May 31, 2006 10:41 am

- i love you
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Post by Koru » Wed May 31, 2006 11:16 am

I know that this is not a big deal to you. I'm trying not to let it become a big deal to me but I'm really struggling. It hurts that you like me enough to spend the night but that you don't want a relationship. The reason that it hurts so much is that it means that there is something you don't like about me as a person, if it were my body that was the problem I could cope but the idea that it is my mind you don't like, really hurts.
Still, it is not your problem, it's mine and I know that.
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Post by _____iamacliche » Wed May 31, 2006 2:11 pm

i love you more than words, poems, text messages, anything i ever say could express.

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Post by Quiet little Angel » Wed May 31, 2006 4:09 pm

i hope you'll soon realise what you do when you dont call... the way you make me go crazy... we used to be the best of friends... but now... now he's taken over my place... if only i had someone too... but i don't... we used to be together in our loneliness... but can't you see i'm lonely now?
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Post by whypie » Wed May 31, 2006 10:43 pm

You really don't know how much this is tearing me up inside. You tell me how you aren't wanted and how no-one likes you but you seem to cast me aside like I don't count. Please stop it. Please see me. It's all so right so why can't it be official? Do you not get it?

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Post by apocalyptiX » Thu Jun 01, 2006 3:45 am

Where-ever you are, please please find me, maybe with you by my side life won't be so bad, I know your out there somewhere, please find me...
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Post by *.*Black_Star*.* » Thu Jun 01, 2006 11:01 am

i don't know what you want from me, and i dont know what i can give you, i jsut hope i dont let you down because you deserve better than that.....

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Post by Quiet little Angel » Thu Jun 01, 2006 5:44 pm

i'm so scared to ask you this... but does this silence mean that there will be no holidaytrip? don't know if i mind... maybe we should just do something else... talk to me...
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Post by black_23 » Thu Jun 01, 2006 6:29 pm

If your real, if its true, if its my fault tell me somehow. i can't deal with this guilt. Im so sorry I let you down.
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Post by troubles undone » Fri Jun 02, 2006 11:06 am

why can't you understand how you are making me feel?
i try to make it obvious without saying anything...cos i can't say anything.
What if i fail? How will you feel?
I don't think i can live with the disappointment, the shame. I know that i will have let you down, and there is nothing anyone can say to make me feel any better about it.

i will hate me, you will hate me...everyone will hate me
you cannot pressure someone like this...its all your fault
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Post by black_23 » Fri Jun 02, 2006 9:33 pm

please stop the silent treatment, talk it might help. i cant deal with this right now im sorry i'll blame myself.

m- im not who you tink i am. Telling me im nice just isnt true. Im a terrible daught who lets everyone down. I wish I could make you proud but im shit. You think everyting has disappeared but you dont know, you dont know I;ve tried to od in the past or got unconscously drunk or anythng (im glad you dont know, youd hate me then). Im sorry for being so pathetic.
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Post by styled_wrong » Sat Jun 03, 2006 1:08 am

i hate u, im angry for what u did, im upset with u
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Post by apocalyptiX » Sat Jun 03, 2006 3:50 am

If you do care about me, then prove it.
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Post by black_23 » Sat Jun 03, 2006 7:58 pm

please dont have a go at me then pretend that nothing has happened it makes me angry, you've wiped me out today and i dont know what to think or feel.
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Post by Neviah » Sat Jun 03, 2006 8:06 pm

im not afraid of you anymore, stay the fuck out of my life and stay away from my friends

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Post by Neviah » Sat Jun 03, 2006 8:38 pm

im not ok

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Post by Neviah » Sat Jun 03, 2006 11:23 pm

i know you don't know me but i've been like you've been, i understand and I love to bits, please stay safe, I know you don't even know I know about this, but I am protecting you, I promise everything will be ok

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Post by ~starblaze~ » Sun Jun 04, 2006 11:56 am

- i read what you wrote in the old girls magazine and it hurt that i had to find out what uni you were going to and to study what from a magazine after being best friends with you for years. I miss you still but i realise im moving on and i have other friends now that are truely great that i wouldnt have found if i hadnt of left the school. That school doesnt show you what its really like in the world. However much ive hated the last two years and found them hard, i know in myself i needed it this way because through my mistakes ive found out more about myself than i could have done at school and with you all. I wish you all the best, you may think im a failure or whatever, but im winning in finding myself which is needed.

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Post by ~starblaze~ » Sun Jun 04, 2006 2:21 pm

- i know i never met you, knew you when you were alive but hearing your story made me admire you and inspired me. You made such a lot out of your life in a time when people had so little. You risked your life in the WVS and earned an MBE, that alone is admireable. Its hard to believe you went to the same school as me all those years ago. I wish that in years to come when i am dead people will still remember me and be feeling the same as i am now. You were an incredible story with an amazing life :star:

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